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From the book: A Family for Tory
By: Margaret Daley
Imprint: Steeple Hill Love Inspired
Publication Date: March 2004
ISBN # 0-373-87255-0
Copyright: 2004
By: Margaret Daley
 

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Chapter One

Slade Donaldson switched off the engine and glanced toward his eight-year-old daughter. "Ready, Mindy? Are you sure you want to do this? I'll be gone for about an hour."

Mindy nodded, her face brightening with a huge grin. "Tor-ee needs--my--uh--help, Dad-dy."

Every time he heard his daughter struggle to say something,
his heart twisted into a knot that he feared would never unravel. "Then I'd better meet this Tory Alexander." Since his housekeeper had taken Mindy to her physical therapy for the past few months, he'd never met the woman who had brought her pony into the hospital to cheer up the children and captured his daughter's interest.

Mindy pointed toward a petite woman emerging from a barn, leading a horse on a rein. "Th--ere."  Her grin widened, her brown eyes sparkling.

"Then let's go. I need to be at the bank in twenty minutes for my meeting." He thrust open his car door, then hurried around to help his daughter.

"I can--do--this." Mindy pulled herself to a standing position using the door.

The tightness in his chest made his breathing difficult. He
offered his daughter his arm. She clasped it to steady herself, then began to make her way toward the woman by the opening into the barn. Two weeks ago his daughter had declared she didn't want to use her walker anymore. Each day since, Mindy had leaned less and less on him as she'd walked.  Progress, Slade thought, due partly to this woman before him.  She and her pony, Mirabelle, have been the reasons Mindy tolerated her physical therapy at the hospital over the past few months.  He was in Tory Alexander's debt.

Tory saw Mindy approaching and tied the reins to the fence of the riding ring.  Then she strode toward the girl with a smile of greeting.  Slade was surprised by how small the woman was.  The horse she'd been leading was a t least seventeen hands tall, towering over her.  Her long auburn hair was swept back in a ponytail with a few stray strands curling around her oval face.  Freckles sprinkled her turned-up nose and her large brown eyes drew a person to her.  Fringed in dark lashes, Slade felt their pull as she came to a stop only a few feet from Mindy and him.

Tory looked at his daughter.  "I'm so glad you didn't have to cancel, Mindy."  Then she turned those large brown eyes on him.  "I'm sorry to hear about Mrs. Watson's emergency.  Will her niece be okay?"

She just went into labor a little early.  My housekeeper assures me everything will be all right and she'll be back in a week or so."

"That's good to hear.  I know she was excited about her niece's pregnancy.  First in the family."  Tory lifted her arm toward Mindy to take over being her support if she needed.  "Come on, Mindy.  Let's show your father the barn."

"I have a meeting I need to go to."

"Dad-dy, just--" Mindy swallowed several times "--see Bel-le."

Slade stared at his daughter's face, lit with hope and
eagerness, and he couldn't refuse the invitation even though it would make him late. After all, she was the reason he worked fourteen-hour days. He wanted only the best care for Mindy, and that cost money. "Lead the way." Sweeping his arm toward the barn, he followed the pair.

As he entered, surprisingly the only scents to assail him were hay and leather. Scanning the darker interior, he noticed how clean the barn was. A few stalls had horses in them but most were empty.
"Where are your horses?"

"In the pastures."

"How many do you have?"

"Fifteen and one pony, Mirabelle, or, as Mindy loves to call
her, Belle."

"Th-ere," Mindy said, gesturing toward the last stall. She
hurried her pace, her left foot dragging in the dirt.
Mindy stumbled. Slade lurched forward to catch her, but Tory had already steadied her. Mindy continued her fast pace toward Mirabelle, towing Tory behind her.

Tory quickened her step to keep up. "Whoa. Mirabelle isn't
going anywhere."

"Haven't seen--her in--lo-ong time."

Slade scooped Mindy up in his arms and continued toward the stall at the very end of the barn. "It's only been five days, sweetie."

"Too lo-ong."
 

While Tory the stall door open, he went inside with Mindy. She squirmed.

"Dad-dy, put me down."

He settled his daughter in front of Mirabelle and kept his
hands on her shoulders so she wouldn't fall as she found her balance. Even though her surgery had been eight months before, it was still hard for her to keep her equilibrium at times.

She bent forward and threw her arms around the pony's neck. Nuzzling the animal, Mindy giggled. "Isn't she ugly? No--" she shook her head "--pret-ty?"

Slade inspected the pony's golden brown coat and big brown eyes that suddenly reminded him of Mirabelle's owner. "Very pretty."

"You know Mirabelle has been waiting just for you so you could give her a good brushing. No one does it better." Tory produced a curry comb and passed it to Mindy.

Tory helped Mindy position herself so she could start on the pony's left side. With one hand clutching the mane, Mindy began her task. Tory stepped back toward the entrance, motioning for Slade to follow. Outside the stall she paused. Reluctantly Mindy's dad joined her.

"Do you think we should leave her alone like that?" he asked, a frown creasing his brow.

"She'll be fine. She's done that half a dozen times now and
loves to. It's her private time with Mirabelle." A giggle drifted to her, and Tory smiled. "See. I think she tells Belle her secrets."

"What secrets?" panic laced his question.

"All little girls have them. Who's her favorite movie star?
What songs does she like? Who's her best friend at school?"

"She didn't go to school this year. She's being tutored at
home."

"Is she going to attend in the fall?"

Slade opened his mouth to answer, then clamped it shut. He
glanced away. "I don't know. It depends on her therapy and how fast she recovers."

"Mindy's so good with the other children who come for riding lessons. She misses her friends."

Slade straightened, his jaw clenched. "I won't have her go to school and be teased because she talks too slow and walks funny."

"Kids can be very accepting."

"And kids can be very cruel. Mindy's gone through so much this past year because of the car accident that took her mother and caused her epilepsy."

"But didn't the surgery make the epilepsy better?"

"She hasn't had a seizure, but at what cost?" Slade waved his hand toward the stall where his daughter was talking to the pony, frustration in every taut line of his body.

"Do you regret agreeing to the surgery?"

Slade plowed his fingers through his hair. "Yes--no. The
doctors told me this was best for Mindy, that given time she would recover most of her speech and physical abilities. A few years from now we'll hardly know she had part of her brain removed."

"But it doesn't make it any easier right now?"

"No," he clipped out.

"I didn't mean to intrude, but Mindy has become very important to me. I was hoping she could come more often to the stables to help out. She asks me to talk to you about it."

"She did? When?"

"She called me this morning and asked."

"So that's who she was talking to on the phone. I thought it
was one of her girlfriends. When I made that assumption, she didn't correct me."

"She wants to be my assistant and go with me to the hospital when I take Mirabelle next time."

Slade relaxed the tensed set to his shoulders. "It's hard for
me to say no when Mirabelle is the reason my daughter would cheerfully go to the hospital for her physical therapy. Before Mirabelle, Mrs. Watson and I had a horrible time getting Mindy to go. Now with the promise of seeing the pony, she'll do just about anything."

"Animals can be great therapy for people. That's why I started my riding stable for people in need, especially children. So what do you say about Mindy helping me out?"

"Let me think about it. That's asking you to do a lot for
Mindy."

"I don't mind. If I didn't want her to be my helper, I
wouldn't have asked."

"Still..." Slade checked his watch. "I'd better get going. I'm
already late as it is. I'll be back in an hour."

"We'll be in the riding ring."

Slade strode toward his car, feeling the touch of Tory's gaze
on his back. It took a supreme effort not to turn around and look at her. She was an attractive lady who obviously loved animals and children. Very appealing qualities in a woman, he thought, then shook his head. What in the world was he thinking? After this past twenty-two months piecing his life back together, he didn't think he could deal with anything that required his emotions be involved. He had all he could handle with Mindy and her recovery. But first, he had to secure the loan for the second phase of the expansion of his company. 

 


From the book: When Dreams Come True
By: Margaret Daley
Imprint: Steeple Hill Love Inspired
Publication Date: March 2006
ISBN #
Copyright: 2006

 

Chapter One--When Dreams Come True
    
     "Mommy!  There's a man here to see ya!"  Mandy Witherspoon yelled.
     With a shake of her head, Zoey Witherspoon dried her hands on a towel. "Mom, I don't know how many times I've told that child never to open the door to a stranger. Will she ever learn to listen?"
     Emma Bradford laughed. "You should have seen you at that age. You want me to see who it is?"
     "No, I will, then have a word with my daughter. It's a good thing we live in a safe, small town."  Already headed toward the kitchen door, Zoey glanced at the clock over the desk and realized how late the hour was. Who would be visiting right before the children's bedtime?
     When Zoey stepped into the foyer and saw a tall, thin man through the screen, she held back the scream that demanded release. She blinked. Her eyes had to be playing tricks on her. But when she focused on the man again, she realized the impossible had occurred.
     The pounding of her heart threatened to squeeze the air from her lungs. Slowly she moved toward the front door, past her daughter. "Mandy, go help your grandmother clean up."
     The sound of her daughter racing toward the kitchen faded, and all Zoey heard was the thundering beat of her heart pulsating in her ears. She opened the screen door to get a better look at the man on her front porch.
     Her eyes slid closed. It can't be Dane.
     Zoey braced herself with a deep, fortifying breath and opened her eyes to stare at the man who had returned from the dead. She took the few steps separating them and laid her hand on his chest to feel the strong beat of his heart against her palm, to assess what she was seeing was real--very real. Then without a word, she threw herself into his embrace.
     He kissed the top of her head, then her forehead and finally her lips. A brief, searing touch of their mouths that left Zoey even more shaken. The warmth of his body emphasized how alive her husband was.
     Finally pulling away and looking up into the face that had haunted her dreams for the past two-and-a-half years, she whispered her husband's name, "Dane."
     "Hello, Zoey."
     "They told me you were dead. I--" No other words came to mind. Releasing the doorknob that she clutched so tightly to keep herself upright, she stepped back to allow him into the house.
     "They were wrong."  One corner of his mouth lifted in a self-mocking grin that didn't stay long.
     Tears welled into her eyes at the sight of him. He was thin, almost gaunt. His face was clean shaven, but she could tell that he'd worn a beard until recently. His black hair was cut short and sprinkled with strands of gray now, even though he was only thirty-eight. Before he left on his last assignment had never, he had any gray. But the most startling difference in her husband was his eyes. When she looked into them, she saw nothing of the man she'd known and loved. For a brief moment she'd glimpsed a vulnerability in his eyes that he would never have allowed to show in the past. A shiver flashed down her spine as she realized he was a stranger to her.
     Standing in the middle of her foyer in her home in Sweetwater, she swallowed several times, feeling as lost as he had been to her. "What happened, Dane?"  she asked, her words thick with the tears she was frantic to keep bottled inside. She'd fallen apart once before when she'd heard the news of his death. It had taken so long to claw her way out of the emotional abyss she'd wallowed in. She swore then she would never put herself in that position again. She had more than herself to think about.
     "As you know, the plane crashed over the Amazon. I was lucky. I was thrown from the plane when it hit the trees. The Xinga tribe saw the fire from the crash, found me unconscious and nursed me back to health."  A shutter dropped over his features. "I didn't know who I was until recently."
     The thought of what he must have gone through threatened to overwhelm her. She again touched his arm, weaved her fingers through his as though that link would solidify her dream of her husband returning to her and the children. He still stood in the foyer. This was no vision, but reality. "You had amnesia?"
     Dane sidestepped away from her touch and turned into the living room. He sought a chair and sat as though he physically couldn't stand any longer. "Yes. For a long time I only had glimpses of my life, but nothing to help me piece together who I was."
     "How about the other two people in the plane?" She sat across from him, her own weariness after a long day at work catching up with her.
     "From what the Xingas told me, because I was thrown from the plane, I was saved. The pilot and Bob Patterson weren't. There was little left of the plane, Ooly bits and pieces that had broken off from the main body before it caught on fire."  He released a heavy sigh. "I know you have a lot of questions, but I'd rather not go into the details right now."
     "But, Dane--"
     "Please,"  he cut in, his blue eyes continuing to convey that vulnerability she never would have associated with her husband. "I realize when I left we were talking about separating, but I hope I can stay here for a while. I need..."  His voice trailed off into silence.
     "Of course," she said to fill the awkwardness that had descended. There would be time later to discuss what had happened between them right before he'd gone on his last assignment, to talk about what he had gone through the past two-and-a-half years. "Blake has grown a lot. He's going to be tall like you. In fact, he's the spitting image of you."
     "Oh, that's too bad,"  Dane said with a lopsided grin that she'd often thought of as cocky, but not now.
     "And Mandy will be so excited when she realizes that it was you in the foyer."  Zoey paused to catch her breath. "She just didn't recognize you. She was so young when you...disappeared."
     A soft expression entered his eyes. "She looks like you. She's beautiful."
     Zoey peered away. There was so much she needed to tell him, so much she needed to understand. "There's something else."
     He straightened, one brow arching.
     "We have another daughter, Tara. She was born seven months after you--"  Zoey paused for a few seconds, having almost said "died,"  "--left."
     "Another daughter?"
     The wonder in his voice tore at Zoey's defenses. Tears burned her eyes. She'd shed so many that first year Dane had been gone. How could there possibly be any left?
     "Yes, that's one of the reason I came back to Sweetwater."  And the fact I hated living in Dallas, lost in the crowd of people with no family there as support. She remembered the struggle to pull herself together after Dane had disappeared. For years her life had revolved around him until she wasn't even sure there had been a Zoey Witherspoon, a person independent from her husband. She didn't want to get tangled up in that kind of pain ever again.
     "So much has changed. I can't believe I have three..."  Silence snatched the rest of his sentence.
     Zoey waited for Dane to continue. She needed him to tell her more, to share with her what he was feeling, thinking. He surged to his feet and began to pace as though he were an animal confined to a small cage and checking out his domain.
     That was the Dane she was used to--the man who shut her out of his life, who kept secrets from her because of his job in the DEA, who was driven by a restless energy. Please, Heavenly Father, help me to be strong.
     Zoey leaned forward, resting her elbows on her knees and clasping her hands together. "Does your boss know you're alive?"
     "Yes."
     Shocked by his answer, Zoey asked in a voice laden with budding anger, "Why didn't Carl let me know you were?"
     "I told him not to. I wanted to be the one to tell you face-to-face. I didn't think it was something that should be handled over the phone or by a stranger appearing at your door. Too impersonal."
     "What are your plans, Dane?"
     He stopped his pacing, tension coming off him in waves. "Would you believe I don't have any plans at the moment?"
     That was hard to believe because her husband had always been so focused. "How about your job at the DEA?"
     He raked his hand through his short hair. "I don't know. Carl told me to take some time off and we'd talk when I've fully recovered. He encouraged me to get reacquainted with my family."
     That surprised Zoey. In the past his boss had always demanded one hundred percent from Dane. To Carl, family had always been second, and he'd expected the people who worked for him to feel the same way. Again she was reminded of all the problems they'd had before Dane's disappearance. But that wasn't important right now. Dane's recovery and reappearance was all that counted at the moment.
     "Do you have a spare bed I can use?"
     His question reinforced the barrier that had been slowly building up between them before he'd left for South America. She supposed it was a good idea not to share the same bedroom. He hadn't come right out and said it, but his meaning had been clear. They weren't the same two people as they had been when they had married. It wouldn't be fair to either one to put that kind of strain on their fragile relationship. "I don't have a spare bed, but the couch in the den makes up into a comfortable one."   
     "Thanks. I wasn't looking forward to staying in a motel." He took a step toward her. "I want to get to know you, Blake, Mandy...and Tara all over again. There are still parts of my life that are fuzzy, but I've been told being home will help."
     She rose, the reality of their situation beginning to sink in. So much had happened in the past few years to both of them. The gulf between them at that moment seemed extremely wide. "Let me go talk with the children, tell them you're alive, then I'll bring them in here."
     He peered down at his clothes as though checking to make sure he looked all right. The black pants and gray knit shirt hung off his frame. "Carl had someone buy these for me. He told me I'd fill them out in no time."
     "Are you hungry?" Zoey gestured toward the kitchen. "I can fix you something to eat."
     "Maybe later. I want to see the children."
     Yes, first her children. How was she going to explain Dane's reappearance to them? "I won't be long."
     A wry grin erased the worry in his expression. "I'm not going anywhere."
     She returned his smile. "Are you sure you don't want something to eat? It's no trouble."
     "I don't think I could eat right now."
     Zoey looked at the lean lines of his face, the pallor beneath his tanned features, a tic that twitched in his jawline, and wanted to insist he eat something. He'd never liked her fussing over him in the past. She kept her mouth shut and headed toward the kitchen.
     When she entered the room, her mother glanced up, concern carved into her expression. "Honey, is everything okay?"  She lifted Tara from her high chair.
     "Mandy, why don't you go in the den and watch TV with Blake for a few moments?"
     After her daughter disappeared, Zoey turned to her mother, who held Tara in her arms. Her youngest played with her mother's dangling earring. "Mom, that stranger at the door was Dane."
     Stunned, Emma sucked in a deep breath, her eyes round. "No!"
     Zoey nodded. "He lost his memory when his plane crashed. Some Indians saved him. Until recently he hadn't remembered who he was."
     Her mother shifted Tara to her other arm, burying her face in the toddler's hair. "But the government was sure he had died."
     "The government made a mistake."
     Emma moved toward Zoey. "Oh, honey." She took her into her arms with Tara between them. "What are you going to do?"
     "Pick up the pieces of our marriage and start over. I need to tell Blake and Mandy now that their dad has returned from the dead."
     "Do you want my help?"
     Her mother had supported Zoey through some tough times after Dane had disappeared. Zoey moved back to her hometown because she'd realized she couldn't do it alone. After three months in Dallas trying to support her family financially and emotionally, she'd finally admitted she'd needed help and turned to her family and the Lord. She never regretted that choice. But right now she knew she had to do this alone, as so many things in the past few years.
     "Just take care of Tara."  Zoey lay her hand along her youngest child's jawline, feeling the softness beneath her palm. "At least you, my sweet, will be all right." She kissed Tara's cheek, then went to find her other two children.
     In the den Zoey switched off the television, raising her hand to quiet the protests from Blake and Mandy. "We need to talk and I can't do that with the TV on."  Sitting on the couch, Zoey patted the soft brown leather cushion. "Come here and sit with me."
     Blake sat down next to her without a word while Mandy plopped down on the other side and bounced a few times as though testing the plumpness of the cushion. The whooshing sound permeated the silence. Zoey marveled at how much energy her daughter had after a long day, playing and helping her get dinner ready.
     "Mommy, who was that man?"  Mandy finally settled next to her and looked up at her with her big, brown eyes that reminded Zoey so much of her own.
     She didn't know where to begin. Blake had been nine when his father had left on his last assignment. And her five-year-old daughter hardly remembered the father who had been gone a lot that last year before he'd disappeared.
     "Mom, is something wrong?"  Blake asked, frowning.
     "Mommy, did that man make you sad?" Mandy's mouth turned down in a frown, too, always imitating her older brother.
     Zoey slipped her arms around her children and brought them close to her, savoring their nearness for a few seconds before she had to break the news. Mandy would be all right, but Zoey worried about Blake's reaction. He hadn't taken his father's death well, withdrawing into a shell for months after his father's disappearance. She'd tried to reach her son, but he was a lot like his father. He kept things bottled up inside.
     Realizing she had been frowning herself while trying to find the best way to break the news to her children, Zoey forced a smile to her lips. "No, the man didn't make me sad. Not at all. In fact just the opposite. I have some great news to share with you two."  She drew in a deep breath and held it before releasing it through pursed lips. "The man Mandy is talking about is your father."
     "Dad?" Blake pulled away, confusion knitting his brow. "But--I don't understand."
     "Honey, your father has come home."
     "Are you sure it's him?  He didn't look like the pictures we have." Mandy hopped off the couch and faced Zoey, her face screwed up in a thoughtful expression as though she were picturing the man at the door and trying to reconcile in her mind that person with the photos she had of her father.
     Both of her children peered at her as though she didn't have any idea what she was talking about. "Your father was believed to be dead, but he isn't. He's returned to us."
     "Where was he?  Why did he stay away?  Why didn't he come home?" Blake asked, his voice rising as he bounded to his feet.
     Zoey tried to grasp his hand, to tug him close to her. She wanted--needed--to hold him. Blake shuffled farther back, his scowl firmly in place. She didn't have all the answers for her son. She didn't know what had really happened and, knowing Dane, might never completely. All she could tell her children was what little she knew. "Your father was hurt and couldn't remember who he was until recently. He's in the living room waiting to see you two."
     "Did he bring me a present?" Mandy asked, hurrying toward the door. "Maybe he'll play a game with me or read me a story."
     Zoey didn't have a chance to answer Mandy. She flew out of the room, leaving Zoey alone with her son, who looked as if he wasn't going to budge an inch.
     "Honey, your father didn't choose to be gone for these past few years. As soon as he could, he came back to us."  Drawing on her reserve of strength, Zoey stood and extended her hand toward Blake, noticing the slight tremor in her fingers. "Come talk to him, please."  When her son didn't move, Zoey dropped her hand to her side and walked toward the door. "We'll be in the living room when you're ready."
     For months after his father had disappeared, Blake had cried himself to sleep. He hadn't understood his father being gone for good. He'd wanted his playmate back--the man who rode him around on his shoulders, played ball with him, built sand castles at the beach with him. After the first year Blake had refused to discuss his father with anyone. She'd had the minister at their church and a counselor speak with Blake, but still he wouldn't talk about his father. Finally over time everything seemed to be back to normal. Now she wasn't so sure.
     When she entered the living room, she found Mandy sitting next to Dane on the couch. Dane cradled Tara next to him, his eyes unusually bright as he took in first one daughter, then the other. Her mother had brought her youngest to meet her father.
     Mandy stared at something cupped in her hand, wonder in her expression. She saw Zoey and leaped up, racing to her. "Look what he brought me. Coins from another country. They're different from ours. Look!" Mandy thrust them toward her.
     Zoey picked up one and turned it over. "They're pretty."
     "Yes." Her daughter closed her fingers around the coins and went back to Dane. "Thank ya. I'll put them with my other treasures." She stood in front of him now, not quite sure what to do.
     Zoey came to her side. "Maybe you would like to show your father your treasure box."
     A smile brightened her daughter's face. "I'll go get it."  Mandy ran from the room and pounded up the stairs.
     Zoey stared at the entrance into the living room, wondering if her son would appear. Dear Lord, what should I do about Blake? She chewed on her bottom lip and tried to think of what to tell Dane about their son.
     "Mandy's full of life."
     "That she is. There are days she can run me ragged." Zoey turned back to Dane whose gaze was glued to his youngest daughter, as though he couldn't quite believe what he was seeing.
     "She looks just like you, too. I'm glad. I wished I had known. I--"
     The pain in his voice shredded the composure she'd fought hard to maintain for her children's sake. Her heart hammered against her chest, the beat vibrating in her head. Zoey peered at him and saw that glimpse of vulnerability she'd caught in his expression several times earlier. Sensing her regard, he quickly masked his look with a neutral one, something he was very good at doing. This was the Dane she knew--the one who didn't know how to share his feelings, who held a part of himself locked inside, the person her son was so similar to.
     Exhausted from the past hour, Zoey collapsed in the chair next to the couch, wanting as much distance between them as possible in a room that had suddenly become small.
     "Where's Blake?" Dane asked, his gaze fixed on the entrance into the living room.
     "In the den."
     "Is he coming in here?"
     "No, I don't think so."
     Dane tensed, the only indication that her words had affected him. "Why not?"
     "When you...disappeared, Blake didn't take it well."
     "But I'm here now. I know this isn't easy, but--"
     Again that pain laced his voice and stabbed through her heart, through all the defenses she had erected. "But, what?" Tell me what you're thinking, she silently added.
     Pressing Tara to him, he shuttered his look and rose. "I'll go have a word with him."
     "Don't."

 


From The Book--Hearts on the Line

By: Margaret Daley
Imprint: Steeple Hill Love Inspired Suspense
Publication Date: June 2006
ISBN #
0-373-87371-9
Copyright: 2006

 

Chapter One

     On the path Detective Becca Hilliard paused for a second, taking in her surroundings at the Garden of the Gods Park. As she approached a crime scene, she liked to get her bearings, especially when it was outside.
     The metallic stench of blood laced the cool morning air. A pale blue sky with a few streaks of white stretched out above her. The soaring red rock formations in the park and Pikes Peak jutting upward in the background vied for her attention. The day was beautiful. Too beautiful for a murder, but since being transferred to homicide, she had learned a murder could happen anywhere, anytime.
     A few uniforms stationed around the perimeter of the crime scene and, off to the side, a young couple with her partner, Sam Vance, were the only people in this more isolated area of the park. The man had his arm around the woman, trying to comfort her. Sam spoke to the blond lady whose pale, tear-streaked face brought forth all the churning emotions Becca experienced when viewing a violent crime. She wasn't sure she would ever be able to anesthetize herself completely when seeing a dead body as some of her fellow police officers managed to do.
     Sam gave her a nod and headed toward her. "We gotta stop meeting like this."
     "I wish."
       "It's Dahlia Sainsbury, the curator at the Colorado Springs Impressionist Museum. With all that has happened lately, I can't say that I'm surprised by this murder."
     "Especially since she's suspected of a connection to the drugs that were being distributed from the tunnels under the museum. Alessandro was sure she knew what was going on. He believes that she'd tried to poison Colleen. It would have only been a matter of time before we had a enough evidence to formally charge her."
     "Yeah, she was playing with the big boys, and they don't play fair."
     "Do you think Escalante killed her because of what happened in the tunnels with Alessandro? If so, why?"  Becca gestured toward the face down body of Dahlia, a bullet hole in her back, red fanning out from it. Becca's gaze riveted to the dead woman's left arm stretched out above her head. "It certainly wasn't robbery. That diamond bracelet on her arm has to be worth a small fortune. And her purse is next to her."
     "With everything in it as far as we can tell, it clearly wasn't robbery. She was shot at very close range."
     "Which means she was either surprised or knew the person who shot her and was running away. How long has she been dead?"
     "With lividity and rigor mortis, the medical examiner says between 6-10 hours. He'll know more after he examines the body at the morgue."
     "So what was Dahlia Sainsbury doing in the park after hours?"
     "Meeting someone? We found a set of footprints near the body. A man's, from the size."
     Becca stepped closer to the body and examined it, making sure not to disturb any evidence since the Crime Scene Unit hadn't arrived yet. "It doesn't look like there was much of a struggle.
Who found her? That couple?"
     "Yeah, I've got some uniforms canvassing the area to see if anyone else heard something, but I doubt it with this place's isolation."
     "Let's separate our couple. You take the man. I'll take the woman." Becca made her way toward the pair.
     The blonde raised her head, her teary gaze taking in Becca's approach.
     "Hello, I'm Detective Becca Hilliard. May I have a word with you?" She placed her hand on the woman's arm and directed her to the side away from the young man. Reaching into her jacket pocket of her navy blue pant suit, she retrieved her pad and pen then continued, "I'm so sorry you had to find this. It's never easy, Ms...?"
     "Carrie Young," the woman said with a sniffle, brushing her hand across her cheek.
     "Is that your boyfriend? Husband?"
     Carrie glanced at the man talking to Sam. "Just a good friend. We like to hike together. This was our favorite trail until--"  She hugged her arms to her, her eyelids sliding close for a few seconds while sucking gulps of air into her lungs.
     "Tell me what happened." Even after eight years on the force, Becca had a hard time dealing with the effects that a death caused with the people left behind. Interviewing the person who found a body or a loved one of the victim drained her emotionally.
     "There isn't much to tell. We were walking along the trail. She isn't hard to see. She's--she's--"  Carrie swallowed several times  "--right there two feet from the path." She waved her hand in the direction of the body but didn't look at it, her mouth compressed into a frown.
     "Did you touch her or anything?"
     Carrie's eyes grew round. "Me? No! I couldn't. Bud did, though. He checked for a pulse to see if she was alive."
     "Where?"
     "On her neck. He said she was cold." Carrie shuddered, clasping her arms even tighter to her. "I had my cell phone. I called the police. We waited for them at the trail head. I couldn't wait here." Another tremor shook the woman.
     "Can you think of anything else?"
     "She wasn't dressed for hiking or the outdoors. She looks like she was dressed for a date."
     Becca remembered the spiked blue heels and matching silk dress that Dahlia wore and had to agree with Carrie. Who had she been dating? Becca jotted a note to herself to check into that. Maybe this wasn't connected to the drug gang, Escalante and everything else that had happened in the past few months, starting with the attempted murder of the mayor. First rule of police work: don't assume anything.
     The ring on Becca's cell phone blared "Old McDonald Had a Farm." She unhooked it from her waist and flipped it open. "Hilliard here."
     "A man's threatening to jump off the new building going up at Carson and Quincy."
     "I can be there in fifteen." She clipped the phone back on her belt and said to Carrie, "I have to leave. My partner will take the rest of your statement." She quickly moved to Sam. "Can you finish? That was Sarge. I've got a jumper."
     "Sure," Sam said as she started down the trail at a jog.
     Two minutes later as the Crime Scene Unit pulled into the parking lot, Becca peeled out, siren on, and raced toward the construction site, hoping she made it before the person carried through with his threat. As a member of the negotiation team for the police department, she responded to hostage, suicide or barricade situations when the need arose. Her heart raced with adrenaline pumping into her system as fast as her car sped toward her destination.
     Becca drove to the cordoned off area where the team leader had set up his command post. Beyond the barricade a crowd gathered with their attention glued to the top of the unfinished building. Leaping from her car, she went to her trunk and removed her body armor. The man threatening suicide stood on the top ledge ten stories up. Most likely he didn't have a gun, but she never knew so she always wore protection.    
     "What do we have, Sarge?" Becca asked the team leader, Carl Johnson, as she slipped on her body armor.
     "I just got here myself a few minutes ago. Quinn Montgomery called 911 and is talking to the man right now. He's the man's boss, owns the company putting up this building. The first person on the scene was a uniform. He's up there now with Montgomery."
     "Who's the jumper?"
     "David James. Don't know much yet. Here, put this transmitter on." Sarge handed her a beeper-like device for her to clip at her waist. "And use this earpiece. I'll feed you information on the jumper as I get it."
     She rode the elevator to the top floor and hurried toward the stairs that led to the roof, nodding toward the uniformed officer standing guard at the door. Wind played with stray strands of her ponytail. The sun beat down, heating the concrete. She'd prefer to wear her sunglasses, but it was important for David James to see her eyes and connect with her. Instead, she squinted against the glare and headed toward a large man standing a few feet from the jumper who was poised on the ledge. One step the wrong way and David would go down ten stories.
     "David, I'll help you anyway I can. Just come down from there."
     Montgomery's deep, baritone voice held a calm, soothing tone. Becca was impressed that even his stance didn't convey any irritation or anger. She placed her hand on Montgomery's arm to indicate she was present since his full attention was on his employee. He gave her a slight nod but kept his gaze trained on the jumper.
     David glanced her way. His eyes widened. He took a small step to the side away from her and Montgomery, but didn't say anything.
     "Hello, David. I'm Becca Hilliard. I'm a negotiator with the police. I'd like to help you."
     "Help me?  No one can!"
     Becca moved next to Montgomery, aware that his gaze was now on her. The air sizzled with tension. "You don't think anyone can help you?"
     David's attention darted to Montgomery then back to her. "My wife left me and took the kids. Can you bring her back and make everything like it was before--"  He worked his mouth but no more words came out. Peering away, he clenched his hands at his sides.    
     Montgomery started to take a step toward David. Becca stopped him and shook her head. She mouthed the words,  "Too dangerous."
     David looked at her again. "I want things back the way they were."
     "You sound frustrated."
     "I am! There was no warning. I came home yesterday and she was gone." Anger lining his face, the jumper snapped his fingers, the gesture making him wobble.
     Becca held her breath, knowing if he lost his balance neither she nor Montgomery would be able to reach the man in time. David steadied himself, his eyes growing round as he glimpsed the ground ten stories below. That was a good sign. Perhaps David hadn't thought this suicide attempt completely through. In her earpiece Sarge told her he would see what he could discover about David's wife.
     "Do you plan to commit suicide, David?" she asked, having learned it was important to establish that up front.
     He blinked. Montgomery stiffened beside her.
     "I--I--don't--" David cleared his throat. "--yes, I don't have anything to live for. My family's gone. I have bills I can't pay."
     Becca started to push Montgomery back toward the stairs where it was safer when he interjected, "I'll help you with that, David."
     The jumper's gaze swung to the man next to her. Surprised by the offer, she too wanted to look at Montgomery, but she didn't dare take her eyes off David James. Again she acknowledged the calm power behind Montgomery's words, as though he knew instinctively what to do in a situation like this.
     "You see, there are ways to help you, David. If you come down from there, we can talk about it." Becca concentrated on keeping her voice even, non threatening.
     For a long moment David didn't say anything, then he shook his head as though trying to rid his mind of some image. "Help?  I've tried talking to her. She won't listen."
     "When you tried to talk to your wife, she wouldn't listen?"
     David slowly turned so he could face her, but he remained on the foot wide ledge. "Yes. I left messages at her mother's all evening and this morning for her to call me. She didn't! I was late to work because of her."
     "Maybe she didn't get your messages."
     Surprise flickered across his features. "You might be right!  It would be just like her mother not to tell her about my calls. She hates me."
     "Come down here and we can try again." Becca pulled out her cell phone, dangling it in front of him as though it were a prize he couldn't possibly resist.
     David glanced at the ground to his left, then back at Becca. She held her breath, hoping he would follow her gentle command. Sometimes that worked, especially if he hadn't totally thought through committing suicide.
     David shrugged. "Okay."
     Montgomery released a heavy sigh that mirrored her own feelings as she watched David climb down from the ledge and walk toward her, holding his hand out for the cell phone.
     As he neared her, she began heading toward the stairs to the tenth floor below, saying, "Do you want me to make the call?" She wanted to get him as far away from the ledge as possible.
     "No, I will."
     David came up beside her while Montgomery took the rear. After passing the phone to David, she threw a glance over her shoulder, wishing Montgomery was a police officer in case they ended up in a scuffle. She hated involving civilians. Montgomery smiled and nodded as though he could read her mind and was reassuring her he could take care of himself. From his muscular build no doubt he could, she decided, a connection arcing between her and Montgomery. They were both determined to keep David from jumping.
     "Trish, pick up. This is David. I've got to talk to you. Please!"
     Anger, mixed with frustration, returned to David's face. Becca slowly retrieved her handcuffs from her pocket, prepared if he decided to dash for the ledge again. If she had her way, he wouldn't, now that she had him down from it.
     He snapped the phone closed and cursed. "She's gonna regret not taking my call when--"
     Before David had a chance to finish his sentence, Becca grabbed his arm and twisted first one then the other behind his back and locked the handcuffs on his wrists. David jerked around, obviously intending to head back up to the roof. Montgomery blocked David's path in the stairwell to the tenth floor. From behind several uniformed officers rushed up and whisked the jumper away, screaming his frustration.
     All the emotions and tension she had held at bay during the ordeal flooded Becca the minute she realized David wouldn't be jumping that day, that he might get the help he needed. While the uniformed officers led him away, she sagged against the handrail, squeezing her eyes closed and drawing in cleansing breaths.
     "Thank you."
     Montgomery's deep voice penetrated the place she went in her mind where she tried to regroup after a negotiation. When she opened her eyes, he stood right in front of her, filling her vision, all six feet two inches of him. Now that she had the time to examine him, he took her breath away. Dressed in faded jeans and a short-sleeved blue shirt, he reinforced her earlier impression that he was all muscles and power. His chocolate brown eyes twinkled as the seconds ticked into a full minute and she hadn't said anything. A flush actually colored his cheeks.
     "I'm sorry. I don't usually stare at people unless I think they're going to commit a crime. But after a negotiation, I'm wiped out even when they don't last long like this one."
     The corner of his mouth cocked upward. "I think I know the feeling. I was so glad when you showed up." He plowed both hands through his short russet-colored hair, then scrubbed them down his face as though to wash the past hour from his mind. "I don't know how you do it. Are you called out much?"
     "More than I wish. Usually a few times a month." She extended her hand. "Thank you for your help."
     He took her hand within his and shook it. "I wasn't gonna let David jump."
     His determination underscored her own in situations like this, and the connection she had felt earlier between them crackled again.
     Still grasping her hand, he said, "But you don't have to worry about me applying for your job. One officer of the law in the family is enough for me."
     The firmness and warmth in his touch conveyed the man she had heard about from his brother, Brendan, a former police officer who had until recently worked with her. She'd casually known Quinn Montgomery from afar, but suddenly there seemed nothing casual between them now.
     "I miss Brendan at the CSPD, but he seems to be settling in at the FBI," Becca said, trying to dismiss the feeling of interest hovering below the surface.
     "Yeah, he's a regular Elliot Ness."
     "Not J. Edgar Hoover?" She started down the stairs, realizing that Sarge would be waiting for her.
     "Nah, Brendan's more a hands-on type of guy, like me."
     "Is that why you were here? Isn't Montgomery Construction a big operation?"
     "I like to be involved in all the projects as much as possible, especially with what has happened lately."
     "That's right. Wasn't there a fire at your business a few months back?"
     "Yeah, my carpentry shop and storage barn were destroyed. A lot of things have been happening to the Montgomery family lately. It pays to keep an eye open. What's going to happen to David?" Quinn punched the down button for the elevator.
     "He'll get the help he needs." She slanted a glance toward Quinn Montgomery, trying to remember all that Brendan had told her about his older brother. "Did you mean what you said about helping him with his bills?"
     He nodded. "He'll need it."
     "I've got a feeling David will appreciate it, especially when he straightens out his life." Now she remembered what Brendan had once said about his older brother. He was a man whose word was good as gold. She liked that.
     Stepping onto the elevator, Quinn said, "I'm in your debt for showing up when you did. I didn't know how I was going to get him down from that ledge. I'd run out of ideas."
     "You were doing a pretty good job of keeping him calm. The important thing was David was still there when I showed up."
     That cocky smile reappeared. "I was afraid he could hear my knees knocking and the sound would drive him over the edge."
     She laughed.
     He liked the sound of her laughter, light, musical as if it danced on the air. "Seriously, if I can do anything for you, return the favor in any way, please let me know."
     "I was just doing my job, Mr. Montgomery."
     "Quinn, and that doesn't mean I can't feel indebted to you for your assistance up on the roof, Becca. David was one of my employees, part of my family."
     She turned her head toward him, her ponytail flying to one side with the sudden movement. That drew his attention to her light brown hair, streaked with blond coloring. Her large, hazel eyes focused on him, making him aware of the small confines in the elevator. For a moment his gaze connected with hers, and he became lost in her light brown depths with green specks.
     She blinked, stepping back a pace. "Thank you, but--"
     The elevator doors whooshed open and the noise and activity rushed in to remind Quinn of what had just transpired for the past sixty minutes. What she was about to say to him was lost as a big man in a police uniform approached them.
     "Becca, you did a good job." The man looked toward Quinn. "I'm the team leader, Carl Johnson. We'll need a statement from you, Mr. Montgomery."
     "Fine. I'll come down to the station later today." After shaking Carl's hand, Quinn stepped to the side, seeing his younger brother coming toward him. "Again, thank you, Becca, for your help. If you need anything, let me know." 
     As Quinn walked away, he heard the man say to Becca, "We'll need your report while it's still fresh in your mind. This one ended good."
     Quinn paused to watch Becca leave with her team leader and another police officer. Quinn still could picture her big eyes, full of life even in the midst of such turmoil and possible death. Her look reminded him of Maggie. The memory of the last time he'd seen Maggie pierced his heart. He shook the reflection from his mind. He had moved on. He wouldn't go down that path again.

 


From The Book--Tidings of Joy

By: Margaret Daley
Imprint: Steeple Hill Love Inspired
Publication Date: October 2006
ISBN #
0-373-81283-3
Copyright: 2006

Chapter One-Tidings of Joy

     Chance Taylor stepped off the bus and surveyed the town which was nothing like where he'd spent the past two years. Yet for a few seconds he fought the overwhelming urge to get back on the bus. Because no matter how much he wanted to, he couldn't. Not until he'd paid his debt.
     The bus pulled away from the curb, leaving him behind. No escape now. The beating of his heart kicked up a notch. Chance glanced up and down the street. Sweetwater. It was exactly as Tom Bolton had described it. Quaint stores lined its Main Street. A row of Bradford pear trees down both sides of the road offered shade in the heat of summer. Even though it was the end of September, the hot air caused sweat to pop out on his forehead.
     He closed his eyes to the vivid colors spread out before him--a red sign above a door, yellow pansies about the base of the trees along the street. He'd lived in a world he'd thought of as black and white. Now every hue of the rainbow bombarded him from all sides. Opening his eyes to the new world around him, he wiped the sweat from his brow with the back of his hand, then grabbed the one duffel bag with all his earthly possessions and strode toward Alice’s Cafe.
     Inside he scanned the diners, all engrossed in their food and conversation. People doing normal, everyday things with no idea how their life could change in a split second. But he knew.
     Drawing in a deep breath, Chance took a moment to compose himself. Again the question flashed across his mind: why had he come to Sweetwater? Surely there was a better place, one he could get lost in. New York City. Chicago. Even Louisville would have been better than this small town, where according to Tom, everyone watched out for each other. He didn't want that. Nosy neighbors had led to his destruction in the past. But Sweetwater was the only place where he could fulfill his promise to himself. He was stuck here for the time being, but once he had paid his debt, he would leave as fast as a bus could take him out of town.
     Chance saw Samuel Morgan in the back booth and headed toward him. Aware of a few glances thrown his way, Chance hurried over, placed his duffel bag on the floor, then slid in across from Samuel, his back to the other diners.
     Samuel grinned. "I didn't think you'd come."
     "I said I would. About the only thing I have left is my word."
     "Tom's death wasn't your fault. He made his choice."
     "I have a chance to return a favor. I intend to. That's the least I can do."
     A waitress with a pencil behind her left ear paused near Samuel and dug into her apron pocket for a pad.
     "Want something to eat?" Samuel asked.
     Chance shook his head, aware of the open curiosity in the older woman's gaze. His stomach tightened. He should be used to people watching him, having spent the past few years with no right to any privacy. But he wasn't. All he wanted when he was through with Sweetwater was to find a quiet corner of the world where he could put his life back together.
     "Alice, I'll take another cup of coffee." Samuel pushed his mug toward the edge of the table.
     "Sure, Reverend. Be right back."
     After Alice refilled Samuel's coffee and left, he said, "Your timing couldn't be better. Tanya Bolton has just converted the space over her garage into an apartment. She's looking for a tenant and you need a place to stay. It's perfect."
     Something in the reverend's expression alerted Chance that there was more to it. "You didn't have anything to do with Tom's wife having an apartment, now would you?"
     Samuel's grin reached deep into his eyes. "I did mention it would be a great way for her to make some extra money. She took the suggestion and ran with it."
     "I can't see the lady renting to an ex-con."
     "You aren't an ex-con. Your conviction was overturned because you were innocent. The police have the right guy in jail now."
     The horror of the past few years threatened to deluge Chance with all the memories he desperately needed to forget. He refused to let them intrude, shoving them back into the dark corner of his mind. He didn't have the emotional strength to return to the past. His wounds ran deep, to his very soul. "It doesn't change the fact that I spent two years in prison. When she finds that out--" He couldn't finish his sentence, the words clogging his throat. The knot in his stomach grew.
     Suddenly he pictured a man he'd thought was a good friend, and his expression when Chance had seen him last week in Louisville. Fear had flitted across his so-called friend's features before he could mask his reaction to seeing Chance. Although in the eyes of the law he had been exonerated, he had seen the doubt in the man's gaze. Did they have the right guy this time?
     Samuel leaned toward Chance and said in a low tone, "I'm not telling Tanya anything about your recent past. I'll leave that for you to tell when you feel ready. But I am going to vouch for you. I know you're a good, honest man, and what you've come to Sweetwater to do is important to you."
     Chance thought about being so near Tom's wife on a daily basis. He wasn't sure he could handle it, the constant reminder that he owed his life to Tom. "Is there anywhere else I can rent a room?"
     "Probably. But not as convenient, that is if you really want to help Tanya. Or are you here to hide?"
     Samuel's question pierced through the layers of protection Chance used to shield himself from others. If he was smart, he would leave and do exactly that.
     "Look you don't have any way of getting around except walking, and Tanya's house is close to downtown so you can get just about any place you'll need to go from that apartment."
     Chance held up his hand. "Okay, Reverend. You've convinced me. I'll see the lady about it."
     Samuel took a long sip of his coffee. "Good. I also have lined up the interview with Nick Blackburn for that job I told you about when we spoke last week on the phone. He's looking for an assistant to help him with the part of his company he's moved to Sweetwater. Still interested?"
     "I need a job while I live here, so yes, I'm still interested. What does Mr. Blackburn know about me?"
     "That you are a friend of mine, that's all."
     "I'll have to tell him where I've been."
     "Yeah, I know, but it needs to come from you. Nick will respect that." Samuel sipped his coffee.
     "When's the interview?"
     "Nine o'clock tomorrow morning. His office is two blocks down on Main. The brand new, seven story tall red brick building. You probably saw it coming into town on the bus."
     "Yeah. He works Saturdays?" Everything was moving so fast. Was he ready to plunge back into the world of big business? Once that had been his life. Once he'd worked long hours to get ahead at his job. Now he wished he had that time back, that he'd spent it with the family he no longer had.
     "Sometimes. Usually he spends his weekends with his family, but he knew you were arriving today and decided to do it tomorrow. He said something about having to be in Chicago early next week."
     "I've heard of Blackburn Industries. I didn't realize he'd moved his corporate offices from Chicago to Sweetwater."
     Samuel shrugged. "Love is a strong motivator. His wife is from here." Samuel finished his cup of coffee. "I'll drive you over to Tanya's."
     "No, I need to do this on my own. You can call her and give her a reference so she'll open the door, but the rest will have to be up to me."
     "Fine, but Chance, you aren't alone in this world. I told you that in prison and I'm telling you that now."
     "I know. I know, Reverend. God is with me. He stood by me while I watched my family taken from me and while I was on trial. He was there with me in prison when I was fighting for my life." Chance saw the disappointment in Samuel's eyes that his sarcastic words had caused.
     "I know how you feel, but you didn't give Him a chance to be with you."
     Chance slipped from the booth. He didn't want to hear it. Samuel knew how he felt about the Lord who had abandoned him in his time of need. They'd even had a discussion about it when Samuel had come to the prison to minister to the inmates. "How do I get to Tanya Bolton's house?"
     Samuel wrote an address on a napkin and handed it to him. "Go three blocks north on Main to Second, then go five blocks east on Second and that's Berryhill Road. Sure you don't want me to at least drop you off?"
     "No, the exercise will be good for me." Chance turned from the booth and headed for the door. The very act of going anywhere he wanted was precious to him. He would never take freedom of movement for granted again.
     Outside he relished the warmth of the sun on his face, the fresh air, laced with newly mowed grass and grilled meat from a barbecue restaurant on the next block. A slender man dressed in a suit passed him on the sidewalk and nodded a greeting. Automatically Chance returned it with his own nod. The sudden realization that for the next few months he would be thrust into the middle of life in a small town sent panic bolting through him. He'd grown up in a small town and knew that little was a secret for long. He didn't want to see the doubt and possibly even fear in the eyes of the residents of Sweetwater when they learned he'd been in prison.
                                                       * * *
     "I've got the sign out in front and I've advertised in the paper. Now all I need is someone to rent the apartment over the garage," Tanya Bolton said as she switched the cordless phone to her other ear.
     "You did such a nice job fixing the place up. I don't think you'll have any trouble finding a tenant."
     "I hope you're right, Zoey, because I need the money. Having a teenage daughter who's growing out of all her clothes is expensive."
     "Will I see you at Alice's Cafe tomorrow?"
     "Of course. I wouldn't miss our Saturday get together." Tanya lowered her voice, cupping the mouthpiece closer to her. "I don't know if I would have made it without you, Darcy, Beth and Jesse. You know I'll be there."
     "See you tomorrow," Zoey Witherspoon said as a beep sounded, indicating another call on the line.
     Tanya pushed a button. "Hello?"
     "This is Samuel. I'm glad you're home, Tanya. I've got a friend coming over right now to see your apartment. He's going to be here for a while and needs a place to stay."
     "A tenant! I was just talking to Zoey about not having shown the apartment to anyone yet."
     "Then this is your lucky day. He'll be a great tenant. His name is Chance Taylor."
     The sound of the doorbell ringing drew Tanya's attention. She walked toward the front door with the cordless phone still in her hand and noticed through the frosted glass a large man on her porch. "Looks like he's here. Thanks, Samuel. I really appreciate the referral." She laid the phone on the table in the small foyer, then hurriedly opened the door.
     Before her stood a man several inches over six feet tall with broad shoulders, a narrow waist and muscular arms. His large presence dwarfed her small porch and blocked her doorway. Her gaze flew to his face, taking in his hard, square jaw, his nose that had been broken once, his vivid blue eyes and his short black hair. All his features came together in a pleasing countenance with just a hint of sadness in it. Surprised by that thought, Tanya wasn't sure where the impression came from.
     His neutral expression evolved into a half grin. "Tanya Bolton?"
     His presence filled her vision. "Yes," she managed to say, stunned by how overpowering Samuel's friend was.
     "I'm Chance Taylor. Samuel was supposed to call you about me. I'd like to rent your apartment."
     The deep, baritone of his voice flowed over her, smooth like a river of honey. Slowly his dark blue eyes lit with a gleam like periwinkles basking in the sunlight. Then his mouth lifted in a full grin, causing dimples to appear in both cheeks.    
     "Is it still for rent?"
     She nodded, for some reason her voice still unable to work properly.
     "How much?"
     She mentally shook herself out of her daze. This was business. "Three hundred a month plus utilities."
     He dug into the front pocket of his black jeans and withdrew a wad of cash. After peeling off three one hundred dollars, crisp and new, he handed them to her.
     She peered at the money, thinking of all the bills she needed to pay. Then common sense prevailed. "I don't want to take your money until you've seen the apartment."
     "I'm not choosy about where I stay."
     "The apartment is open. It's above the detached garage at the side of the house. Why don't you go and take a look at it?  I wouldn't feel right if you didn't do that. I'll be along in a moment."
     After repocketing his money, he tipped his head toward her. "I'll do that, Mrs. Bolton."
     She watched him descend the steps with duffel bag in hand, then head for the garage. When he disappeared from view, she went into the kitchen and grabbed the lease that Beth had insisted she needed a tenant to sign and left the house by the back door.
     Her daughter would be home from school in half an hour, and she hoped to have this all settled by then. After she crossed the driveway, she climbed the stairs to the apartment over the garage at the side of the house. The door stood ajar.
     Inside Chance slowly turned in a full circle, surveying the place, no expression on his face. When he saw her, he stopped, one corner of his mouth hitched in a half grin, dimpling one cheek. She was beginning to wonder if that was his trademark.
     "This is nice."
     His compliment caused a catch in her throat. She'd worked hard on the apartment with some help from her friends and was proud of what she'd accomplished on a limited budget. "Thanks."
     He faced her, his large presence filling the small two room apartment--much like her porch--his shoulders set in a taut line, his arms straight at his sides. His gaze lit upon the paper she held in her hand. "Do you want me to sign a lease?"
     "Yes. This is for six months."
     "I don't know how long I'll be here. I've got an interview with Nick Blackburn about a job, but nothing's definite."
     Tanya glanced at the standard lease and folded it several times. "Then we won't use the lease. Where did you come from?"
     "Louisville."
     "Why did you come to Sweetwater? Because of the possibility of a job with Nick?"
     "No, actually Samuel has always talked so highly of Sweetwater that I decided to come pay him and the town a visit.   He knew I was looking for a job and mentioned the one with Blackburn Industries." Again Chance withdrew the wad of money from his pocket and unrolled it. Covering the short distance between them, he thrust the rent toward her. "Three hundred. Do you require a deposit?"
     Deposit? Tanya bit her lower lip. She hadn't thought about that. Having never been a landlord before, she realized how new this all was to her. "I guess a hundred. That should cover minor damages if there are any." 
     "There won't be."
     "Not from what Samuel says. He basically told me I couldn't go wrong with you being my tenant."
     Chance glanced away for a few seconds as if embarrassed by what Samuel had said. Clearing his throat, he returned his attention to her. "Samuel does have a way about him." He gave her the money for the deposit, then immediately stepped back as though he was uncomfortable getting too near her. He looked toward the kitchen area in one corner with a two burner stove, a sink and a small refrigerator. "Can you give me directions to the nearest grocery store?"
     Tanya thought of the bare kitchen and blurted out, "Why don't you have dinner with me and my daughter tonight?  That's the least I can do for someone new to Sweetwater and a friend of Samuel's."
     Chance plunged his fingers through his black hair, then massaged the back of his neck. "I don't want you to go to any trouble, Mrs. Bolton."
     "My name is Tanya and it isn't any trouble. I have to warn you, though, it won't be anything fancy."
     "I'm not used to fancy."
     The tight edge to his words made her blink in surprise. "Well, then you'll fit right in. Sweetwater's pretty laid back. We only have one expensive restaurant that I've never seen the inside of."
     "What time is dinner?"
     Tanya checked her watch and realized that Crystal would be home from school soon. "Give me a couple of hours. Say six." She backed toward the door, a sudden, awkward silence electrifying the air. "See you then."
     Out on the landing she breathed deeply. Chance Taylor wasn't a chatty person. She would have to quiz Samuel about him. For some reason she didn't think her new tenant would tell her much about himself. The click of the door closing behind her penetrated her thoughts. She couldn't shake the feeling his life hadn't been easy. The sight of the school bus coming down the street sent Tanya hurrying down the stairs.
     Even though Crystal was fifteen now and a freshman in high school, when her job allowed her, Tanya liked to be there when her daughter came home from school, especially lately. Something was bothering Crystal and her daughter wouldn't talk to her about it. Maybe today Crystal would say something that would reveal what was going on. She rounded the side of the garage when the bus stopped and the driver descended the steps to man the lift.
     While Crystal powered her wheelchair up the driveway, the small school bus drove away. If the frown on her daughter's face was any indication, today had not been a good one. Tanya sighed and met Crystal halfway.
     "We have a tenant for the apartment," Tanya said, forcing a light tone into her voice to cover the apprehension her child's expression raised.
     Her daughter didn't say a word. She maneuvered the wheelchair around Tanya and kept going toward the ramp at the back of the house. Tanya followed, trying to decide how to approach Crystal about what was happening at school. This year when she had begun at Sweetwater High, she'd quickly started trying to get out of going, even to the point of making up things that were wrong with her. Tanya had talked with her teachers, but no one knew what was going on. She had seen her usually happy, even tempered child become someone else, someone who was angry and resentful. Was it the typical teenager angst of going through puberty? Or was it something else? Had Crystal's father's death finally manifested itself in her troubled behavior? Tom had died almost five months ago, and their daughter had gone through the usual grief associated with death but had seemed all right as her summer vacation had come to an end. Now Tanya didn't know. Maybe Crystal had suppressed her true feelings.
     In the kitchen Tanya called out to Crystal before she wheeled herself through the doorway into the hall, "Our new tenant is joining us for dinner."
     Crystal continued to remain quiet as she disappeared from view. Perplexed, Tanya stared at the empty doorway, wondering if Zoey, a high school counselor, or Beth Morgan, Crystal's English teacher, knew what was going on with her daughter at school. She made a mental note to call her friends later to see if anything had happened today to warrant this sullen demeanor.
                                                      * * *
     Chance descended the stairs to his apartment over the garage and headed across the yard toward the back door. He noticed the ramp off the deck and remembered Tom talking about his teenage daughter who was in a wheelchair. Until he had seen the ramp, however, he hadn't really thought about the implication of having a child who was physically disabled or the fact that he would be eating with a young girl who would only be a year or two older than the age his own daughter would have been if she had lived.
     He stopped his progress toward the deck, indecision stiffening his body. He'd seen plenty of teenagers since his daughter's...death. Surely he could handle an hour in the same room with Tanya's child. How difficult could it be?
     Chance discovered a few minutes later just how hard it would be when Crystal opened the door to his knock, a smile on her thin face, a black Lab standing beside her. He sucked in a sharp breath and held it. Staring up at him with open interest was a young girl who had dark brown hair and hazel eyes so very reminiscent of his daughter's. She even had a sprinkle of freckles on her small upturned nose like Haley had.
     He cleared away the huge knot in his throat and struggled against the urge to run as far away as he could. His legs refused to move forward into the house even though Tanya's daughter opened the door wider for him.
     "Come in before all the insects do," Tanya said, approaching them.
     He shook off the panic beginning to swell in his chest and shuffled into the kitchen. Turning to shut the back door, he took a few precious seconds to compose his reeling emotions at the sharp reminder of what he'd lost. When he pivoted back toward the pair, his feelings were tamped down beneath all the defensive layers he'd created over the past few years. Under closer inspection of Tom's daughter, he saw no real similarities between Haley and her, other than their coloring. 
     If he was going to repay the debt, he had no choice but to learn to deal with the teenager--and the mother. I can do this, he told himself and forced a smile to his lips. "I'm Chance, the new tenant," he said to Crystal, realizing he was probably stating the obvious.
     The teenager's smile grew. "I'm Crystal. Welcome to Sweetwater."
     "Thanks." He inhaled the aroma of ground beef that peppered the air. "It smells wonderful. What are we having?"
     "As I told you earlier, nothing fancy. Just tacos. I hope you like Mexican food. Crystal and I love it." Tanya gestured toward the counter. "Everyone's going to put their own together."
     "I like anything I don't have to cook." He took another few steps further into the kitchen, committing himself to spending some time with his landlady and her daughter.
     Tanya handed him a plate with big yellow and blue flowers painted on it. "You don't cook then?"
     "Not unless you call heating up a can of spaghetti cooking."
     Crystal giggled, patting her dog. "Even I can do that."
     "My daughter's taking a foods and nutrition class this year. Hopefully she'll learn more than heating up what's in a can."
     Chance noticed the instant school was mentioned that Crystal's cheerful expression vanished and the young girl dropped her head, her attention glued to her lap. Did she struggle with school work? He made a note to find out. Maybe he could help her with her homework, then he would be one step closer to being able to leave Sweetwater, to appeasing his guilt.
     "You go first." Tanya swept her arm across her body, indicating he prepare his tacos.
     Chance took two large empty shells and filled them with the meat sauce, cheese, lettuce and diced tomatoes. His mouth watered in anticipation of his first home home cooked meal in years. After he doused his tacos with chunky salsa, he made his way to the round oak table in the alcove with three, large windows overlooking the deck and backyard.
     He sat at one of the places already set with utensils, a blue linen napkin and a glass with ice in it. When he noticed a pitcher on the table, he poured himself some tea, then doctored it with several scoops of sugar.
     Crystal positioned herself next to him and put her plate on her yellow place mat. "Mom said you're from Louisville. I went there once, when I was nine, and took a riverboat up the Ohio River."
     As Tanya settled into the chair across from him, Chance said to Crystal, "I've never ridden on a riverboat. Did you like it?"
     "Yeah! I'd like to take one all the way to New Orleans. I've never been to New Orleans. I haven't seen very many places."  She glanced down at her wheelchair, then fixed her large hazel eyes on him as though that explained why she didn't go places.
     A tightness constricted his chest. He couldn't imagine being confined to a wheelchair, every little bump in the terrain an obstacle, not free to move about like you wanted. He knew about that and had hated every second of his confinement. "You'll have time," he finally said, feeling a connection between him and Crystal that went beyond her father.
     "That's what Mom says."
     "I promised her a trip when she graduates from high school."  Tanya poured tea for herself and her daughter. "She'll get to pick where, depending on my budget."
     "Mom's got a saving account for the trip at the bank where she works."
     "That's a good plan." After he picked up his taco carefully so as not to make a mess, he took a big bite, relishing the spicy meat sauce. "Mmm. This is good."
     Tanya smiled. "Thanks."
     She and Crystal bowed their heads while Tanya said a prayer.
     When she glanced up at Chance, he'd put his taco back on his plate, a look of unease in his expression. "I don't have the time to cook like I want to, but I do enjoy getting into the kitchen when I can," she said, hoping to make him feel comfortable.
     "I'm glad you invited me." Chance caught her gaze and held it for a long moment. He realized he meant what he had just said. The warmth emanating from both the mother and daughter spoke to a part of him that he thought had died in prison.
     Finally Tanya dropped her regard and ran her finger around the rim of her glass. "What kind of job are you applying for with Nick?"
     "As an assistant for his office in Sweetwater."
     "Nick said something to me about expanding his company's presence in Sweetwater. I guess this must be the beginning. Since he and Jesse got married, I know he doesn't like to travel to Chicago as much as he used to. What have you done before?"
     Tension knifed through Chance. He should have expected questions about his past. That was the last thing he wanted to discuss. "I was a financial advisor."
     "Was? Not anymore?"
     "I'm looking for something different. That's why this assistant's job interest me." That and the fact Samuel paved the way for him with Nick Blackburn. But even with Samuel's reference, the job wasn't a sure thing. He would have to convince Mr. Blackburn he could do the work, definitely a step down from what he'd done in the past where he'd had his own assistant.
     "What happens if you don't get the job?"
     "I'm still staying for a while. I'll just look for another one," he quickly said to ease the worry he heard in her voice.    
He needed the conversation focused on someone else. Angling around toward Crystal, he asked, "Besides Foods and Nutrition, what else are you taking?"
     The teenager downed a swallow of tea. "I'm taking the usual--U. S. history, English, algebra and biology. I'm also in the girls' choir."
     "In high school I was in the show choir. I enjoyed it."  Chance felt Tanya's puzzled gaze on him and shifted in his chair, feeling uncomfortable under her scrutiny as though she could see into his heart and soul. Their emptiness wasn't something he wanted expose to the world. He busied himself by taking another bite.
     "I sing in the choir at church. We can always use another man to sing."
     He heard Tanya's words of encouragement and gritted his teeth so hard that pain streaked down his neck. Church. Religion. God wasn't for him. He'd believed once, and his whole life, his family, had been taken away from him. He stuffed the rest of the taco into his mouth and occupied himself with chewing--slowly. Averting his gaze, he stared out the window at the backyard and hoped the woman didn't pursue the topic of conversation.
     "I thought about auditioning for the show choir, but I didn't. I can't dance very well in this thing," Crystal slapped the arm of her wheelchair, "and you have to be able to sing and dance to be in it. If I can't do it right, I don't want to do it at all."
     The teenager's words cut through the tension gripping Chance. He looked back at her and managed to smile, hearing the need in the child's voice that twisted his heart. "Besides singing, what else do you like to do?"
     "I like to draw."
     "Why aren't you taking art in school?"
     "I can't take everything. I'll probably take it next year." Crystal shrugged. "Besides, Mom's teaching me. She's very good."
     Chance swung his attention to Tanya who looked away when his gaze fell on her. "What do you like to draw?"
     A hint of red tinged her cheeks. "People mostly."
     "Portraits?"
     "Nothing formal like that."
     "I'd love to see your work sometime."
     Tanya started to say something when Crystal chimed in, "I'll go get her sketchbook. It's in the dining room." She backed up her wheelchair, made a one hundred eighty degree turn, and headed for the door with her service dog following.
     "I get the impression you don't show many people your drawings."
     She shook her head, swallowing hard. "I'm not very good. I draw for myself."
     When Crystal came back into the kitchen with the sketchbook in her lap, Chance wanted to make Tanya feel at ease so he said, "I don't want to intrude on--"
     "Mom, doesn't think she's good. I do. Here, see for yourself." Crystal opened the book and showed Chance.
     He wasn't sure what to expect after Tanya's reluctant reaction, but what he saw was an exquisite portrait of Crystal sketching something. The drawing captured the teenager's love for art in the detailed expression on her face. The pen and ink picture was as good as any professional artist would have done. "I'm impressed, Tanya. This is beautiful."
     "You think so?"
     All the woman's doubts were evident in her wrinkled forehead, hesitant expression in her eyes, and the hidden hope that he might really be telling her the truth. As before it was important to Chance to make Tanya feel comfortable. "Yes. I'm honored to have seen this. You should show your drawings more often."
     Tanya straightened in her chair, her head cocked. "Samuel tried to get me to have one in the Fourth of July auction this year at church. I told him I would donate my time or something else."
     Chance captured Tanya's regard. "Next year take him up on the offer."
     She slid her gaze away and started gathering up her plate and utensils. "I'll think about it."
     "Which means she won't do it," Crystal interjected and put her dishes in her lap then wheeled herself toward the sink.
     Chance followed them with his place setting. "I hope you'll let me help you clean up after being gracious enough to invite me to dinner. I might not cook very well, but I can rinse and put them in the dishwasher."
     "Yeah, Mom. Let him."
     Tanya laughed. "You're agreeing because you'll get out of your part of cleaning up."
     "I've got homework to do."
     "On Friday night?"
     Crystal lifted her shoulders. "What else is there to do?"
     "Fine." Tanya watched her frowning daughter and the black Lab disappear into the hallway. "Something's bothering her. I wish she would tell me."
     "She's what, fifteen, sixteen?"
     "Fifteen."
     "Did you tell your mother what was going on with you at that age?"
     "Good point. But still we've been through a lot. I..."  Her voice quavering, Tanya twisted away so her face was hidden as she stacked the dishes into the sink and turned on the water.
     Chance heard the thickness lacing each word and wished he could help her. But he was discovering to help her was going to be harder than he'd thought. Actually he'd had no plan in mind other than to assist Tom's family. But how? Maybe he could reach Crystal. He had to try something or he would never be able to get on with his life--what was left of it.
     Tanya handed him the first plate to put in the dishwasher. "You should come hear us sing in the choir at church this Sunday. As I'm sure you're aware Samuel gives great sermons."
     Chance gripped the glass she passed to him. "I'll think about it."

 


Title: Heart of the Amazon

Paperback

Publisher: Steeple Hill (January 2007)

ISBN: 0373874138

Pages: 256

Chapter One

Hot, humid--no, make that wet--air clung to her like a second skin.  Kate Collier dabbed a tissue along her brow, over her cheeks then her upper lip.  The second she stuffed it back into her black purse, perspiration popped out on her face again, laying a new layer of dampness on top of the old.

Where is the Blue Dolphin?
 
She scanned the street--if she could call the pothole riddled one lane of packed dirt a street.  She was beginning to think she needed a guide to find the guide the hotel had given her directions to over a half an hour ago. It wasn't as though this place was a major city.  Probably no more than two thousand lived here--if that, but she had wandered the streets of Mandras and was going to have to admit she was lost.  Like her brother.  That thought spurred her on.  She needed help.

Turning the corner, going farther away from the more civilized parts of Mandras--and that was a generous usage of the word civilized--she saw the sign at an angle, barely held up by a rusted chain at one end. Blue Dolphin Bar. Bar? The hotel hadn’t said anything about her going into a bar.
 
Oh, my! This would never do!

She stood outside the seedy looking building that had patches of what had once been yellow paint still clinging to parts of the wooden structure.  It housed a bar on its lower floor, and she wasn't sure she really wanted to know what was in its top one.  She gnawed her bottom lip while she tried to decide what to do.  She had never been in a bar in her whole thirty-eight years.  Never.  Not once.  If she went inside, she could imagine the horror on the faces of the people back home at the church where she was the secretary if they knew.  She could imagine the horror on her own face!

She fortified herself with a deep breath and nearly choked on the scent of rotting fish and decaying plants with just a hint of stale...beer?  Releasing the breath, she hiked the strap of her purse up on her shoulder and hugged it close to her.  From inside the sounds of loud voices and laughter drifted out to her.  The man called Slader, according to not just the manager at the hotel but anyone else she had contacted, was the only one who would take her to where she needed to go.  She had no choice.
    
Lord, please protect and guide me.  Tell me what I should do.  I have to find my brother.  I know he isn’t dead.  Please help me to get through the next few minutes--alive!

Still undecided, Kate scanned the area and realized for the first time that there were not many people out and about, which made her situation even more precarious.  Being in the middle of the afternoon, there was little traffic on the street and certainly not anything that looked even remotely like a taxi to take her back to her hotel.  And worse, not far from this street she could see the river and jungle, a wall of various shades of green with a ribbon of brown running through it.
 
A group of men, all scruffy looking, as though they had just been let out of prison, suddenly came out of a tin-roofed building across the street and headed toward her in mass.  Her heart began to pound so fast that the images before her tilted and spun.  Clutching the post next to her, she squeezed her eyes closed for a few seconds, hoping she was seeing things that weren't there. 
    
Someone jostled her, sending her out into the main stream of men. Their rancid odor, a mixture of sweat, unwashed bodies and something unidentifiable, engulfed her.  Her eyes snapped open.  Someone else bumped into her from behind.  Before she realized what was happening, the eight men swept her along with them into the bar, their cackles and snickering remarks causing her ears to burn. Thankfully she had no idea what they were saying since she didn't speak Portuguese or more than her ears would be burning.  Which brought her to another problem.  What if no one spoke English?  How would she find Mr. Slader, especially if he wasn't here?
    
"Excuse me,"  she squeaked out to the nearest man.
    
He twisted around and glared at her.
    
Her mind went blank while her full attention glued itself to the long, ugly red scar that slashed down his face from hairline to chin.
    
"What's a lady like you doing here?" one of the other men said in broken English, followed by some more Portuguese then a round of laughter, the deep belly kind, as though she was the punch line of a joke.
    
Heat that had nothing to do with the soaring tropical temperature scored her cheeks even though now that she was in out of the scorching sun it was cooler in the bar by a few degrees.  She started to speak to the man who had spoken a semblance of English, but visions of her foolhardiness for even being in this place flashed before her. Nothing would come out of her mouth.
    
The men parted and ambled toward the scarred bar to order their drinks or to join others at the tables scattered around the room.  Several threw her one last look and dismissed her as unimportant--probably downright unattractive, therefore not worth their time. 
    
Left alone in the middle of the bar, she bristled at how they had walked away.  Didn't they see she needed help?  That thought brought her up short.  She hadn't wanted their attention so why was she upset at not getting it? 
    
Kate, you are losing it.  You are definitely out of your element.  She should have been ecstatic that she was plain and unappealing to men.  But still, what was she going to do about finding Mr. Slader without assistance?
    
Ignoring her lapse in logic, she went about doing what she had set out to do with or without anyone's help--find Mr. Slader and hire him as her guide. In the dim light she surveyed the patrons of the bar, trying to decide which one was the man in question, that was if he was even at the bar.  But the hotel manager had claimed that Mr. Slader would be here if he was in town.  She'd thought the manager had meant this was Mr. Slader's office and the Blue Dolphin was the name of the building or even the name of another hotel. What a mistake!
    
Then she saw the man who had to be Mr. Slader, from the manager's description, at the end of the long bar that ran the length of the room.  He toyed with a glass full of a golden brown liquid, never picking it up.  Lifting his gaze, he stabbed her with penetratingly dark eyes that bored into her and nearly pinned her to the swinging doors several feet behind her, such was the power behind his regard.
    
With all the courage she could muster--which she decided was puny at best--she started forward, caught in his snare.  He straightened when she headed toward him, a deep frown carving lines into his tanned features.  That movement pulled her attention toward the breadth of his wide shoulders and the muscular arms that rested on the counter. The manager had said he was a large man, but that description really didn't depict him adequately.
    
When her gaze returned to that face hardened by the sun's rays, she gasped at the arch of his brow and the amusement lighting the dark brown depths of his eyes.  He cocked his head and turned slightly.  That was when she lit upon the scar that ran from his left ear across part of his cheek. It conveyed a toughness that she wasn't used to.
    
He was the second man with a scar whom she had seen in the past five minutes. In the heat she shivered and by the lift of his eyebrow knew he had seen her reaction. The amusement in his expression grew.
    
Please let me be wrong. Don't let him be Mr. Slader.
    
The bar's constant noise decreased in volume to a few murmurs.  Most of the patrons paused and waited to see what transpired between her and the man at the end of the bar with black hair longer than hers pulled back and tied with a leather strap. She caught a sympathetic look in one man's eyes that sent panic bolting through her.
    
Run now before it's too late, her sensible side screamed.  Then she remembered her brother and knew she couldn't, no matter that every alarm bell in her mind pealed a deafening toll.
    
Why did Mr. Slader have to be the only guide available?
    
She should have asked the hotel manager if there were others who could help, why he insisted Mr. Slader was the only one available, but in her eagerness to begin her search for her brother she'd flown out of the shabby lobby and toward the direction the man had indicated, only remembering fifteen minutes later that she was lousy at following directions.  She could get lost in Red Creek, her hometown of ten thousand people.
    
She stopped a few feet from the large, muscular man, swallowed several times and opened her mouth to speak.  Nothing came out. Her mind emptied while he again pierced her with his arrow-like stare, his mouth pressed into a look clearly meant to intimidate.
    
A minute ticked into two.
    
Finally one corner of his mouth lifted.  "Yes?"
    
Words slowly filtered back into her mind.  "Are you Mr. Slader?"
    
"Just Slader."
    
"Can we go somewhere to talk?"  She glanced around, trying her best not to let her distaste show in her expression and voice.  She was afraid she hadn't succeeded, especially if the curl of his lips was any indication.
    
"Pull up a chair."
    
"Do you have an office where it's--" again she looked around  "--where it's quieter."
    
He chuckled.  "There's no point in wasting good money on a place I'd rarely frequent.  Whatever you have to say can be said here."
    
His grammatically correct English should have reassured her.  It didn't. An education didn't guarantee he was a gentleman.  "Then, can we talk over there?"  she asked, aware the man on the other side of her openly listened to every word they exchanged. She waved her hand toward a vacant table at the back of the bar that offered a bit of privacy.  She could tell by the tightening about Mr. Slader's hard mouth that he was going to refuse to move. She hurriedly added, "Please."
    
With a frown, he shrugged and slid from the stool, allowing her to go first.
    
Kate wove her way through the bar to the empty table, feeling as though she was walking further into the den of iniquity where darkness prevailed, which in actuality was correct.  The back part of the bar wasn't lit well with only two single bulbs, no more than forty watts each, dangling from the ceiling.  One fan barely stirred the hot, damp air, laced with that rancid smell of sweat and uncleaned bodies, pressed closely together.
    
Mr. Slader slipped into one of the chairs, his face hidden in the ever present shadows.  Again a shiver rippled down her spine as she dusted off the wooden seat and eased down onto it.  Out of the corner of her eye she saw him watch her every move, his mouth hiking up in a lopsided grin.  She perched on the edge, the hammering of her heart like the beating of a jungle drum, its tempo quickening the longer she stayed. A bead of perspiration rolled down her face. She brushed at it.
    
"Lady, you have about two minutes to explain why you need to have a private word with me before I return to my spot."
    
Again she chewed on her bottom lip, not sure if she should pursue hiring this man even though he had come recommended.  And yet, what choice did she have?  It wasn't as though a score of guides were lined up to take the job, especially one who spoke English. Mr. Slader was it.
    
She inhaled a deep, composing breath and nearly choked on the smoke-saturated air. "I need to hire you to take me--"
    
"No."
    
"No!  You haven't given me a chance to explain. I need you--"
    
"Let's leave it at that.  I'm not for hire."  He scooted his chair back, the sound scraping across the wooden floor and up Kate's spine.
                             
* * *
    
"Why not?"  She gripped her purse in her lap, her back ramrod straight.
    
Slader relaxed against the hard chair and studied the woman next to him.  About all she needed to complete the picture of prim and proper schoolmarm of fifty years ago were white gloves and a hat.  He noticed she had her auburn hair pulled into a tight bun and she wore sensible black shoes to match her sensible black purse and a prim gray-and-white dress, meant for church, buttoned up to her neck.  A dress!  Here!  Hundreds of miles from any place remotely civilized.  What in the world was she doing in Brazil, in Mandras, a hole-in-the-wall backwater river town where only losers ended up or people who didn't want to have anything to do with civilization?
    
She was waiting for him to answer.  She hadn't moved a muscle other than to grip her purse tighter until her knuckles whitened.  Well, she could wait until--
    
"Please, I need your help."
    
Why did she have to go and say that?  He was a sucker for responding to her, but he had to make her understand she didn't belong in the Amazon.  She was about as much out of place as a snowman would be. Actually a snowman might fare better than Miss Prim and Proper. "I can't help you.  You need to get on the first boat out of here and return to wherever you came from.  You don't belong, or haven't you figured that out yet?"
    
The tightness about her mouth softened slightly and the rigid set to her shoulders sag just a hint.  The death grip on her purse lessened, too. "I can't go home until I find my brother.  If you can't help me, I'll have to find someone else who will."
    
He leaned forward, getting a whiff of her perfume that smelled like the rose garden his--he shook that memory from his mind.  He never walked down that path. Ever. "Lady, there is no one else."
    
"Then you have to help me or..."  she searched for words, her perfect white teeth nibbling her bottom lip.
    
She wasn't very attractive, but a lively gleam flashed into her blue eyes, making them glitter, and her full lips set in a frown that looked more like a pout.  "Or what?"  he asked, surprised that he had bothered. In fact, why was he sitting here talking to her at all?
    
"I'll search on my own."  She gave a slight nod as though she was proud to have come up with that ridiculous solution.
    
A chuckle escaped.  "Then there would be two people lost."
    
Her eyes slid closed, long dark lashes against her alabaster white skin that would be burned within an hour in the hot tropical sun.  Her mouth moved but no words came out.  Puzzled, he leaned even closer. 
    
When she opened her eyes and saw he was only a foot away, she gasped and shot back in her chair. "What are you doing?"
    
"Lady, I could ask you the same thing. I thought you were saying something to me, but I couldn't hear you."
    
"I was praying."
    
Praying!  He knew he should leap to his feet and get away from her as fast as his legs could carry him.  "Why?"  he growled instead.
    
"I need you to change your mind."
    
He tossed back his head and laughed.  "And you think that's going to do it?"
    
She looked him straight in the eye.  "Yes."
    
He sobered at the serious expression on her plain face.  "Prayers won't help you here.  This can be an unforgiving place."
    
"All the more reason to pray."
    
His head began to throb.  He had to put an end to this conversation before he found himself escorting this woman through a hostile jungle and regretting every step of the way.  "Well, do it somewhere else.  My answer is still no."  He shot to his feet, nearly tumbling his chair back in his haste to get away from the lady.
    
"But I need you," Slader heard her say and decided instead of going to the counter at the bar where he was sure she would follow him, he would head home, if he could call the single room he lived in a home. If she thought this place was seedy, and clearly she did from her expression and actions earlier, then she would definitely think where he spent his nights was. Hopefully that would be a deterrent from her following him. The last thing he needed was a woman full of religion to hire him to take her into the jungle where he would be forced to listen to her for days on end and save her sorry hide--
    
The sound of her sensible shoes on the wooden floor cut into his thoughts. She followed him toward the bar's swinging doors and out into the heat of a late afternoon in the tropics, a hot, seemingly lazy day. He squinted against the glare, pulled his Yankee baseball cap from his back pocket and plopped it onto his head, all without breaking stride.  Now he wished he'd taken a drink of that whiskey that always sat on the bar in front of him, untouched.
    
"Mr. Slader,"  the woman called out, panic in her voice.  "I'm prepared to pay you well for your services."
    
He rolled his eyes skyward, realizing every disreputable person in this bustling metropolis must have heard her.  She might as well be wearing a sign around her neck saying, "Easy target."  She would never make it one day in the jungle, if she even lived long enough to trek into the rain forest.  His steps began to slow, something akin to a conscience pricking him.
    
Don't do it, Slader.  He stiffened his determination to put as much distance between them as possible.
    
As he started to take a shortcut to his room, the sudden silence behind him alerted him.  He threw a glance over his shoulder just as he was about to disappear down an alleyway.  Miss Prim and Proper was nowhere to be seen.  Relief should have taken hold, but instead he experienced a tightening in his gut, the hairs on the nape of his neck tingling, a sure sign danger was close.
    
She isn't your concern.  You didn't ask her to come see you.
    
He wanted to walk away.  He should walk away.
                          
* * *
    
Kate watched the distance between her and the only guide worth his salt, according to the hotel manager, lengthening.  If Mr. Slader thought he could brush her off that easily, he had a rude awakening coming.  Not when her twin brother's life was on the line.  She had to convince him to escort her or...She wasn't going to think of the or else.  Not yet.
    
A sound behind her caused her to hug her purse closer to her and hurry her pace.  She only took two more steps before arms locked around her middle and yanked her off her feet.

 


Title: So Dark the Night

Paperback

Publisher: Steeple Hill (March 2007)

ISBN: 0373442335

Pages: 256

 

Chapter One

Emma St. James drove down the lane that led to her brother’s cabin on an Illinois lake. The overhanging oak and maple trees shaded the road, heightening the darkness beginning to creep over the landscape with the approach of dusk. When she pulled up to the the large log cabin she parked next to Derek’s black Ford truck in the back and rested her forehead on the steering wheel for a moment. Exhaustion clung to her like a second skin.

The past few weeks had been frantic, nonstop work, one photo shoot after another, that had left her little time even to sleep. She'd been thankful when her older brother had insisted she spend a few days with him during a brief pause in her work schedule. Derek could always make her feel better, even if his invitation had seemed strange to her. He needed to talk to her about something important and hadn't wanted to do it over the phone.

Climbing from her yellow Thunderbird convertible, Emma stretched her aching muscles and rolled her head in a slow circle. The long drive from New York had finally caught up with her and all she wanted to do was take a hot shower and go to bed. She didn’t think she could put two coherent sentences together. She and her brother would have to catch up in the morning.

She reached behind the driver’s seat and plucked her red leather purse from the back, then headed for the front porch. That was when she spied the white Firebird on the other side of the cabin, partially hidden behind some large honeysuckle bushes, their scent perfuming the cooling spring air. Company? That was the last thing she wanted at the moment. She moved toward the window near the door to see who was visiting her brother. After the past week avoiding the press who wanted to verify yet another false story about her, she wanted to make sure it wasn’t a reporter who had somehow found out where she would be for the next few days.

Peering into the cabin, she noticed two men, one vaguely familiar, hovering over her brother who sat in a straight backed lattice chair, his wide eyes fixed on the taller of the pair.

I've seen that man somewhere. But where?

With fear stamped on his features, Derek was talking and shaking his head. That was when she noticed her brother’s hands were tied behind his back. Emma opened her purse and stuck her hand inside, fumbling in the depths. Lipstick. Compact. Wallet. She looked down. Where was her cell phone? A slapping sound brought her attention back to the men in the cabin. The tall, thin man struck her brother across the mouth a second time, his head jerking back. Blood gushed between his lips and rolled down his chin. Emma gasped, starting for the door.

Out of the corner of her eye, she caught the flash of metal in the short, bulky man’s hand as he came forward. Paralyzed, she stopped.

What in the world was going on? Was that a gun?

Again she delved into her oversized purse, trying to find her cell phone. She needed help and hoped she could get some before--

The sound of a gunshot rocketed through her. As if hit, she staggered back, dropping her bag.

Through the window she saw her brother slump over. A scream welled up inside her. Her hand over her mouth, she backed away, desperate to keep the scream inside.

No!

She blinked as though that would erase the horror she saw through the window. Taking another step back, her gaze glued to the scene inside the cabin, she bit down on her hand. The ropes about her brother’s chest held him up, but the bright red of his blood filled her vision. Tears sprang to her eyes. She had to get help.

Please let Derek still be alive.

She spun around to flee and bumped into a bench, sending it flying off the porch. The crashing sound reverberated through her mind. She glanced over her shoulder. The tall man looked up, his cold, dark eyes fixed on her. She shuddered.

Run! her mind shouted.

She leaped off the porch and started for her car. Halfway there she realized she had no keys. They were in her purse on the porch! Frantic, she slowed a few paces, scanning the terrain.

No time to get the keys. Where could she hide? The woods? The shed? Behind the cabin?

The banging of the door against the logs of the wall sent her racing toward the woods. The report of a gun pierced the air at the same time a bullet hit a tree trunk a few feet to her left, pieces of bark flying outward. With pounding feet that matched the pounding of her heart, she tore into the forest, praying the dark shadows enveloped her and hid her from their view. Gasping for air, she kept running, afraid to stop and find a place to hide for fear they would find her.

Branches ripped at her face and body. She stumbled and fell to her knees. Pain shot up her legs. Pushing herself to her feet, she clawed her way up a small ridge, littered with underbrush and stubby trees. One of her sandals caught on a limb. She tugged, the shoe coming off and tumbling down the incline. Emma stared at the bright red leather that reminded her so much of the blood she'd seen on Derek. She shoved that image away. She couldn't think about that now. She had to get him help. She had to stay alive.

She started back down the ridge. In the distance she heard the two men tearing through the woods. Not far away. No time to get her shoe. Spinning back around, she looked about her to see which way she should go. Deeper into the woods? Or toward the highway?

The crashing sound of the men tracking her who obviously didn't care if she heard them dominated her thoughts as she tried to decide. The closer the sound came the more frenzied her heart beat. Panting, she headed for the darkness of the denser trees on the other side of the ridge, away from the highway.

Deeper and deeper she pushed into the forest. Something sharp cut the bottom of her bare foot. She didn't stop and see what it was. She kept going, an ache in her side intensifying and rivaling the pain from the wound on her heel.

The farther she went the darker it became until she could barely make out the area ten feet in front of her. Her lungs burned. Her eyes stung from the tears that loomed just beneath the surface. Holding her side, she stopped by a large trunk, leaning into it for support as she drew in large gulps of air. Her legs quivering, she listened.

For a few blissful seconds silence tantalized her with visions of a successful escape. Then the sound of breaking twigs and a muffled voice resonated through the trees. They had followed her into the woods. They weren’t far behind.

Scanning the black curtain around her, she glimpsed the faint outline of some large bushes. She dove toward them, seeking their shelter. Darkness and leaves cocooned her in safety. The scent of earth and vegetation peppered the air. She waited.

An eternity later she heard plodding footsteps approaching. Every muscles tensed to the point of pain. She waited, not even daring to breathe much.

"Ouch! Watch it, will you?"

The rough voice pierced the quiet and sent Emma's heart racing even more. Not far away. She squinted and peered out into the gloom. Nothing but faint shapes of trees surrounded by blackness.

"We ain't gonna find her. Let's get back and check her out. Probably Derek's latest girlfriend. Fancy car means she has to have money."

"Will you shut up? I can't hear a thing over your constant chattering."

The man who belonged to the rough voice must be the leader, Emma thought and decided it was the tall man she'd seen at the cabin, the one with the cold, black eyes. She'd never forget those eyes as he'd stared at her through the window, Derek's lifeless form next to him. Again she pictured the man with the chilling eyes. The niggling sensation she'd seen him before wouldn't loosen its grip on her thoughts.

Where have I seen him? Who is he? Why did they shoot my brother?

Oh, Derek. Tears crowded her throat. What if her brother was still alive? She needed to get him help and time was against her.

"What's the point? It's too dark anyway," the other one said, his voice higher. It riveted Emma back to the problem at hand.

If she was right, that was the man who'd shot her brother. Throat tightening, she squeezed her eyes closed, trying to keep the tears inside. She didn't have time to think beyond getting to safety. She'd fall apart later.

"We need some flashlights. I have one in the car and I bet there's one at the cabin."

The voices were nearby. Emma shrank back deeper into the underbrush. Her heartbeat roared in her ears so loud she couldn't make out what the short, bulky man replied.

She tried to run through a relaxation technique she used when stressed, but nothing took the edge off. Even taking deeper breaths didn't calm the loud thumping of her heart. She clamped her hands over her ears and shook her head, her eyes scrunched closed. Like a child playing peekaboo, she hoped since she couldn't see them, they couldn't see her.

Minutes ticked away. She waited. Slowly she opened her eyes and dropped her hands to the damp ground. Nothing...but the wind rustling the leaves on the bush, a curtain of black shrouding her.

She crawled forward from the depths of the thick underbrush and scanned the darkness. Still silence greeted her. No sound other than nature's. A bird chirped. A frog croaked. Crickets trilled. The normal sounds of a forest.

She inched further out of her shelter. She needed to get to the highway for help. Thankfully she knew the woods surrounding the family cabin and realized if she circled around to the right she could reach the highway, flag down a car and escape the two men. And maybe, just maybe, help her brother.

With her eyes adjusted to the dark, she picked her way through the maze of trees toward what she believed would be the highway. The continual hammering of her heart and the shallow gulps of air made each step difficult. The trembling in her legs spread upward to encompass her whole body. Her pace slowed, shock slipping through her defenses.

Again a sharp object pierced the bottom of her foot. It was too dark even to see where she was stepping. Can't stop. She turned all her concentration on lifting one foot and placing it in front of her. Not far, she was sure. She was now glad of all those times she and--a lump lodged in her throat when she thought of her brother. She and Derek had loved to play hide and seek in these very woods as children.

The memory produced a tear. It leaked out of her tight restraints and rolled down her cheek. She brushed it away. No time. Later. Have to keep going. Get help.

In the distance she heard a car zoom by. She wanted to quicken her pace, but her legs felt as though she wore cement blocks for shoes. Through the trees she saw headlights arc across the terrain and disappear. A hundred feet. Safety. The highway was the only way into town. Her best chance to escape.

Then behind her she heard the two men and saw the beams from their flashlights circling the area in front of them. Like a beacon her gaze was drawn toward their lights, amazed at how fast they had returned. She plowed ahead, forcing herself to go faster. Blocking from her mind the searing pain in her legs and lungs, she limped toward the sounds of passing cars. Fifty feet.

The ribbon of asphalt cut through the forest. Slicing lights illuminated the trees on the edge of the highway. She pushed herself harder. Thirty feet.

The noises behind her grew louder. A light touched the area to the side of her. Then it swept over her as though icy fingers scraped across her. A shout slashed through her thundering heartbeat and sent terror straight to her core.

"There! She's almost to the highway."

"Get her," the rough voice commanded off to the right.

Suddenly Emma didn't see any more headlights on the highway. Darkness surrounded her. Then the beam behind her found her again. She darted to the left, trying to evade the brightness. Ten feet.

In the distance the sound of a car filled the night with hope. She plunged from the cover of the trees and headed toward the headlights barreling down upon her.

A shot rang out from the forest. Panicked, she raced forward.

 


Title: Once Upon a Family

Paperback

Publisher: Steeple Hill (April 2007)

ISBN: 0373813074

Pages: 256

Chapter One

Laura Williams had never once, when she was a girl in school, been sent to see the principal. Today, she was standing in front of her son's Cimarron High principal’s door. They'd only been in town for two weeks, and her oldest was already in trouble. Probably some kind of record. Her hand shook as she knocked.
    
When the door opened, she took a small step back. The tall, broad principal filled the entrance to his office. Her mouth went dry. With her small, just-over-five-feet stature, his large presence overwhelmed her. 
    
"Laura Williams?"
    
She swallowed hard, drew in a deep breath, and stuck out her hand. "Yes. You must be Peter Stone."
    
His fingers closed around hers, a warm, firm grip. "Come in. I'm sorry we're meeting for the first time under these circumstances." He moved to the side to let her enter. "I wanted to talk with you alone before I bring Sean back in." He closed the door and rounded his massive desk, gesturing toward a chair in front of it. "Please have a seat."
    
"I can't believe Sean was fighting. He's never done anything like that before."
    
The principal flipped open a file and scanned a paper he'd picked up. "I see you all moved here a couple of weeks ago. How does Sean feel about the move?"
    
She looked into the man's dark brown eyes and saw kindness and concern. For a moment she wanted to tell him the whole story of how she and her four children had ended up in Cimarron City, Oklahoma. But the pain was still too fresh, and she didn't confide in many people, even one who gave off empathetic vibes. "We're adjusting."
    
Doubt entered his eyes. "When I asked Sean about the fight, he was silent. He hasn't said more than a sentence or two. I didn't know if the anger I was sensing from him went beyond the argument he had with the other boy."
    
"What was the argument about?" Laura clutched the handle of her zebra striped purse tightly, her fingernails and leather straps digging into her palms.
    
"The other boy told me Sean cheated off him in English."
    
"What did Sean say?"
    
"Nothing. I talked with his teacher and their test answers were remarkably similar."
    
Until recently her oldest had always been a good student. "Could the other boy have cheated off Sean?"
    
The principal frowned. "I don't think so. He's at the top of his class."
    
Dread blanketed her in a cold sweat. She'd hoped coming to Cimarron City would be a fresh start. "Who started the fight?"
    
"Your son."
    
Laura sat forward on the edge of the padded chair. "Are you suspending him?"
    
"That's our policy. Three days, until next Monday."
    
"Is the other student being suspended, too?"
    
He nodded.
    
She closed her eyes for a few seconds, thoughts of the hostility that was so much a part of her family since--No, she couldn't go there. That wouldn't change what was happening. She pushed to her feet. "Very well."
    
"Let me bring Sean in." He stood and walked to the door.
    
Laura faced her son as he trudged into the office, his eyes downcast. She didn't need to see them to know the defiance in their green depths. His clenched hands shouted his anger, always present since his father had passed away nine months ago.
    
The intense, churning emotions coming off the boy struck Peter with their force. The teen held his tall, thin frame in a rigid stance as though daring anyone to come near him. He was screaming for help. He'd seen the signs before. The anger. The silence. The defiance.
    
"Sean, as I said before, you'll be suspended for three days for fighting. When you come back, you'll retake the test," the tightening of the boy's mouth prompted Peter to add, "as will the other student since we can't determine exactly who cheated. The test will be different, harder."
    
Laura stepped forward. "Thank you, Mr. Stone. He'll be prepared to take it." She waved her hand for her son to leave first. At the door she glanced back at him. "I appreciate the way you've handled the situation."
    
Peter watched mother and son until they disappeared from his view. He turned back into his office, his gaze settling on the chair where Laura Williams sat only a few minutes ago. The haunted look in her green eyes tugged at his heart. A troubled soul.
    
And Sean was a troubled teen. He'd seen all the signs because he had been one himself years ago. If truth be told, he still felt--unsettled. He couldn't change what had happened, yet he couldn't quite put his past behind him. Peter strode to his desk and sat. The best way to help himself was to help someone else.
    
Seeing the pain in Laura and Sean Williams confirmed in Peter's mind what he should do. For the past six months he couldn't shake the feeling the Lord wanted him to do more with his life. Being the principal of the high school, being involved in his church as a deacon weren't enough. God wanted something else from him. He picked up the phone and placed a call.
                              * * *
Laura unlocked the door to her side of the large duplex and tossed her purse on the entry hall table while Sean stomped up the stairs. On the drive home from school, her son had only mumbled a yeah to the question, "Do you understand you're grounded until you go back to school?"
    
The sound of Sean's bedroom door slamming vibrated in the air. Half the town probably heard that, especially Aunt Sarah. Thinking about the occupant of the other side of the duplex turned Laura around. She hadn't had a chance to check on her aunt this morning. She went out onto the long front porch they shared and walked the few feet to her aunt's. She let herself in and made her way through the small living room, crammed with years of items from Aunt Sarah's world travels, to the back where she usually was at this time of day, drinking her third or fourth cup of tea and nibbling on what little she ate for a late breakfast.
    
"Child, what's going on over at your house? Is everything all right?" The seventy-nine year old woman with salt and pepper hair, pulled back in a severe bun, put her china cup in its saucer.
    
Nothing was all right, but Laura didn't want to burden her aunt with any more of her problems. "That was just Sean. I had to pick him up from school."
    
With a trembling hand, Aunt Sarah held up a plate with several scones. "Want one? I don't know why I fixed both of these. I can hardly eat one."
    
Her stomach in knots, Laura shook her head and sank into the chair across from her at the table for two in front of the bay window that looked out over the large backyard.
    
"Is Sean sick?"
    
"No." Laura slid her gaze away from Aunt Sarah's perceptive one.
    
"We're family. I was a teacher once. A student went home during the day for two reasons. He was sick or had gotten in trouble. What happened?"
    
The firmness in the woman's voice belied her frail appearance. Laura's gaze reconnected with her aunt's sharp, assessing one, her dark eyes in striking contrast to the pale cast to her skin. "Sean got into a fight at school and was suspended."
    
"Oh, my." She brought her cup to her lips and sipped. "I've been praying that he would adjust to his new home. It looks like I'd better continue."
    
What good was praying? Laura peered away, not wanting her aunt to see the conflict in her eyes. Aunt Sarah was a devout Christian who wouldn't understand the confusion she felt. She'd prayed for the past year, and God had ignored her pleas. Now she was having to accept charity from her aunt just to make ends meet and be able to take care of Sean, Alexa and the twins--Matthew and Joshua. She didn't want to be indebted to anyone, even family, after spending so many years of her marriage feeling dependent--almost helpless in her situation.
    
Laura's gaze fastened onto the slightly overgrown backyard with leaves still strewn over the ground from last fall. "I'm gonna have Sean start working on the yard while he's home. I want to keep him busy." So he doesn't spend all his time sulking in his bedroom. He's done too much of that lately.
    
Her aunt looked out the window. "I've kind of let things go since my illness. This time of year is so beautiful. I love working in the garden in the spring and don't like that I can't."
    
"Just tell me what you want done, and Sean and I will do it."
    
"Well, thank you, dear, but you don't have to."
    
"I want to." Again Aunt Sarah's sharp gaze fell on her, her head held high, her posture straight. Her aunt had always appeared as though she could do anything, and while growing up, she'd wanted to be just like Aunt Sarah, independent, confident, strong. For a few seconds Laura wondered just how ill her aunt was. Had she really needed my help? One moment she seemed delicate, easily broken, the next she seemed capable of battling the world.
    
Then the older woman's shoulders sagged and a deep sigh drifted from her. "I've got to get used to the fact I can't do everything I used to."
    
That can't be easy for her to admit, Laura thought.
    
Aunt Sarah sighed. "I'll make that list for you."
    
"And speaking of lists, I'll be going to the grocery store later. Just jot down what you need and I'll get it." Although she was living in the other side of the duplex rent free, she was determined to do everything she could to help Aunt Sarah. She was the reason Laura had uprooted her family and moved here after her aunt had triple bypass surgery. Who was she kidding? She hadn't been able to pay her debts living in St. Louis. Her aunt's invitation had been the answer to her problems after she had gotten the eviction notice.
    
"That's sweet of you. Before too long I'll be able to go with you to shop for myself. Each day I feel stronger and stronger." Aunt Sarah reached across the table and patted Laura's hand. "I'm so glad you and your children are here. Our family is a small one. We've got to stick together."
    
"We appreciated the invitation to live next door."
    
"Since my tenants moved out in January, it's been empty. It's ridiculous for the duplex to remain that way when you all could use it. You're doing me a favor by living in it."
    
"Just as soon as I can, I want to pay you rent."
    
"No! I won't accept it from family. End of story." Her aunt's mouth set in a stubborn line.
    
"But don't you need the money?"
    
She shook her head. "Money isn't important. Family is."
    
Laura agreed with her aunt, and yet the lack of money was causing all kinds of problems in her life. "I want to pay my own way. That's what you've done all your life. You've stood on your own two feet. I'm thirty-five. It's about time I learn how."
    
"Everyone needs help from time to time, even me." She waved a hand down her thin body, clad in her gown and robe. "Have you started job hunting yet?"
    
Relieved by the change in the topic of conversation, Laura looked at the plate of scones, her hunger now bubbling to the surface. "I've been scanning the paper the last couple of days, but everything requires skills I don't have." She'd learned that while looking for a decent job in St. Louis and having to settle for a temporary, low paying one. "Now if someone wanted a mommy, I'd be perfect for that job. Or a housekeeper. Or a chauffeur."
    
"You're pretty good with the computer. Didn't you keep your husband's books the first few years of your marriage?"
    
After the business had started making money, her husband hadn't wanted her to work there anymore. "Yeah, but I don't have any formal bookkeeping training." Laura eyed the scone again, her stomach rumbling now.
    
"Go ahead. If I know you, you didn't eat much for breakfast. I heard you moving around unpacking right after the kids left for school."
    
Laura lathered butter and strawberry jam on the scone. "I only have a few more boxes to empty and I'll be completely finished. Hey, I could work for a moving company."
    
"I talked with my friend in the counseling office at the high school this morning. She's always checking on how I'm doing. She said they're looking for a part-time secretary. Why not apply for that job until something better comes along?"
    
After the meeting with the principal an hour ago, Laura had her doubts she could get the job. But the prospect of working at Sean's school appealed to her. That way she could keep an eye on him and maybe prevent something like today happening again. "I'll think about it."
    
"You're good with people. You'll be off when your kids are. It's twenty-five hours a week with health insurance and a few benefits."
    
"I can't do anything until Sean goes back to school on Monday."
    
"Child, he's fifteen."
    
"And I don't know if I can trust him to do what he's supposed to do." Like father, like son. She shivered with that thought.
    
"I can keep an eye on him."
    
"No," Laura said with more force than intended. "You're still recovering and don't need the added stress of keeping him in line."
    
"Sean and I get along just fine."
    
It was she and Sean who didn't get along. Laura didn't want to be reminded of that fact. Ever since her husband had died, her son had been angry at the world but mostly at her.
    
"If I'm meant to have the job, it'll be there next week when Sean goes back to school." Laura pushed herself to her feet and took the empty plate to the sink.
    
"Do you want me to make a call? I know it's been fourteen years since I retired, but I still know quite a few people who work for the school since I was a teacher there. Many of them go to my church."
    
Laura had to swallow the yes before she blurted it out. She needed to begin standing on her own two feet, like her aunt had all her life. She could no longer accept help if she was going to be able to face herself in the mirror each morning. She was tired of depending on others. "I've got it, Aunt Sarah. But thanks for the offer."
    
Her aunt pinched her lips into a frown but didn't say anything. She finished her tea while writing the list of groceries she needed.
    
Laura washed the dishes and put them in the drain, then wiped the counter. When she heard the sound of the paper being ripped off the pad, she turned toward Aunt Sarah, intending to take the list and leave before she gave in to the offer of assistance. It would be so easy to let others do for her, but she couldn't anymore. If she got the job at the school, it wouldn't be because her aunt made a call.
    
Aunt Sarah's long thin hand clutched the paper and wouldn't let it go. "It's okay to accept help, child, especially the Lord's."
    
Laura snatched the list and hurried toward the door, mumbling, "I'll be back in a few hours with the food."
    
Outside on the porch she took a deep, calming breath of the cool spring air. A light breeze teased the stray strands of her ponytail. The promise of a beautiful day did nothing to lift her spirits. The sudden blare of her son's radio disturbed the quiet of the street.
    
With a heavy sigh, she headed into her duplex to switch off the music and put her son to work. With each step, she mentally prepared herself to do battle.
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"Guess what, Mom? I met a girl today who's had part of her brain removed!" Laura's twelve year old daughter stacked the last glass from dinner in the dishwasher and closed it.
    
"She did? Why?" Laura washed the sink out then hung up the dishcloth.
    
"Mindy had seizures and it took care of them. She lives on a ranch and rides all the time. I want to learn to ride a horse. Can I take lessons?"
    
Thinking of all the bills she had to pay, Laura shook her head. The children's Social Security benefits only went so far. "Alexa, I don't have the money for that. I wish--"
    
"Ah, Mom, we never get to do anything anymore. Everything has changed."
    
"Now that I've got the house in order, I'll be looking for a job. Hopefully I'll have some money for things like that."
    
"In St. Louis we used to be able to do things. Go places. Daddy always made sure of it."
    
Laura's heart cracked. Her throat thickened. She refused to shed another tear.
    
"Why did he have to die?" With her eyes glistening, Alexa pressed herself against Laura.
    
The words hurt. An explanation lodged in her throat, but she'd decided that her children needed to be protected from the truth if possible. She didn't want to disillusion them about their father and yet--
    
Chimes resonated through the house.
    
Alexa pulled back, swiping the tears from her face. "That might be Hailey. She lives across the street." She rushed from the kitchen.
    
Watching her daughter leave swelled the ache ever present in Laura. How could she tell her children about the debt they were in because their father had gambled everything away? They had already lost the only home they had known. They'd had to move to another town and leave all their friends behind. She didn't want them to know what kind of man their father had become before he died.
    
"Mom, someone's here to see you."
    
Her daughter's shout pulled Laura away from the thoughts that had been hounding her for the past nine months. She hurried into the foyer and spied Peter Stone standing on the other side of the screen door. As Alexa headed up the stairs, Laura pasted a smile on her face and let Sean's principal into the house.
    
"Is something else wrong?" she asked, noting how the large man filled her small entry hall. He dominated the space around him and commanded attention, reminding her of the first glimpse she had of him in his office earlier that day.
    
His face lit with a grin, laugh lines fanning out from his dark, dark brown eyes. "No. I just thought I'd bring your son his work that he'll miss over the next couple of days. He might as well do it while he's home." He held up a stack of papers in a folder.
    
"Oh," she gestured toward the living room, "I appreciate that. Come in and sit down. Would you like something to drink? I've got decaf coffee, tea, sodas."
    
He folded his long length onto the couch and placed Sean's work on the table before him. "No, thanks. I can't stay long. I still have some chores to do at the ranch."
    
Laura sat across from him. "You own a ranch?" She thought of the fact she and her daughter had just been discussing Alexa's desire to learn to ride horses.
    
"Yep. A dream I had since I was a kid."
    
"Do you raise cattle?"
    
"No." His smile encompassed his whole face with dimples appearing in his cheeks and a gleam in his eyes. "I've only had the place a few years. It was pretty rundown so it's taken me a while to fix it up. I do have some horses, though."
    
"Horses?" Again she was reminded of her daughter. If only--
    
"Yeah. I have five as well as other assorted animals that have been abandoned or rescued."
    
"You rescue animals?"
    
"When you live outside of town, some people think it's okay to dump their pets on the side of the road. I guess they figure they'll fend for themselves out in the countryside. The sad truth is they often don't." Peter leaned forward and rested his elbows on his thighs, his fingers laced together.
    
"Do you find homes for them?"
    
"Sometimes." His intense gaze caught hers. "Are you looking for a pet?"
    
"Our dog died a few months back. My kids have been wanting another one, but since I knew I was moving, I told them we needed to wait."
    
One corner of his mouth tilted up. "Then I've got just the puppy for you."
    
Her pulse skipped a beat at his heart melting smile, definitely his best asset even though his other features formed a pleasing picture. His medium brown hair held streaks of gold. His complexion, tanned from obviously spending time outdoors, had just begun to show a five o'clock shadow. She could visualize him riding a horse, a Stetson pulled down low to shadow those eyes that held an intensity in them, as though they could probe a person's innermost thoughts. "How young a puppy?"
    
"I'm guessing about three or four months."
    
"A mutt?"
    
"Part black Lab and part something I can't tell."
    
"Then he'll be a big dog."
    
"He's a she and yes, she'll be good size. I only mentioned the puppy because I know Sarah has a big backyard with a fence."
    
"You know my aunt?" Sounds of footsteps pounding down the stairs echoed through the house. Laura turned her attention toward the entrance.
    
"Mom, Matthew's cheating again." Joshua, the older of her seven-year-old twins by a whole nine minutes, rushed into the room with his brother on his tail.
    
"No, I'm not. He's lying again. I won the game fair and square. He's a sore loser." Her other seven year old glared at his brother.
    
"Just in case you two didn't notice, we have a visitor. Joshua, Matthew, this is Sean's principal, Mr. Stone."
    
Both boys' green eyes grew round while Matthew said, "We knew he was in big trouble."
    
"Yeah, what did he do now?" With bright red hair spiked on top and freckles sprinkled across his face, Joshua approached Peter. "He's always getting into trouble."
    
"I'm here to visit with your mother."
    
Peter's words stunned Laura. Her eyes grew as round as her sons'.
    
"If Sean's not in trouble, then why is his door closed?" Matthew joined his brother at his side.
    
"And he didn't say anything at dinner either." Joshua nodded once as though that validated in his mind that Sean had done something wrong.
    
Still grappling with the fact that Peter Stone had said he had come to see her, Laura didn't respond.
    
Peter shrugged and answered the twins, "Beats me."
    
As if suddenly bored with the conversation both boys spun on their heels and raced from the room, but not before Laura heard Joshua say, "Wait till Sean hears his principal is here visiting Mom."
    
The sound of sneakers pounding up the stairs faded as the twins headed up to Sean's bedroom and started pounding on his door. Her oldest yelled at his brothers to get lost.
    
Peter's chuckle drew her attention. "You have your hands full. They are very--lively."
    
She laughed. "Among other things. I've gotten a few gray hairs because of them."
    
"I'm sorry if I made the situation worse."
    
"You could have said you came here for Sean. They'll find out soon enough that he's suspended and why."
    
"It's not my place to say anything about what Sean did at school." Peter sat on the edge of the couch, his gaze fixed on the stack of papers on the table before him. "Besides, if I'm totally being honest, bringing his work was just an excuse. I really did come to see you."
    
Laura sucked in a deep breath, held it until her lungs burned, then slowly released it. "You did. Why?"
    
"Since you're new in town, I figured you didn't know very many people and our meeting this morning in my office wasn't any way to greet a newcomer."
    
Again his intense gaze drilled into her. Heat spread across her cheeks. For a moment she forgot about the four kids in the house. Across the few feet that separated them a connection sprang up as if that meeting in his office had forged a link that already went beyond her son. Laura wished she could deny the response she felt, but she couldn't. She began to wonder if her hair was neat, her clothes not too wrinkled.
    
His mouth hitched into a half grin that did funny things to her stomach. The kindness and concern she'd glimpsed earlier filled his expression. "Your Aunt Sarah and I go way back. She's a special lady I'd do anything for."
    
She latched onto his words and focused her attention on them rather than the way he made her feel. "That's the second time you've referred to my aunt. You know her well then? She's been retired for fourteen years so I doubt you two worked together."
    
"She was my high school algebra teacher."
    
"And now you're the principal of that high school."
    
He chuckled. "Which has surprised a few people."
    
"Oh, why?"
    
"Let's just say I knew the inside of my office intimately before I became principal." His grin disappeared and a serious look descended on his chiseled features. "That's why I can identify with your son. I was a very angry young man when I was his age."

 


Title: Vanished

Paperback

Publisher: Steeple Hill (May 2007)

ISBN: 0373442416

Pages: 256

 

Chapter One

 

    

"Go away!" Sitting on the navy and beige couch, Kim switched the cordless phone to the other ear and turned from her little sister to face the bookcases along one wall in the den.

 

"But you said you would help me." Ashley stamped her foot. "I have to have it done by tomorrow."

 

"Just a minute, Lexie." Kim cupped the receiver, glared over her shoulder at Ashley and blew a bubble, the pop of the gum loud. "Can't you see I'm busy. I'll help you later. Go outside and play."

    

"But--"

 

"I'll let you know when I'm ready to help." Kim infused into her voice all the frustration she was experiencing at her little sister's constant bugging. When Ashley didn't budge from the spot where she'd planted herself five minutes ago, Kim firmed her mouth into a frown she hoped conveyed all her feelings. "Go! Now, brat!"

    

"I'm telling Daddy when he comes home you've been on the phone for over an hour."

    

The whine hovered in the air between the two sisters. Kim narrowed her eyes. With a glare, Ashley spun around and stormed out of the den.

    

The slamming of the back door echoed through the house. Kim pried her hand loose from over the receiver and put it to her ear as she pushed herself off the couch and walked to the bay window to make sure Ashley stayed in the backyard. "She's gone. I don't understand why I always get stuck baby-sitting. My brother should have to some of the time."

    

"At least your dad pays you. My mom doesn't." Her best friend's pout could be heard through the phone.

    

The fact she got paid at the moment didn't appease Kim. Having an eight-year-old always following her around made her wish she didn't have a little sister.

                            * * *

    

The watcher spied the little blond girl stalk out of the house. The sound of the door slamming against its frame drowned out the dog's barking a few houses down for a couple of blissful seconds. 

    

I'll return later to take care of that dog, but right now I've got more important concerns. Anticipation surged. His daughter, so close the watcher's palms itched.

    

The child made a beeline for the swing set and plopped down on the seat, grabbing hold of the chains to keep herself upright. The little girl's mouth moved. The watcher strained to hear what she was saying, but her voice was pitched too low.

    

No matter. After years of planning, it wouldn't change what had to be done.

 

J.T. Logan will regret his very existence by the time I'm through toying with him. Everything's in place for the merry ride he's about to go on.

 

                             * * *

    

"Ashley. Kim," J.T. yelled when he stepped through the front door of his house.

    

Ashley was usually waiting for him to tell him the latest Kim transgression against her. Ever since his oldest daughter had turned fourteen, all the sisters did was fight. It had gotten to the point he was checking into daycare for his youngest after school until he could get home from work. Being a single parent wasn’t easy. He wished he had family he could turn to for help.

 

Maybe today they actually got along for a change. He'd certainly prayed to the Lord enough in the past months concerning his two daughters. God was probably getting tired of hearing from him, J.T. thought with a chuckle.

    

After the long day he'd put in at the sheriff's office, trying to pacify people who didn't want to be pacified, all he wished for was a warm dinner and a little peace. He cocked his head, realizing the place was too quiet. His youngest was so full of energy that she usually kept going strong right up to bedtime.

    

J.T. walked toward the den at the back of the house. Halfway down the hallway he heard Kim mumbling something he couldn't make out. When he entered the den, his oldest daughter quickly put the receiver in its cradle and bolted to her feet as though he hadn't seen her talking on the phone.

    

Ever since Kim had become a teenager, the phone wasn't far from her reach. Even setting limits on her phone time didn't stop her from spending half of her waking hours gabbing to her friends--not her family. It had never been that way with his son. But girls were different. "Where's your sister?"

    

Kim waved her hand toward the window. "Out back playing."

    

"Go get her. You two can help me make something for dinner. Neil will be home from baseball practice in an hour."

    

"Why don't we order pizza?"

    

"Because we had it two nights ago." J.T. left the den and headed for the kitchen to see what was in the refrigerator while his daughter hopefully obeyed and got Ashley.

    

His shoulders aching, he stood before the near empty shelves, the cold air cooling him, and wondered how he was going to pull off dinner with the few items he had. Ketchup. Milk. Three eggs. Several cheese slices. An onion that had black spots on it. A few stalks of limp celery. He would have to go to the grocery store on the way home from the station tomorrow. Being shorthanded at the sheriff's office because one of his deputies was on vacation was certainly taking a toll on him.

 

Kim shuffled her feet across the tile floor and opened the back door. "Ashley!" A long pause, then his oldest daughter stepped out onto the patio, the screen door banging close behind her, and shouted, "Ashley, you'd better get inside. Now!"

    

The exasperation in Kim's voice made J.T. lift his head and turn toward the back patio. By the tone of Kim’s voice he would be refereeing yet another fight this evening.

    

"Ashley, you're in big trouble. Get in here!"

    

Great! His oldest daughter had alerted the whole neighborhood. He walked out onto the patio. "Kim?"

    

She peered over her shoulder at him, all the exasperation in her voice showing clearly on her face. "She's mad at me. She's hiding."

    

"Why is Ashley mad at you?" He positioned himself next to Kim and began to scan the backyard.

    

"I wouldn't help her with her wildflower project when she wanted."

    

"In other words, you were talking on the phone and didn't have time for Ashley. I pay you--" J.T.'s words suddenly caught in his throat when he spotted one of his daughter's black patent leather shoes on the ground by the swing set. She’d begged him to buy them, and for the past two weeks they had been on her feet constantly except when she'd gone to bed. So why was only one there?

    

Every cop instinct he had as a law enforcement officer rose to the surface, reviving for a brief moment the dark years he'd spent in Chicago as a homicide detective. There he saw a side of life most people never saw. He forced down the panic that for just an instant surged through him. She was hiding like Kim said, probably in her fort by the trees. Or she'd gone over to a friend's without permission.

    

The father in him believed that.

    

The sheriff in him didn't.

    

He'd been trained to expect the worst. J.T. hurried toward the swing set, his gaze making a sweep of the large backyard. He noted a couple of places to check to see if Ashley was hiding from her sister. But it wasn't like her to continue to hide when he came out. She liked to complain too much to him about Kim's transgressions against her.

    

He skirted the swing set and jogged toward the stand of trees and several large bushes along the back of his property near the chain link fence. "Call some of her friends and see if she's there." When Kim didn't move, he added in a stern voice, "Now, Kim."

    

I need to know that Ashley is okay. That I'm letting my cop imagination get the better of me.

    

Heart pounding, J.T. inspected the area behind the grouping of pines and various types of bushes where Ashley often played with her friends or by herself. The downpour earlier that day would have washed away all footprints except recent ones. His gaze fixated on a lone pair of prints in the mud near the thickest brush. Cowboy boots, size nine or ten, worn by a person around a hundred and eighty pounds.

    

Someone came into his yard recently.

    

That thought renewed the earlier panic he was trying to suppress. For what purpose? To read the gas meter? He glanced toward it, twenty feet away and on the other side of the yard, and realized that wasn't a likely explanation.

    

Which in his mind left all the bad reasons someone would trespass on his property. To do harm. Again the panic rushed to the foreground. He worked to keep it under control. It wouldn't do him any good in a time of crisis.

    

He looked at the bushes that his youngest loved to play in. Her secret hiding place, she had told him once. "Ashley, it's time to come out!" The strength in his voice conveyed all the rising doubts that she wasn't hiding in her fort. But he had to check and hope for the best.

    

Although there was no sign of her footprints nearby, J.T. got down on his hands and knees, making sure not to disturb the area around the ones made by the cowboy boots, and crawled into a hole in the vegetation that Ashley used as a door to her fort. Mud oozed up between his fingers. The bottom part of his tan uniform pants was soaked almost instantly. Something dripped down onto his head from above. He peered up and another raindrop spattered his forehead.

    

Lord, let her be inside and just playing a prank on her sister and me. Please.

    

He parted some branches to reveal a cut out area where his daughter had left some of her toys. But that was all there was under the large group of bushes. He backed his way out, trying desperately to keep his professional calm about him.

    

This just means she's at a friend's house.

    

But as he stood, his gaze again caught sight of the two footprints of an adult who'd had a perfect view of his whole backyard from this vantage point. In his professional estimation there was only one reason someone would have been watching his house. That person had to be up to no good. In his line of work he had angered some hardened criminals who would love nothing better than to get back at him, who had in fact threatened that very thing.

 

And as an officer of the law, he'd been taught to assume the worst case scenario with a missing child. It was always better to be safe than sorry. That thought sent J.T. racing for his back door. Visions of the missing children he had been involved with as a Chicago police officer flew across the screen in his mind.

    

Inside Kim hung up and turned toward him. "She isn't at any of her friends'." Her gaze widened at the sight of him muddy and wet.

    

"Who did you call?"

    

As his daughter ticked off the long list of Ashley's friends, he ran his fingers through his damp hair. "Did anyone know where she might be?"

    

Tears welled in Kim's eyes as she shook her head. "Dad, where's Ashley?" A lone track coursed down her cheek. "I know we got into a fight, but why would she run away?"

    

Lord, I hope it's only that. J.T. couldn't believe he had thought that, but if she were missing and she hadn't run away, the alternative would be that she had been taken. And that chilled him to the bone. In Chicago some of those missing children cases he'd been involved in hadn't ended--

    

Reminded of the ugliness in the life he'd left behind, J.T. snatched up the phone and called the station. Time was of the essence, especially if she had been kidnapped. Twisting away from Kim to cover the trembling in his hand that held the receiver, he counted the rings.

    

On the fourth one, his secretary and receptionist Susan Winn finally answered. "Mercer County Sheriff's Office. How may I help you?"

    

"J.T. here. Ashley's missing. Send a couple of deputies to my house."

    

"Missing? What happened?" Susan asked.

    

"I don't know. She isn't in our backyard where she was supposed to be and none of her friends know where she is. It isn't like Ashley to leave without letting someone know where she's going." Ashley was his child who always followed the rules.

    

"Do you want to put out an Amber Alert?"

    

The waver in Susan's voice as she asked about the alert forced J.T. to dig deep for the mantle of professionalism he wore in cases like this. But his secretary's question underscored the situation. He couldn't afford to fall apart--not with his daughter's life at stake.

    

"I'll call you back in a few minutes and let you know. I want to check with the neighbors first." Please, God, let her be at one of their houses.

    

"J.T., I--"

    

He lowered his voice so Kim wouldn't hear. "She's okay. She's probably next door or across the street. Got to go." Dear Lord, I hope that is all it is.

    

When he hung up, his hand lingered on the receiver for a few seconds as he composed himself for Kim. The thudding of his heartbeat thundered in his ears. He drew in a deep, fortifying breath. He'd been involved in many cases where nothing had been wrong.

    

But the few--

    

He shook the thought from his mind and pivoted toward Kim. "I'm going to check with the neighbors. You need to stay right here and wait for my deputies. Don't open the door to anyone else? Understand?"

    

With tears still streaming down her face, Kim nodded. "Daddy, I didn't want..."

    

Hearing her call him Daddy tore at his fragile composure. She'd stopped using it several years ago when she'd informed him she was too big to call him Daddy. He pulled her to him for a quick hug. "Everything will be all right, honey." When he opened the back door, he said, "See if you can get hold of Neil at the baseball complex and have him come home."

    

"Hey, maybe Ashley went to see Neil practice." She grabbed the phone.

    

"Maybe. If so, I'll be next door. Lock the door after I leave."

    

He waited on the patio to hear the lock click into place. J.T. hated to quench Kim's theory. But Ashley disliked anything to do with sports and didn't even like to go to her brother's baseball games. So for Ashley to go there didn't seem likely.

    

At a jog he headed toward his nearest neighbor whose view of his backyard was blocked by his six-foot wooden fence down both sides of his yard that the previous owner had erected because he had wanted some privacy. That very privacy could have made it easier for someone to come onto his property undetected.

 

 


Title: Buried Secrets

Paperback

Publisher: Steeple Hill (October 2007)

ISBN: 0373442621

Pages: 256

"Move and you're dead." Maggie Somers lifted the .22 higher, trying desperately to keep her hands from shaking. "I have a gun pointed at you."

The large man straightened, his back to her rigid. "I had nothing to do with this." A piece of paper in his hand fluttered to the floor.

As her gaze swept the living room of her grandfather's ranch house, alarm snaked down her spine. Everything's destroyed. Tears stung her eyes, but she quickly blinked them back. There was no way this man was going to see any kind of weakness.

The intruder started to turn toward her.

"Don't move an inch." Her anger pushed aside her fear as she gripped the rifle tighter and placed her finger on the trigger.

"May I turn around and explain why I'm here?"

A steel thread weaved through his words, striking against her raw nerves. "Save your breath for the sheriff."

"Look, lady, this is ridiculous." Exasperation now edged his deep, husky voice.

     Maggie stepped over the broken piece of Indian pottery that had sat on a table near the door and moved farther into the room. The crunch beneath her shoes told her more than one priceless vessel was shattered from her grandfather's collection. The sound, like alcohol in a festering wound, toughened her resolve.

If only her cell worked out here on the ranch, then she would have already called the sheriff and he would be halfway here. She glanced at the phone across the room then at the burglar, dressed in a black turtleneck and black jeans, and knew she had to do something with him before making the 911 call. If she let down her guard for a second, the man could easily overpower her.

"Pick up the extension cord near your feet. Slowly." She roughened her voice as much as possible, but to her own ears sounded shaky.

The intruder remained still.

Her arm ached from holding the rifle to her shoulder. "Let me tell you something about myself. I'm an expert shot, and two of the things I hate in this world are liars and thieves. You're batting a hundred."

"Where do you want me?" His movements as he bent over and snatched up the cord conveyed his anger more than his words.

Anywhere but here. She searched her memory, trying to determine how this was done in the movies. "Sit in that rocking chair and tie your feet together."

He walked to it and stopped. "May I turn around now or do you want me to sit in it backwards?" Taut sarcasm sliced through his question.

"Slowly. Any sudden moves and I might get trigger happy." She was sure she'd heard that in some cop movie.

"Will that make your day?"

He slowly faced her. His gaze locked with hers. The penetrating intensity in his stare unnerved her. As his slate gray eyes--cold as a tombstone--assessed her, she had the horrible thought that if he wanted, he could probably disarm her before she got a shot off. This man exuded danger. Why had she decided to come inside? Her heartbeat caught for a second, then battered against her chest. Why hadn't she run when she had the chance?

Because she had been so furious that someone had dared to defile her grandfather's memory on the day she had buried him that she hadn't been thinking straight.

She motioned with the rifle. "Sit."

The wooden rocking chair creaked as the intruder lowered himself into it. When he dropped his gaze from hers, she released a long sigh while he tied his ankles together.

Rugged features set in harsh lines greeted her perusal. Dark brown hair with touches of fire brushed his nape. His full lips and high cheekbones added to his commanding effect. Over six and a half feet tall, lean and muscular, his frame reinforced that impression of lethal force.

"Does this meet with your approval?"

His insolent question drew her back to his face. His voice held a steely quality that matched his look, as though he had stared down the barrel of a rifle before and survived.

Fear tingled up her spine. She refused to answer him, but instead she found another length of cord and walked a wide circle around the chair to stand behind it. Once he was tied up, she would be all right. "Give me your hands."

He complied. She quickly cradled the rifle between her legs, then looped the cord from the blinds around his wrists. The feel of her fingers against his flesh seared her. For a long second she fumbled the rope, almost dropping it. Sucking in a deep, fortifying breath, she hastened to finish the job, blocking from her mind the warmth of his skin against hers. Relief trembled through her as she grasped the barrel of the .22 and backed away.

With her eyes cast downward, she knelt in front of him and checked the cord about his ankles. She felt the drill of his stare and fought the urge to quail. As she rose, her gaze finally trekked upward. The rage she saw in his expression took her breath away. This man wasn't accustomed to being subdued by anyone. She hurriedly moved toward the phone and picked it up.

"Do you seriously think I look like a thief? Would a thief drive a sports car like the one out front?" he asked after she made the call to the sheriff.

"You probably stole that, too."

"C'mon, lady. I did not have anything to do with this. I came here--"

"Oh," she cut him off, "then you just make a habit of stopping by houses that have been ransacked to have a look around? Were you looking for some garage sale and made a wrong turn? Or perhaps, you're an insurance adjuster getting a jump on the job?"

"No, I came to talk to you," he said through clenched teeth.

"Before or after you robbed me?" Her anger firmly held her, now that he was tied up. She sat on the coffee table and laid the rifle across her lap. One hand settled on her knee, the other on the .22, prepared if somehow the intruder tried anything.

"I came in after the fact. I did not rob you." Each word was spoken slowly, distinctively as though he were talking to a child who didn't understand.

"That's what all the criminals say. I think you need to work on the delivery if you're going to get a jury to believe you." She raked her gaze down him, hoping to convey her contempt. "It lacks conviction."

He didn't say another word. His eyes said it all, boring into her with a ferocity that warned her never to be alone with this man.

As she waited for the sheriff, she drummed her fingers on her knee and tried to avoid his eyes, the chaos about her. Which was very hard to do, especially the pottery that Gramps had found, each piece smashed beyond repair. She wasn't ready to deal with the mess. One crisis at a time. As a doctor that was how she handled a medical emergency. That was how she would handle this.

Minutes stretched into fifteen, the tension-laden silence gnawing away at her fragile composure. The occasional times she caught the intruder's glare she felt as though she were a specimen under a microscope, pinned to the paper, unable to move, laid bare for examination. The feeling left her extremely uneasy.

"You're pretty isolated out here. It'll take the sheriff a while to ride to your rescue." His sarcasm broke the stillness.

"Is that why you picked this place? Its isolation?"

"I picked it because it's Jake Somers's ranch."

"You scum!" She shot to her feet, the twenty-two clutched in her hands. "You read about his funeral today and came here to rob the place while everyone was gone. That's so low." She brought the weapon to her shoulder, chambering a bullet. She wanted this man to squirm for what he had done to her grandfather's memory, to his prized possessions he had lovingly collected over the years.

Several heartbeats passed; Maggie stared into the man's cold, fearless eyes.

"It's true. I did read this morning about Jake's death and the funeral but--"

"Shut up! Not another word." The very thought this man would rob a dead man renewed her anger tenfold.

Icy silence pervaded the room, heightening the strain even more.

Finally the sound of car doors slamming closed pulled her attention from the stranger. She lowered the rifle. The sheriff and one of his deputies entered the house and scanned the damage.

"Hello, Maggie. I see you've had some trouble." The sheriff pushed his hat up on his forehead.

"I'm so glad you're here, Tom. I caught this man going through my grandfather's things."

Tom's regard swung to the man in the rocking chair. "You did, did you. Is the whole house like this?" The sheriff gestured at the wreckage.

"I don't know. I haven't had a chance to check."

"Why don't you and Rob do a walk through? Then he can take your statement while I take care of this stranger. We'll have him out of your hair in no time."

Glad to be out of the intruder's line of vision, Maggie led the way with the deputy following. After checking the two bedrooms and finding everything in disarray, she headed for the kitchen, her grandfather's favorite room. When she saw the extent of the wreckage, she shuddered. Every drawer was dumped, each cabinet emptied, many dishes smashed. Food was scattered about as boxes and containers had been ripped apart.

"Dr. Somers, can you tell if anything is missing?" While the deputy inspected the area, he withdrew his pad and pen from the front left pocket of his tan shirt.

She pivoted, her gaze taking in the chaos about her, but her mind refusing to register the robbery's total impact. "I don't know. I probably won't know that for days at the very least. Gramps didn't have a lot of valuable things, except for some Indian artifacts he'd collected. They were destroyed." She waved her hand toward the living room, remembering the shattered pottery underfoot. "This land was about it."

"Tell me what happened when you came to the ranch."

"When I pulled up, I saw the door wide open and that sports car out front. I knew something was wrong. I know I shouldn't have come inside. But I was so angry. I got Gramps's .22 from his pickup and decided to see what was going on. All I wanted to do was catch the thief."

"You could have been hurt."

"I'd just buried my grandfather and someone was trying to steal his things. I wasn't going to let that happen. Besides, Gramps taught me how to shoot, take care of myself."

"You said you found that man going through your grandfather's belongings. Is that right?"

Remembering back to the first few seconds when she had seen the intruder in the living room made her breath come up short. She took several deep inhalations to fill her oxygen-deprived lungs. "When I came into the house, he was standing by a table, looking at the contents of a drawer piled on top of it. He held a piece of paper which he dropped when he heard me."

"We'll take him to the station and sort through this mess. I'll give you a few days to see what's missing. You'll need to file it with us for insurance purposes, but I suspect there's nothing missing since you interrupted the man."

"Probably not but the damage has been done." She waved her arm at the disarray.

Maggie trailed after the deputy into the living room. The sheriff had the intruder handcuffed and was reading him his rights. She took great pleasure in watching the scene. She hoped they threw the book at the thief for trying to rob a dead man.

When Tom asked the stranger if he understood his rights, he looked straight at her. "Yes, I understand perfectly."

"Where are your keys?" the sheriff asked the man.

"In my front right pocket."

"My deputy will follow us to the station in your car," Tom retrieved the keys from the trespasser, "where we'll check out your story."

The intruder's stare knifed through her like an Arctic gale. Shivering, she spun away as the officers led the thief outside.

When the cars left, Maggie picked up the rifle and walked outside. She placed the .22 on the gun rack in her grandfather's black truck, near the barn where she had parked her Mustang so whoever was in the house wouldn't hear her arrival. Yes, she'd known how to shoot since she was a young girl, but as a doctor she'd seen what people could do with a gun and she hadn't picked up one in years.

After slamming the truck door shut and locking it, she stood and let the silence enfold her in its comforting embrace. For days people had surrounded her, giving her no time to think, to feel.

Now she was finally alone.

She leaned against the pickup and stared at a mesa in the distance. Stark, sharp lines jutted upward toward the sky. Sunlight glittered off the red and white surfaces of the rock. In this land of harsh beauty the mesa stood alone, like her, and suddenly with all that had happened in the past hour, she couldn't handle the solitude she had sought so desperately after the funeral. The quiet screamed at her, declaring to the world just how defenseless she was, miles from Santa Fe, alone with only the wind's whisper and the rustle of an occasional animal scurrying across the yard.

She peered at the dirt road leading to the highway, the last remains of the dust kicked up by the cars settling back into place as if nothing had ever happened. Alone, until someone intruded, she thought. Why? What did Gramps have that the creep would want?

Most likely nothing was gone. Anything he had taken would have been on his person or in his car, and the sheriff would recover that. Unless someone else had been with him and had already left. The scope of the destruction was vast, almost too much for one man. She would never know if something was missing unless she went inside and started the laborious task of straightening up.

Shoving away from the truck, she scanned the ranch. Mine now. The feelings she'd held at bay for three days inundated her all at once. Anger, bereavement, a bone weary tiredness flooded her and made her steps leaden as she trudged toward the house.

On the porch she paused, not wanting to go back to the chaotic mess in the house that had once been so neat and orderly. She whirled around and stared off into the distance at the top of the mesa near the highway. She watched a lone hawk circle, looking for its prey. Then suddenly the bird swooped down for the kill. Maggie closed her eyes. She couldn't take seeing the hawk rise triumphantly with its catch in its talons. That man today had made her feel like helpless prey, vulnerable, afraid and not in control. She'd struggled never to feel those emotions again.

"What am I going to do, Gramps?" she whispered, needing to hear the sound of her own voice. With his death she had no family left. She was as alone as that bird's quarry. As alone as that time...No, she wouldn't think about the past.

A dull throb began to pound behind her eyes. She massaged her temples, putting off what must be done for a few more seconds.

When she went inside, the raw impact of the destruction hit her all over again. Everything she loved and cared about strewn and ripped apart before her. Drawers were emptied, their contents flung all around. The cushions on the chairs and couch were sliced open to reveal the stuffing. Cherished photos were tossed on the floor, the glass shattered.

In the midst of the disarray, pages of the old family Bible, torn and crumpled, laid scattered about the room. She might be angry with the Lord for taking yet another loved one, but the sight ripped through what composure she had left. What kind of monster could do that to the Bible?

A picture of the intruder invaded her thoughts and iced her blood. Tears pooled in her eyes and streaked down her cheeks. Her grandfather's possessions were her last link to him. All destroyed! Bewildered, she took a few more steps into the middle of the living room. Slowly she turned in a full circle, feeling as though she were in a dream, none of this real.

But it was very real.

She bent down and found the Bible partially hidden beneath the couch. She sank down onto the coffee table and fingered the black leather of the book, minus most of its pages. Her grandfather had treasured this above all and it was beyond repair. It had been in her family for almost a hundred years. Through the sheen of tears she tried to gather the crushed pages into a pile. Her vision blurred, she blinked several times. The tears flowed even more. She gave up and allowed them to fall.

Finally when she had nothing left inside, she wiped her cheeks with the back of her hand and started again to pick up the pages of Gramps's beloved Bible. Once she had collected all of them, she moved to the contents of the drawer covering part of the coffee table and tried to bring some kind of order to it. Then she went to another disheveled pile and did the same.

Evening shadows crept into the room, forcing Maggie to switch on a light. Still she labored, determined to make the living room look like it had when she had left for the funeral that morning. No one was going to come into her life and totally disrupt it as that man had earlier. She'd had too much of that in the past. She wasn't going to allow it. She'd finally managed to have some control over her life, and she wasn't going to give it up without a fight.

After hours of working nonstop, Maggie rose and stretched her cramped, aching muscles. The pounding in her head had subsided to a dull throb, but her eyes felt heavy, gritty. She glanced at the mess still about her. It wasn't going anywhere, and she needed coffee.

In the kitchen she waited at the sink for the brew to percolate, staring out the window at the darkness. The feeling of total isolation swamped her again, suddenly making her quake in the warm, night air. The lock on the front door was flimsy, obviously not a good deterrent. She should have left and returned some other day with several friends to help her, to keep her company.

She would only stay a little longer.

The scent of coffee infused the night, temporarily reviving her spent body. Reviving her soul was a lost cause.

She poured herself a cup, took a few sips and started for the living room. She would finish the cabinet and then call it quits. As she reentered, the phone's jarring blare startled her, and she nearly dropped her mug.

Hurrying to it, she picked up the receiver. "Hello."

"Maggie, this is Tom. Just wanted to tell you we let the man go."

Her grip tightened. "Why?"

"Because his story checked out. He's a respected professor at the Albuquerque City College. He had an alibi for most of the day except the time it would have taken him to drive to the ranch. There was no way he could have been there long enough to do the kind of damage I saw."

"Who is he?"

"Dr. Zach Collier."

The man's name renewed her seething emotions. "I want him arrested for trespassing then."

"Now, Maggie, I know you're upset about what happened, but the man only came inside because he thought you were there and in danger."

"A Collier would never feel that way about a Somers. He's lying." Ever since she could remember, she had heard that from her grandfather, and after what Red Collier had done to Gramps she believed him.

"Sleep on it. If you still feel that way tomorrow, come see me. Go home, Maggie."

After hanging up, she lifted her mug to her lips and drank. The brew flowed down her throat, warming her cold insides. The sheriff might have believed Zach Collier didn't have anything to do with this destruction, but she didn't. Somehow he was behind it. First thing tomorrow morning she would be at the sheriff station, demanding Tom file trespassing charges against the man.

The sound of a car approaching the house diverted her attention toward the front door. For a second she thought of calling the sheriff back, but it would take twenty minutes for him to get to the ranch. Besides, it could be any number of Gramps's friends.

Maggie hurried across the room. Flipping on an outside light, she stepped out onto the porch and saw a red sports car come to a stop. She flew back inside and rushed to the mantel where Gramps kept his shotgun. With no time to call the sheriff, she grabbed it as she heard a car door slam close.

Back out of the porch, she lifted the shotgun and said, "Come any closer and I'll shoot you."

 


Title: Heart of the Family

Paperback

Publisher: Steeple Hill (December 2007)

ISBN: 0373442621

Pages: 256

Chapter One

The child’s name on the chart held Dr. Jacob Hartman’s gaze riveted. Andy Morgan. The eight-year-old from Stone’s Refuge had possibly another broken bone. Flashes of the last time the boy had been in his office, only a few weeks before, paraded across his mind.

With a sigh, Jacob entered the room to find the boy perched on the edge of the exam table, his face contorted in pain as he held his left arm, in a makeshift sling, close to his body. A woman Jacob wasn’t familiar with stood to the side murmuring soothing words to Andy. She turned toward Jacob, worry etched into her face--and something else he couldn't decipher. Her mouth pinched into a frown that quickly evolved into an unreadable expression.

Jacob shook off the coolness emanating from the young woman. "Hi, Andy. Remember me? I'm Dr. Jacob," he said, using the name the children at the refuge knew him by. "How did you hurt your arm?" He gently removed the sling made from an old T-shirt and took the injured, swollen limb into his hands.

When he probed the forearm, Andy winced and tried to draw it back. "I fell." The child's lower lip trembled, and he dug his teeth into it.

"He was climbing the elm tree next to the barn and fell out of it." When Jacob glanced toward her, taking in the concern in the woman’s dark blue gaze, she continued in a tense voice that had a soft Southern lilt. "I'm the new manager at Stone's Refuge. Hannah Smith. I was told when there was a medical problem to bring the children to you. This is only my second day, and no one else was around. The other kids are at school. Andy was supposed to be there, too. I--" She offered him a brief smile that didn't reach her eyes. "I talk too much when I'm upset."

No doubt the tension he felt coming from the refuge's new manager was due to Andy's accident. "I take care of the children's medical needs." Jacob buzzed for his nurse. "Andy, can you do this for me?" He demonstrated flexing and extending his wrist and fingers.

With his forehead scrunched, the boy did, but pain flitted across his features. He tried to mask it, but Jacob knew what the child was going through. He'd experienced a few broken bones in his own childhood and remembered trying to put up a brave front. He learned to do that well. Jacob unlocked a cabinet and removed a bottle of ibuprofen.

He handed the boy the pain pills and a glass of water. "Why weren't you at school?" Children like Andy were the reason he had become a pediatrician, but he hadn't quite conquered the feelings generated when he was confronted with child abuse.

The boy dropped his head, cradling his arm against his chest. "I told the other kids I was going back to the cottage because I didn't feel good. I hid instead. I don't like school. I want to go home."

"Just as soon as I get a picture of your arm and we get it fixed up, you can go home."

Andy's head snapped up, his eyes bright. "I can? Really?"

Hannah Smith stepped closer and placed a hand on the child's shoulder. Apprehension marked her stiff actions. "Back home to the refuge."

"No! I want to go home." Tears welled up in Andy's brown eyes, and one slid down his thin face.

"Andy, you can't. I'm sorry." Calmness underscored her words as tiny creases lined her forehead. Her concern and caring attitude accentuated her beauty.

Having realized his mistake, Jacob started to respond when the door opened and the nurse appeared. "Teresa, Andy's visiting us again. We need an X-ray of his left arm."

"Hello, Andy. What did you do to your arm?" Teresa, a petite older woman with a huge, reassuring smile, helped the child down from the table. "I bet you remember where our prize box is. Once we get the X-ray done, I'll let you check it out."

"I can?"

"Sure. If I remember correctly, you were also eying that red car the last time. It's still there."

"It is?" Andy hurried out of the room, still holding his arm across his chest.

The refuge's manager started to follow the pair. Jacob blocked her path and closed the door. Frowning, she immediately backed up against the exam table.

"I'd like a word with you, Ms. Smith. Teresa will take care of Andy. He knows her. She spent quite a bit of time with him several weeks ago."

Her dark blue gaze fixed on him, narrowing slightly. "I haven't had a chance to read all the children's files yet. What happened the last time he was here?"

Obviously she was upset that something like this occurred on her watch. But beneath her professional demeanor, tension vibrated that Jacob suddenly sensed went beyond what had occurred to Andy. "His mother brought him in with a nasty head wound, and I called social services. Her story didn't check out. Thankfully he was placed quickly at Stone's Refuge."

"I was in the middle of reading the children's files when the school called to find out why he wasn't there. I found Andy lying on the ground hugging his arm and trying his best not to cry, but his face had dry tear marks on it." She pushed her long blond hair behind her ears and blew a breath of air out that lifted her bangs. "When I approached him, he tried to act like nothing was wrong."

"Sadly, Andy is used to holding his pain in. I took several X-rays last time because he was limping and discovered he'd broken his ankle and it was never set properly. He probably will always limp because of the way his bone healed without medical attention."

"His mother didn't seek care for him?"

He shook his head. "I think the only reason she came in last time was because there was so much blood involved. She thought he was dying. He'd passed out briefly. She flew into a rage when he was taken from her." Jacob didn't know if he would ever forget the scene Andy's mother created at the clinic that afternoon. If looks could kill, he would be dead, but then he should be accustomed to that from an angry mother.

"Is there a father?"

"No. I don't think there ever was one in the picture. His mother clammed up and hasn't said anything about the new or old injuries." Jacob picked up the child's chart. "I want you to know what you're dealing with since you haven't been on the job long. The only time Andy cried was when he found out he wasn't going with his mother when he left the hospital. He kept screaming he needed to go home. When he settled down, he whimpered that his mother needed him, but I could never get him to tell me why he thought that." He jotted his preliminary findings down on the chart. "Have you been a social worker for long?"

A gleam glittered in her eyes. "No, I got my degree recently.”

A newbie. No wonder she’d wanted to know if Andy’s mother had sought help. He would hate to see that light in her eyes dim when reality of the system sank in. But having dealt with the Department of Human Services and the lack of funding that so often tied its hands when it came to neglected or abused children, he knew the reality of the situation, first as a boy who had gone through the system and now as a pediatrician.

"I've been impressed by the setup at Stone's Refuge, especially since it hasn't been around for long. We could use more places like that." Hannah hiked the straps of her brown leather purse up onto her shoulder. "I'm glad they've started building another house at the ranch. Mr. Stone has quite a vision."

Jacob laughed. "That's Peter. When he came up with using the students from the Cimarron Technology Center to help with the construction of the house, it was a blessing. They're learning a trade, and we're getting another place for kids to stay at a cheaper rate."

"I heard some of his ideas as well as his wife's when I interviewed with them. It’s quite an ambitious project.” She started forward. “I'd better check and see--"

The door opened, and Andy came into the room with Teresa and a red car clutched in his hand. "It was there, Dr. Jacob. No one took it."

The child's words, no one took it, stirred a memory from Jacob's past. He'd been in his fourth foster home, all of his possessions easily contained in a small backpack. Slowly his treasures had disappeared. The first item had been stolen at the shelter after he'd been removed from his mother's care. By the age of twelve he hadn't expected any of his belongings to stay long, so when he had received a radio for Christmas from a church toy drive, he hadn't thought he would keep it more than a day or so. But when he had moved to his fifth foster home seven months later, he still had the radio in his backpack. No one had taken it. His body had begun to fill out by then, and he'd learned to defend himself with the older children.

"Here's the X-ray, Dr. Hartman."

Teresa handed it to him, drawing him back to the present.

After studying the X-ray, Jacob pointed to an area on Andy's forearm. "That's where it's fractured. Teresa will set you up with Dr. Filmore, an orthopedic surgeon here in the clinic, to take care of your arm."

Andy's eyes grew round. "What will he do?"

"He'll probably put a cast on your arm."

"Can people sign it?" Andy stared at the place where Jacob had pointed on the X-ray.

"Yep, but you won't be able to get it wet. You'll have it on for a few months."

Andy grinned. "You mean I don't have to take a bath for months?"

Jacob chuckled, ruffling the boy's hair. "I'm afraid a few people might have something to say about that."

"But--"

"We'll rig something up to keep your arm with the cast dry while you take a bath." Hannah moved next to Andy, her nurturing side leaking through her professional facade. "And I'm thinking when we get home, we'll have a cast signing and invite everyone. I've got some neat markers we can use. We can use different colors or just one."

"My favorite color is green."

"Then green it is." Hannah glanced toward Jacob. "Where do we go to see Dr. Filmore?"

Jacob nodded toward Teresa who slipped out of the room. "He's on the third floor. He owes me a favor. If he isn't in surgery, he should be able to see Andy quickly. Teresa will arrange it."

Hannah smiled, her glance straying to Andy. "Great."

It lit her whole face, transforming her plain features into a pretty countenance. It reached deep into her eyes, inviting others to join her in grinning. Jacob responded with his own smile, but when her attention came back to him, her grin died. An invisible but palpable barrier fell into place. Was she still worried about the accident on her second day on the job? Or something else?

As Teresa showed Hannah and Andy out of the room, Jacob watched them leave. He couldn't shake the feeling he'd done something wrong in Hannah's eyes, that her emotional reaction went beyond Andy's accident. Jacob was out at the refuge all the time, since he was the resident doctor for the foster homes and on the board of the foundation that ran Stone's Refuge. But the ice beneath her professional facade didn't bode well for their working relationship. As he headed out into the hall, he decided he needed to pay Peter a visit and find out what he could about Hannah Smith.

* * *

The sun began its descent toward the line of trees along the side of the road leading to Stone's Refuge. Tension gripped Hannah's neck and shoulders from the hours sitting in the doctor's office, waiting for Andy's arm to be taken care of. No, that wasn't the whole reason. The second she'd seen Dr. Jacob Hartman she'd remembered the time her family had been torn apart because of him. After the death of her older brother, Kevin, everything had changed in her life, and Jacob Hartman had been at the center of the tragedy.

But looking at him, no one could tell what he had done. His bearing gave the impression of a proficient, caring doctor. Concern had lined his face while interacting with Andy. Even now she could picture that look in his chocolate brown eyes that had warmed when he'd smiled. The two dimples in his cheeks had mocked her when he had turned that grin on her. And for just a second his expression had taunted her to let go of her anger. But she couldn't.

The small boy next to her in the van had been a trooper the whole time, but now he squirmed, his bottled up energy barely contained. "Mrs. Smith, ya ain't mad at me, are ya?" Andy stared down at his cast, thumping his finger against it over and over.

The rhythmic sound grated on Hannah's raw nerves, but she suppressed her irritation. Andy wasn't the source of her conflicting emotions. "Mad? No. Disappointed, yes. I want you to feel you can come talk to me if something is bothering you rather than playing hooky from school."

Andy dropped his head and mumbled, "Yes, ma'am."

"Please call me Hannah. You and I are the new kids on the block. Actually, you could probably show me the ropes. How long have you been at the house? Two, three weeks?"

He lifted his head and nodded.

"See? This is only my second day. You've got tons more experience at how things are done around here." Why had she accepted this job? How was she going to work with Dr. Hartman? The questions screamed for answers she couldn't give.

"Sure. But I don't know too much. The other kids..."

When he didn't continue his sentence, Hannah slanted a look toward him, his chin again resting on his chest, his shoulders curled forward as though trying to draw inward. "What about the other kids?"

"Nothin'."

She slowed the van as she turned onto the gravel road that led to the group of houses for the foster children at Stone's Refuge. "Is anyone bothering you?"

His head came up, and he twisted toward her. "No. It's not that."

In the short time she'd been around the boy, she felt as though she was talking to a child two or three years older, especially now after the half a day spent at the clinic and his staunch, brave face. But after reading part of his file and hearing what the doctor had said, she understood where the boy was coming from. He'd seen the ugly side of life and experienced more than most kids his age. "Then what's wrong?"

"I don't fit in."

Those words, whispered in a raw voice, poked a dagger into old wounds. She had always been the new kid in school. After her family had fallen apart with Kevin's death and her parents divorced, she and her mother had moved around a lot. "Why do you say that?" she managed to get out although her throat tightened with buried pain she'd thought she had left behind her. But coming back to her hometown where she had lived for the first nine years of her life had been a mistake. How had she thought she wouldn't have to confront what had happened to Kevin? Of course, she hadn’t discovered Dr. Jacob Hartman’s involvement with the refuge until yesterday.

Andy averted his gaze, hanging his head again. "I just don't. I never have."

The pain produced from his declaration intensified, threatening her next breath. She slowly drew in a lungful of rich oxygen and some of the tension eased. "Then maybe we could work on it together. The staff at the refuge has been there since it opened last year. In fact, I just moved here last week." Cimarron City had been the only place that had resembled a home to her in her wayward life. She'd spent much more time here than any other place. Even while attending college, she'd moved several times. She wanted stability and had chosen the familiar town to be where she would put down roots. Maybe that was a mistake.

"You did?"

"Yep." She parked between the two houses she managed--still wanted to manage. This job had been a dream come true until she realized that Jacob Hartman was involved. "Up until recently, I'd been in school."

"Aren't you too old for that?"

Hannah grinned. "In your eyes, probably. I had to work my way through college as a waitress, which took longer than normal."

Andy tilted his head. "How old are you?"

"Don't you know you aren't supposed to ask a woman how old she is?" she said with a laugh, then immediately added when she saw the distress on his thin face, "But I'll tell you how old if you promise not to tell anyone. I'm twenty-nine."

"Oh," he murmured, as though that age really was ancient.

She almost expected him to say, "I'm sorry," but thankfully he didn't. Instead, he shoved open the door, slowly climbed from the van, and walked toward the house. Seeing him limp renewed her determination to do well in her first professional job, to help these children have a better life.

But she couldn't help thinking: her second day at work and a child in her care had broken a bone. Not good. She would make sure that Andy went to school if she had to escort him every day. She needed to let Laura and Peter Stone, the couple who ran the Henderson Foundation that funded the refuge, know that they were back and what happened with Andy. Hannah looked toward the main house off in the distance, on the other side of the freshly painted red barn.

The refuge was perfect for children who needed someone to care about them. At the moment there were two cottages, but the foundation for a third had been poured last week. The best part of the place was the fact it was on a ranch, not far from town. The barn housed abandoned animals that the children helped take care of. The wounded helping the wounded. She liked that idea.

Before she went in search of the couple, she needed to check on Andy and the other nine children in the house where she lived. Meg, her assistant at the cottage and the cook, should be inside since the kids had come home from school an hour ago.

Ten minutes later, after satisfying herself that everything was fine, Hannah trekked across the pasture toward the Stones’ place. When she passed in front of the large red double doors thrown open to reveal the stalls inside, she heard a woman's light laugh followed by a deeper one. She changed her direction and entered the coolness of the barn. In the dimness, she saw both Laura and Peter kneeling inside a pen with several puppies roughhousing on the ground in front of them.

"We're going to have a hard time not keeping these." Peter gestured toward the animals that had to be a mix of at least three different breeds.

Laura angled her head toward him. "What's another puppy or two or three when we have so many? They're adorable."

"Are you going blind, woman?"

"Okay, they're so ugly they're cute." Laura caught sight of Hannah and waved her to them. "Don't you think they're cute?"

Hannah inspected the black, brown and white puppies with an elongated squat body of a dachshund, a thick, wiry coat of a poodle and a curly tail and wrinkled forehead of a pug. Ugly was an understatement. "I can see their attraction."

Peter's laughter reverberated through the cavernous barn. "I meant that we would have a hard time finding homes for them since they are so--unattractive."

"But that's their appeal. They're different, and you and I love different." Laura stood, dusting off her jean clad knees.

He swept his arm in a wide arc, indicating the array of animals that had found a refuge at the ranch along with the children. "That's for sure."

Laura stepped over the low pen and approached Hannah. "I heard about Andy. Is he okay?"

"Yes. Broken left forearm. He told me he'd wanted to climb to the very top of that elm tree you have outside the barn."

Laura chuckled. "I've found my twins up there more than once." She glanced back at Peter. "Maybe we should cut it down."

"And rob the kids of a great tree to scale? No way! We'll just have to teach Andy the art of climbing."

"There's an art to climbing trees?" Hannah watched as Peter came up to Laura's side, draped his arm over her shoulder and cradled her against him. Wistfulness blanketed Hannah--a desire to have her own husband and family. She’d almost had that once when she’d married Todd. Would she ever have that kind of love again? A home she would stay in for more than a year?

"Of course. The first rule is to make sure you have good footing before you reach up. I'll talk with Andy."

"He's gonna be in a cast for a few months."

"When he's ready, I'll show him how to do it properly." Peter nuzzled closer to Laura.

"I'm sorry I didn't realize he wasn't on the school bus. If I had, he would--"

Laura shook her head. "Don't, Hannah. Boys will be boys. I have three, and believe me, I know firsthand there's little we can do when they set their minds to do something. I gather you took him to see Jacob."

The name stiffened Hannah’s spine. "Yes. He got Andy in to see Dr. Filmore who put the cast on him."

"We don't know what we would do without Jacob to take care of the children for free." Laura looked up at her husband, love in her eyes. "We've taken up more and more of his time as the refuge has grown."

"Wait until we open the third home. Before we know it, there’ll be eight more children for Jacob to take care of." Peter shifted his attention to Hannah. "That should be after the first of the year. Are you going to be ready for the expansion?"

"I'm looking forward to it. The more the merrier." By that time she would know how to deal with Jacob without her stomach tensing into a knot. And hopefully she would become good at masking her aversion because she could do nothing to harm the refuge.

"I knew there was a reason we hired you to run the place. I like that enthusiasm. I've got to check on a mare." Peter kissed his wife's cheek, then headed toward the back door.

"Don't blame yourself for Andy's accident." Laura pinned her with a sharp, assessing regard.

"I'm that obvious?"

"Yep." Laura began walking toward the front of the barn. "Kids do things. They get hurt. Believe me, I know with four children. The twins get into more trouble than five kids. I'm always bandaging a knee, cleaning out a cut."

Outside Hannah saw an old black car coming down the road toward them, dust bellowing behind the vehicle. As it neared her, Hannah glimpsed Jacob Hartman driving. Even with him wearing sunglasses, she knew that face. Would never forget that face. She readied herself mentally as the car came to a grinding stop and Jacob climbed from it.

In her last year in college she had discovered the Lord, but she didn't think her budding faith had prepared her to confront the man responsible for her brother's death.

 



 

Chapter One

Two months earlier

Cassie Winters spied him across the Event Hall at the Mossy Oak Inn where the dinner and fundraiser for the library expansion was being held. Her heartbeat increased at the sight of him just as it had when she’d been in his journalism class ten years ago. But instead of his usual jeans, blazer and tie, he was dressed in a black tuxedo. She’d never seen him in formal attire, but Dr. Jameson King had changed little over time. His dark brown hair still looked tousled and his tall, muscular build was still on the lean side.

“Cassie, are you listening?” Her friend, Jennifer Pappas, moved into Cassie’s line of vision. “Have you heard anything about the skeleton they found under the library sidewalk?”

“Who hasn’t? Everyone has been talking about it.” Cassie shivered.

Kate Brooks, another friend, sidled closer and lowered her voice, “I hate to think what happened to the woman. Do you think it was someone who attended Magnolia College?”

“I hope not. But there were some women who didn’t come to the reunion in June, who haven’t been heard from in years.” Cold, Cassie hugged her arms to her. “To think a murder happened ten years ago, not too far from here.” Murder on their quiet campus. The very thought unnerved her.

“To someone we may have known,” Jennifer added in her usual quiet voice.

Cassie scanned the crowd again, hoping to get another glimpse of Jameson King. Quinn Nelson, the assistant basketball coach, and Edgar Ortiz, the Assistant Director of Admissions, had joined him and Dr. Cornell Rutherford, the head of the English department. The coach patted Jameson on the back, then laughed at something Dr. Rutherford said.

Cassie started to look away when Jameson turned his head, and her gaze connected with his cobalt blue eyes. For a few seconds, and she experienced all over again the lure those eyes had for her.

He smiled at her. Heat scored her cheeks at being caught staring at him. He said something to Dr. Rutherford, then weaved his way through the crowd toward her.

 “Excuse me,” Cassie said to her two friends who were still discussing the recently found skeleton. “I see someone I haven’t had a chance to talk to yet.”

Kate laughed. “I see who’s heading this way. Although you didn’t major in journalism, I do believe he was your favorite teacher.”

“He was a lot of students’ favorite teacher.” Cassie brushed her hair behind her ears, a nervous habit she wished she could break.

“He still is. His classes are always full from what I hear.” Jennifer took a sip of her punch.

Cassie walked toward him before he had a chance to join the three of them. All she needed was an audience when she finally talked to him after all these years. She wondered what else he had been doing besides teaching. Her brother had kept her informed some since Jameson had been Scott’s college advisor, but she’d dared not ask her brother too many questions or she would have never heard the end of it. It was bad enough her friends kidded her about her college crush on her professor.

Jameson stopped in front of her. “Cassie, it’s so good to see you again.”

The other people crowded into the room faded away. Cassie offered a smile, clenching a glass of punch in her hand. “It’s good to see you, too. I wanted to tell you how sorry I was to hear about your wife’s death last year.”

One of his dark eyebrows rose. “You knew? It wasn’t common knowledge in Magnolia Falls.”
 

“As you know, Scott works for the Savannah paper, and he told me.” She remembered her surprise when her younger brother had called her about the news. Although Jameson had always worn a wedding ring, there had never been any evidence of a wife. All the students had speculated about the mysterious woman no one had ever seen. Some people had even wondered if a wife had really existed.

“How’s Scott doing? I haven’t talked to him lately.”

Suddenly she wanted to share her good news with someone who would care. She glanced around her, the press of people making a private conversation impossible. “I could use some fresh air. Care to join me for a walk?”

For a brief moment surprise widened his eyes before he said, “Sure.”

Cassie put her glass cup on a nearby table, then led the way toward the entrance. After Jameson opened the door for her, she stepped outside into the warm August evening, but the large live oaks dripping with Spanish moss offered a cool, private canopy over the stone path. She paused near some gardenia bushes. Their sweet, heavy fragrance laced the light breeze.

“Is something wrong with Scott?” Jameson came to her side, his expression etched with worry.

“Oh, no. I didn’t want to say anything inside, but I know you’re aware of Scott’s drinking problem. He has been sober for the past year. We went out to dinner the other night to celebrate his success.”

A smile lit Jameson’s face. “That’s wonderful news.”

“He owes you so much. Getting the job at the newspaper really helped him turn his life around after the accident. He wouldn’t have gotten it if you hadn’t contacted your friend there.”

“Scott landed the job on his own merit. I just gave him a reference. Your brother’s work was, is, excellent, and since he couldn’t play pro ball, what better job for him since he majored in journalism.”

Cassie glimpsed a stone bench nearby. “Do you want to sit?”

“No, let’s walk some. I’ve been sitting at the computer way too much lately.”

“I didn’t realize you held that many office hours.”

He started forward. “I’m working on another novel. I recently sold one.”

“Congratulations.” Cassie fell into step next to him on the path that led to the back of the inn. The sun brushed the tops of a line of pine trees on the west side of the property.

“Thanks. Since my wife’s death, I’ve had more time on my hands, and it was something I’ve always wanted to do.”

“Is this your first book?”

Jameson headed toward the small pond behind the inn. “Yes, well, my first work of fiction. I’ve written several academic books over the years.”

“Ah, yes. I remember you discussing one of them in class.”

“That was a long time ago.”

His voice sounded tired and matched a world-weary look in his eyes, prompting Cassie to peer at him as she stopped at the edge of the pond. “Twelve years. I was a sophomore the first time I took one of your classes. I believe that was your first year at the school.”

The blue of his eyes darkened, revealing a hint of vulnerability in his expression. He shifted away from her and stared at the ducks swimming on the water. A subtle tension hummed in the air.

“Dr. King?”

He blinked and focused on her face. “Sorry. I was just thinking about the past. And please call me Jameson. We’re no longer teacher and student.”

Weariness coated each of his words. She had a strong urge to comfort him but didn’t know how. He had always been such a private person.

Determined to interject some lightness into the conversation, Cassie said, “I was surprised you were here this evening. I’ve been back several times for functions at the college, but you’ve always been in hiding.” She would know because she’d always looked for him. “I guess now I know you’ve been madly composing the next American bestseller. Hemingway and Faulkner will have to move over for you.”

He chuckled, the dullness in his gaze vanishing. “Hardly. It’s a murder mystery. I hope a quick, entertaining read, but not a book anyone would proclaim a literary masterpiece. The truth is I don’t usually come to many events at the college.”

“What made you this time?”

He looked long and deep into her eyes, his head tilted to the side. “You know, I’m not sure. I hadn’t planned on it this morning, but I sold my book and wanted to celebrate. This seemed like as good a place as any.” The corners of his mouth formed a grin. “I’ve seen quite a few former students at this fundraiser. I have fond memories of your graduating class. Some of my best students were in it.”

Her pulse quickened. His gaze seared straight into her heart. “So our class was better than my brother’s?”

He laughed. “You can’t draw me into a family rivalry. I plead the fifth.”

His husky laughter wrapped around her, its sound wonderful to hear. She suspected he hadn’t laughed much lately, since his wife’s death. She fixed an impish smile on her face and widened her eyes in mock innocence. “Oh, I’d never do that to my baby brother.”

“Yeah, sure. I have an older sister. I know a few things about sibling rivalry.”

That was one of the few personal pieces of information she knew about him. He had always been an enigma, which was what probably drew her to him. She loved to solve puzzles—in fact, did the crossword in the newspaper every morning before starting her day. “Interesting. An older sister. Any other deep, dark secrets you want to share?”

Secrets? Jameson scrambled to keep his countenance neutral. For a brief time he’d forgotten. Cassie had that effect on him.

He turned away, staring at two ducks herding their babies up the slope on the other side of the pond. “Don’t we all have secrets?”

“I’m an open book.” She waggled her finger at him. “And I see what you’re doing. You’re answering a question with a question.”

He forced a grin. “Must be the journalist in me.”

“Have you ever been a reporter?”

“While I was working on my doctorate—years ago. You would have been just a baby at the time,” he said, needing to add the last sentence to remind him of their age difference.

“Yes, that’s right. You’re ancient.” Cassie tapped her chin. “Let’s see. You’re what? Ten? Twelve years older than I am? Definitely ancient.”

He chuckled. “Okay, you’ve made your point. I’m not that much older than you in years.” He left unsaid how much older he felt in experience. There was an innocence about Cassie that she’d retained even after ten years in the real world. He yearned for that and realized he’d never been that way, even as a child.

“Well, I’m glad we’ve got that settled. The next thing I know they’ll refuse to let me vote.”

“Most women would love to be thought of as younger than they are.”

“I’m not most women.”

That’s so true. He was tempted to discover what she’d been doing for the past ten years. When Scott had been in his class, he’d told him about Cassie working at a high school as a P. E. teacher and coaching gymnastics. But was she still doing the same thing? He started to ask and immediately stamped down his curiosity.

“We’d better go back inside before they send out a search party,” he said, instead of asking all the questions he wanted to know the answers to, questions he had no business asking.

“Dinner should be shortly. As usual Steff has outdone herself with the preparations.”

Jameson walked beside Cassie toward the door into the inn. “Steff Kessler was the perfect choice to be alumni director.”

At the entrance into the Event Hall Cassie turned toward him when he stopped. “Steff certainly has the connections. I think a third of the buildings at the college are named after someone in her family.” She started into the room, noticed he hadn’t followed and swung back around. “Aren’t you coming in?”

“I’m not staying for dinner.” He allowed his gaze to take in her black silk dress that fell in soft folds about her knees. She looked elegant and beautiful.

“Why not?” Disappointment furrowed her brow.

The urge to smooth the creases from her forehead inundated him, confirming his need to leave. “I’ve played hooky from writing long enough. Goodnight.” He pivoted and strode away before he could change his mind. Cassie was a delightful, intelligent woman. He didn’t need that complication in his life.

 


Title: Family Ever After

Paperback

Publisher: Steeple Hill (May 2008)

ISBN: 0373874804

Pages: 224

Chapter One

A clap of thunder vibrated the air. Cara Winters jumped at the sudden sound. Staring out the windshield of her blue Chevy, she could barely see the restaurant ten yards away. Sheets of gray rain hammered the packed parking. With a glance at the clock, noting it was twenty minutes after noon, she grabbed her umbrella on the seat next to her.

She hated being late. Again she studied the distance to the restaurant and noted a lessening in the intensity of the storm. If she hurried, she shouldn’t get too wet.

Clasping the handle, she readied herself for the mad dash. She shot out of the car, opening the umbrella as she slammed the door closed with her foot. Then she rushed toward The Ultimate Pizzeria, her total attention on the entrance.

Halfway across the parking lot, a blaring horn froze her. She pivoted toward the noise, her eyes growing round. A red sports car swerved to avoid her and splashed a puddle of water down her front. The wind caught her umbrella and turned it inside out. What the puddle of water didn’t get wet, the pouring rain did.

She sidestepped another small lake and continued her sprint to the restaurant. Maybe they had a towel—or several--she could use. Being drenched was a fitting end to her horrible morning.

As she reached to open the door, out of the corner of her eye she noticed the red sports car park in the back. She thought about waiting to give the driver a piece of her mind, but that would take time and energy she didn’t have.

Shivering from being cold and wet, she welcomed the warmth in the pizzeria as she scanned the tables for her son and Laura Stone. Her friend waved from the other side of the restaurant, and Cara quickly made her way to the table beside one of the large picture windows that faced the street.

“I’m sorry I’m late. The second interview, but I didn’t get the job. Either one.” Cara slipped into the chair across from Laura and smiled at Timothy whose mouth was full of a bread stick.

Her friend’s gaze widened. “I’m sorry about the jobs, but what happened to you? Did you go swimming? I know you’re new to town, but it’s only March and still cold in Cimarron City.”

“Funny. I’m laughing on the inside.”

“Seriously, what happened?” Laura dumped a packet of sugar into her iced tea and stirred it.

“I almost got run over in the parking lot, and the guy didn’t even bother to check and see if I was all right. What has happened to chivalry in this century?”

Timothy swallowed his food. “What’s chi—valry?”

“Hon, it’s about courage, honor and protecting the weak.”

“You aren’t weak, Mom.”

Cara chuckled. “No, but I am wet.” 

She noticed her friend’s gaze shift to something behind Cara. Before she had a chance to peer over her shoulder to see what had captured Laura’s attention, a thick terry cloth towel was dropped onto the table in front of her. She must really look bad if a stranger was giving her something to dry off with.

Cara twisted around in her chair to thank her rescuer. A tall, lean man with shaggy dark brown filled her vision. Her gaze traveled up his torso and came to light on the somber expression of the man who had nearly hit her. All words fled from her mind as she stared into his hazel eyes.

“Noah, when did you arrive? When I came in, they said you had a business meeting and had gone to your office.”

Cara heard her friend speaking to the man, but she couldn’t tear her gaze away. From the distance in the parking lot and the heavy rain, she hadn’t really gotten a good, up close look at him. Now she did, and he was probably the handsomest man she’d ever seen. Bar none! 

Averting his gaze from her, Noah grinned at Timothy and then Laura as he sat in an empty chair. “I just got here. I see you’re with the woman I nearly ran down.” He gave Cara an apologetic look, the corners of his mouth curving up while dimples appeared in his cheeks. “I’m very sorry. I didn’t see you between the parked cars. I would have stopped, but I didn’t want you to get wetter than you already were.”

Heat seared her face. She lowered her gaze and fastened it upon the towel. “Thanks for this.” She lifted it and wiped her damp hair and face.

“This is my friend, Cara Winters, and her son, Timothy, from St. Louis. She finally decided to take me up on my suggestion to move here.”

After greeting her son, the man held his hand out for Cara to shake. “Nice to meet you. I’m Noah Maxwell, the proprietor of this fine establishment. I know my armor is a tab bit tarnished, but I hope the towel and apology restore some faith in chivalry.”

Timothy giggled.

She paused in an attempt to make herself more presentable and draped the towel over the arm of the chair. She clasped his hand and shook it once before releasing it. Her fingers tingled from the warmth radiating from his hand. “You’re a friend of Laura’s husband, aren’t you?”

“Yeah, we’ve known each other for years. Peter, Jacob and I were foster brothers.”

“Ah, yes. I met Jacob and his wife yesterday.”

“How long have you been here?”

“Just a few days.”

Noah transferred his attention to Laura. “Why didn’t you say your friend was moving here? I know how long you’ve been wanting her to come.”

Cara folded her hands in her lap—tightly—to erase the warmth of his fingers about hers a moment ago, but she still felt the touch. “Not her fault. She didn’t know until the last minute. I finally sold my house and had been planning to move into an apartment in St. Louis.” She glanced at her son. “But both Timothy and I decided since we had to move why not come to Oklahoma. He missed Laura’s boys. They were buddies. And I missed Laura.”

“Cara is what I call a free spirit. When I asked her to come to Cimarron City, I extended an open-ended invitation, which I’m thrilled she finally accepted. I’d about given up on her moving here.” Laura leaned forward. “And we want to keep her here. She needs a job and a place to stay. Any suggestions?”

Noah scanned his restaurant. “Have you ever been a waitress? One of mine who works here will be going on maternity leave at the end of this week.”

Cara shook her head. Like Laura, she had been a wife, mother and homemaker with no skills beyond that. Not very marketable, she realized after the fifth interview with no hope of a job. She’d discovered that painfully in St. Louis the past year as well. “Unless you count waiting on your family at mealtime.”

“Close enough. You’re hired.”

Her mouth fell open. “Just like that?” She snapped her fingers and her lips closed.

Noah’s laughter spiced the air like the smells from the baking pizzas. “Yes. I need a temporary waitress. You need a job.”

“Don’t you have to check my references?” Even with her lack of experience in the work force, she knew that much.

Noah turned to Laura. “Will you vouch for your friend?”

“One hundred percent. You won’t get a better worker than her.”

Noah then shifted his attention to Timothy. “What do you say about your mom? Is she a good worker?”

“She’s the best!” Timothy scooped up another breadstick and took a bite.

Noah’s sharp, assessing gaze swiveled back to Cara. “There. I’ve checked your references. Do you want the job? I know it probably isn’t what you’re looking for, but it’s temporary until my waitress comes back in six weeks. The tips aren’t bad here, and it’ll give you some time to look for a different job.”

Two warm patches continued to flame her cheeks. She wasn’t used to a man looking at her with such intensity. Married right out of high school, she’d basically led a sheltered life where men were involved. “As long as you know I’ve never done anything like this.”

Noah rose. “I’m a risk taker. I think I can handle it. Can you start on Friday? The weekends are very busy around here. You might as well plunge right in.”

Three days. “Sure.” Thoughts flew through her mind. She had so much to do before she started the job. Enroll her son in school. Start looking for a place to live. She didn’t want to live off Laura’s—or anyone’s—charity for long.

“I’ll see you at eleven then on Friday.”

The quick smile that graced his mouth palpitated Cara’s heart. After he left, she said, “Once I get past the fact he almost ran me down with his car, he’s a charmer.”

“Noah is a dear friend. He’s very charming and kind, but he has left a string of broken hearts in Cimarron City.”

Cara straightened, lining up her fork and knife next to her plate. “You don’t need to worry about me.”

“Mom, I need to go to the bathroom.”

Cara began to rise.

“I’m eight. I can go by myself.”

“Sure, hon. You see where it is?”

He nodded and left.

When he disappeared inside the restroom, Cara swung back to her friend. “Just because I said Noah Maxwell was charming, doesn’t mean I’m interested, Laura. Being married once was enough for me. My son and I are happy the way things are.” If she said it enough, surely she would begin to believe it.

“It seems the last year I was in St. Louis all we talked about were my problems. You haven’t talked much about your marriage to Tim.”

Although the sentence wasn’t really a query, Cara glimpsed the question in her friend’s eyes. “It’s not a secret we were talking about divorcing before he became sick. I couldn’t leave him when that happened. I’m not even sure I could have if he’d remained healthy.” Her husband’s long illness had wiped out their savings and what little life insurance he had went to finish paying off his medical bills and to give her some time to figure out what to do with her life. But she still didn’t know what that was.

A waitress brought a large Canadian bacon pizza and placed it in the middle of the table. After she left with Cara’s drink order, Laura said, “I took the liberty of ordering. Timothy seemed to think you wouldn’t mind.”

The aroma wafting to Cara made her mouth water. “Not one bit. I’m starved. I got out of your house this morning so fast I didn’t even get a cup of coffee. Thankfully I didn’t yawn through the interviews.”

“Noah’s pizzas are fabulous even if I’m a little partial.”

Cara surveyed the busy restaurant, noticing Timothy weaving his way back to them. “It’s a good thing I like pizza since I’ll be working here at least for the time being. Now all I have to do is find a place to live with my son.”

“You’ve got one for the time being. My house.”

“I can’t impose for long. You already have too many people under one roof.”

“The more the merrier, I say. Remember I chose to have four children, so I’m accustomed to a lot of people around.” Laura grinned. “Besides, soon our new addition will be finished and we’ll have two more bedrooms.”

“No, this is important. I have to make it on my own. I hope you understand.” She couldn’t make the same mistake again of depending on someone else to rescue her.

Laura fixed her with a kind look. “I understand perfectly. You remind me of myself this time two years ago when I first came to Cimarron City.” She took a slice of pizza. “But remember you aren’t alone. The Lord is with you and so are your friends.”

If only it were that simple. Cara picked up her own piece to eat while Timothy reseated himself. Her son had to be her main focus now.

* * *

Two days later, Cara stretched as far as she could on the second to the top rung of an eight-foot ladder, leaning against an oak’s trunk. “Kitty. Here, kitty. You’ve got to take this. You won’t get well if you don’t take it.” Although, by the way this tomcat scampered up the tree, it appeared as though he was healthier than everyone thought.

Cara held a treat between her forefinger and thumb and waved it toward him. The overweight cat, sitting on the branch above her, let out a protesting whine. Obviously this feline was too smart to fall for the hidden pill inside the moist delicacy.

She glanced at the top rung and decided there was no way she would go that extra step for the tomcat. She was high enough off the ground as it was. When she looked back at the animal, entrenched in his safe spot, the cat sprang himself at her. She flung up her arm to protect her face. The action caused the ladder to rock back. For a second it teetered in mid-air, and then suddenly Cara plunged toward the hard ground.

Masculine arms caged her against the wooden rungs, but the ladder’s backward momentum was too much. She continued to fall, taking her rescuer with her. His body cushioned her impact. A grunt exploded from his lips, blasting hot air near her ear, at the same time, muddy water splashed up, drenching her and the person under her.

One of the slats hit her forehead as the traitorous ladder came to rest on top of her and her mysterious protector.

“Okay?”

The deep timbre of his voice washed over her much like the puddle. She gripped the ladder and shoved it off her, embarrassment making her unusually strong, it seemed.

“Yes. How about you?”

He lifted her up a few inches and sucked in several deep breaths. “Now I am.”

She scrambled to the side and rotated toward her rescuer. The color in her cheeks had to have deepened to a scarlet red, if the warmth suffusing her face was any indication, and she was glad that the muddy water covered her mortification.

“I guess you attract puddles,” Noah said as he scooted back out of the muddy water, which was mostly on them now.

She pushed her wet hair back from her face and wiped her hands across her cheeks. “One of my finer abilities.”

His chuckles resonated through Laura’s backyard. “I’m not sure I want to know about any others.” He rose in one liquid motion and presented his hand to help her stand.

On her feet she saw how totally soaked she was. Far worse than a few days ago when she had first met Noah Maxwell. “I don’t think a towel will help this time.”

He glanced down his body. “You think?” When he reestablished eye contact with her, amusement glittered in his hazel depths. “Where is everyone?”

“Peter is at the barn. Laura and the children are at the cottages, making plans for tomorrow.”

“Tomorrow?”

“The last day of freedom, as Laura’s son told me, before they have to go back to school.”

Puzzlement beetled his brow.

“Last day of spring break and the first day of my new job.”

“Ah, I see. I would think Sean would be looking forward to going back. He only has a few more months and he will graduate.”

“Top of his class as Laura is eager to point out.”

“Yeah, he’s come a long way from two years ago.”

“A lot can happen in two years.” As she well knew. Her life had fallen apart and everything familiar was gone. “Can I help you?”

“Why were you on the ladder?”

Cara glanced up into the branches of the oak and found the fat feline perched on another limb, watching her like the Cheshire cat. “I told Peter I would give Moose his antibiotic. One of the animals was having babies, I think, and he needed to be there.”

“And the poor momma probably doesn’t want him anywhere near her, but Peter likes to make sure everything is all right. He lost a dog and a litter of puppies because there were complications last year. So now he personally oversees any birthing that he knows about.” Noah walked toward the hose near the deck and turned the tap.

“That could be exhausting, especially during the spring.”

“That’s Peter. All or nothing. Actually that pretty well describes Jacob and me, too. Paul, our foster father, taught us well.” He cleaned himself as best as he could under the circumstances, then offered Cara the water.

“Thanks, but I’m thinking a shower is more in line.”

“If only.”

“The least I can do is bring you a towel.”

“Tit for tat?”

She smiled and mounted the steps of the deck. “It’s dangerous to be around me. I’ll get one and be right back.”

Noah watched Cara disappear inside. Where in the world had that comment about being an all or nothing kind of guy come from? Along with knocking the breath from him, she must have rattled his brain when she landed on him. He tried to think what it was about her that--

“Here you go.”

She appeared in front of him while he obviously had been in a stupor since he hadn’t heard her approach. “Oh, yes, thanks.”

“See you tomorrow,” she said as she went back into the house.

He began drying his hair and immediately the image of her doing that a few days before popped into his head. She’d definitely rattled him. She wasn’t at all like the women he dated casually. There was nothing memorable in her plain features—certainly nothing that would attract him. Especially because he never was interested in single mothers. Children and he did not mix.

* * *

One week on the job and Cara’s feet still ached from standing so much. And tonight would be extra long because she would help close the restaurant for the first time. In the bathroom she slapped some water on her face, then washed her hands before heading back into the dining area to finish the last hour of her shift.

At least the tips were good. Pulling her pad out of her apron pocket to take an order, she again approached the table of three college-aged men. She pasted a smile on her face although it was an effort to keep it in place after her last encounter with them.

“You all ready to order?” She positioned herself a little farther away than usual to avoid the roaming hands of one of the customers.

“What did you say?” The massively built young man with rippling biceps who had been extra friendly slurred his words, making them run together. He bent toward her and nearly fell out of his chair.

Blasted with the scent of alcohol, she stepped back. “Are you ready to order?”

“You don’t have to shout.” He straightened, tossing back his head so hard his blond curls bounced.

Lord, patience is usually one of my strong suits, but this Friday night must have brought out the worst, and they all sat in my area of the restaurant.

Cara moved in closer to the table, sidling toward the tall, thin young man sitting opposite the blond giant. “Do you all need more time to look over the menu?”

The young man brushed back a curl that fell onto his forehead. “What do you think, Brent? Jeremy? This lil’--lady isn’t being too friendly. Do we order or leave?”

“I ain’t all that hungry. Let’s go find a bar that’s open,” the one called Jeremy said across from Cara, his words garbled as though he had a mouth full of pebbles.

“Bring us our bill.” The blond waved his hand in the air. “We’re leaving. We need to do some celebrating and you’re putting a damper on our festivities.” His voice rose with each sentence spoken.

Since all she had done was bring them glasses of water, she said, “There is no bill.” She started to walk away, not sorry they were going, even if that meant the restaurant lost some business.

Fingers clamped about her wrist and halted her progress. She glared at the blond giant. “Take your hand off me.”

 


Title: Forsaken Canyon

Paperback

Publisher: Steeple Hill (October 2008)

ISBN-10: 0373443099

ISBN-13: 978-0373443093

Pages: 224

 

Prologue

The Guardian wished he hadn’t been forced to do this, but someone had to save Kit from her fiancé. She was just too naïve and trusting.

Comfortably hidden in the shut-off balcony of the church, he lined up his sights on the rifle and aimed for the man’s heart. The sounds of the wedding march reverberated through the large nave. With precision and preparation he would succeed, and one day she would thank him.

Her fiancé stood on the steps to the altar, facing the center aisle. The smile the man gave Kit—as though he really loved her--chilled the Guardian. She deserved so much better.

Calmness descended as he adjusted his grip, checking his target. The sight of her nearing her fiancé prompted him into action. Taking a deep breath, he held it while fingering the trigger.

This is for you, Kit. He squeezed off the shot.

 

Chapter One

Kit Sinclair bolted straight up in bed, darkness pressing in on all sides. Her lungs burned as she dragged air into them. The sound of her heart pounding in her ears like the roar of a powerful storm.

Just another nightmare. I’m safe in my bedroom.

But the thought didn’t assuage the terror that constricted her chest as if she were standing in front of the altar right now. She could still see the red stain fanning outward on her fiancé’s snowy white shirt and Gregory’s hand reaching out to her. The screams in the church resounded through her mind. The scent of her fiancé’s blood filled her nostrils as though she were still holding his body clutched to her.

Will I ever be free of the memories, Lord?

She raked a wavering hand through her sweat damp hair then reached for the lamp on her bedside table. After two failed attempts, she finally managed to pull the chain, and a soft glow flooded the black recesses of her room. But her mind still remained in the clutch of darkness, had since the day her fiancé had been murdered right in front of her two years ago.

Glancing at her clock, she noted the time and realized she’d only gotten a few hours of sleep. She flipped back the sheet and climbed from the bed. She might as well work since she had to get up early anyway to make her meeting in Santa Maria Pueblo this morning.

Thankfully she had something to concentrate on other than her past. She could do nothing about what had happened, but she could prove her theory was right, hopefully with the help of Zach Collier’s cousin. If not she would find another way. Her job at the college depended on it.                    

* * *

Hawke Lonechief finished the dregs of his coffee and motioned for Anna, the owner of the café and his cousin, to refill it. "I’m gonna need it this morning."

"Another all-nighter?"

"How can you tell?" Hawke took a tentative sip of the black brew, relishing its strong flavor, just the way he liked it, no sugar, no cream.

"Cousin, we grew up together. I know when you haven’t gotten any sleep. Do you ever see your mother?"

"Sure, we had dinner together two nights ago." And his mother had basically read him the riot act although in her case it was mainly said with her usual few words. She was worried about him, but his work held the haunting memories at bay.

"You’re the chief of police so why are you doing everything down at the station? What are the other officers for?"

Hawk shrugged. "What’s wrong with working?"

"Nothing, if in moderation. But you don’t know the meaning of the word."

He grinned. "Sure I do. It means steering clear of any excesses. I don’t have time for excesses."

"You don’t call practically living at the station an excess?" She fluttered her hand in the air. "Nope. Don’t answer that. I never could change your mind while we were growing up. I don’t know why I even waste my breath trying to now."

"I’m responsible for the safety and well being of thousands of people. I don’t take that responsibility lightly."

"And you shouldn’t, but what about your mother? Have you left Aunt Evelyn to fend for herself on the ranch?"

Stung by the rebuke of his well-meaning cousin, Hawke straightened in the booth and cupped the mug between his hands while he drank some more coffee. "Charlie’s wife got sick. Somebody had to take care of his small children. I couldn’t ask him to take his usual shift last night."

Anna wagged her head. "There’s always something with you. Go home. Get some sleep." She sent him a quizzical look. "You are going home, aren’t you?"

"Yes, I am as soon as I meet with someone. Then home it is."

"Good because that ranch is too much for Aunt Evelyn alone."

"That’s why I hired some more help."

"Who?"

"Lighthorse’s oldest son, John."

"Good. He’s reliable. She needs someone who is."

"Ouch." The persistent reproach in Anna’s voice needled Hawke. "As I told you, I have responsibilities I can’t shirk."

"I know and we appreciate it. Crime is down at the pueblo since you took over as police chief. But we both know what this is really about."

The door to the café opened, and a petite woman with long blond hair tied back in a ponytail entered. Hawke zeroed in on her rather than continue the conversation with Anna because there was no way he would get into a discussion with her about that.

The attractive woman scanned the tables and booths until she found him and then immediately headed in his direction. As he watched her move with assurance and economy, alarm bells bells he usually listened to--went off in his mind. What had possessed him to agree to meet with this woman? He should have told his cousin, Zach, no.

Behind the pleasing features, he glimpsed a woman on a mission. The determined set to her chin and the focused look in her blue eyes alerted him to be wary. He didn’t need trouble. He’d had enough of that to last him two lifetimes.

Exhausted from no sleep in twenty-four hours, Hawke tried to paste a semblance of a smile on his face in greeting. Once he made a commitment he didn’t back out no matter how much he wanted to. The corners of his mouth twitched in protest. He gave up and rose instead.

"Dr. Kit Sinclair?"

"Yes, you must be Zach’s cousin, Hawke Lonechief." She grinned and took his hand to shake.

The brief, firm exchange didn’t relieve the tension building in his gut. He waved his arm toward the seat across from him. "Please sit."

After she slipped into the booth, Anna, who had been hovering on the side observing the meeting with more interest than Hawke would like, approached. "What can I get for you?"

"I’ve heard great things about your coffee here at the café from Zach Collier. That’s all I need." That and the man across from me to agree to be my guide to Desolation Canyon.

"You know Zach?"

"I’m a professor of history at the Albuquerque City College. We have worked together on a few projects."

"Science and history working together?" The waitress poured a mug full of the wonderfully fragrant coffee.

"Thank you." Kit lifted the cup to her mouth and drew in a deep breath of the aroma, one of the best smells in the world especially when she had tried to avoid sleeping as much as possible. She could use the whole pot after the night before. "I helped Zach with some of the history behind his Aztec codices, at least the part that involved the Spanish conquistadors. That’s one of my specialties."

Normally she wouldn’t go into so much detail except that she wanted the man across from her to know the information. Zach had told her Hawke Lonechief was the best person to help her, possibly the only one. He knew every square foot of Santa Maria Pueblo, and he could survive where most people couldn’t. The place she wanted to go to wasn’t called Desolation Canyon without reason. It was a hard, rough, barren land.

Like your life. The thought came unbidden into her mind. She shoved it away.

After the waitress left, Kit lounged back against the cushion, trying to relax her taut muscles. Even running through the mental relaxation technique a friend had taught her did nothing to alleviate the stress mounting in her as she got closer to discovering if her theory was right or not. Nor was imagining herself on top of a mountain, looking out over a beautiful vista right before the sun went down doing the trick not when dark brown eyes studied her with an intensity that stole her breath, her composure.

She did her own survey of the man. He was dressed in tan slacks and shirt with an emblem indicating he was a tribal police officer. His short black hair surprised her. She had pictured him with long hair on the hour drive from Albuquerque. What else would surprise her?

"Now that we have finished sizing each other up, why do you need a guide? Zach didn’t tell me much. Just that you two worked together and you were a friend." Hawke finished his coffee and set it on the table.

Direct. She liked that. "I’m looking for evidence of the Lost City of Gold."

"Who isn’t? But at Santa Maria Pueblo? I don’t think so."

The territorial tone of his voice warned her this might not be an easy sell. "I think there was a lot of truth to the legend that sent Coronado all over the Southwest looking for it. Working with Zach and what I discovered while in Spain researching the topic for my dissertation has only reinforced my conviction, which has grown the past several years."

One corner of Hawke’s mouth hitched up. "Sure. Who wouldn’t want to find a place so full of gold that all your worries would be taken care of."

She stiffened at his mocking tone, but she realized after all this time the tale did sound farfetched. "I think there was a place that prompted the legend, but I’m not saying it exists today as it did five hundred years ago or that it was as grand as the story said. If it did, it probably would have been discovered."

He folded his arms on the table and leaned forward. "Do you make it a habit to go around telling people you’re looking for the Lost City of Gold?"

"No, she said with a chuckle. They would think I was mad."

"Are you?"

"No, sorry to disappoint you. I’m perfectly sane. But I need a guide, and Zach said you were the best, that you helped him and Maggie last year with the Aztec codices. I trust Zach’s opinion."

"So you trust me?"

"Yes." Did she have a choice?

"You shouldn’t." His almost black gaze drilled into her.

"If there is a City of Gold out there and you’re looking for it, I wouldn’t trust anyone. People do a lot of nasty things for money."

"To put your mind at rest, I haven’t advertised the fact in the Albuquerque newspaper."

"That’s comforting because after what Zach, Maggie and myself, to a lesser degree, went through last year because of the codices, I would hate to see that happen to you."

She inclined her head. "I’m touched by your concern."

"If something happened to you at Santa Maria Pueblo, I would have to deal with it. That’s my job, not being a tour guide."

His usage of the word tour stung Kit. "I wouldn’t require much of your time. And of course, I would pay for that time. I estimate five or six days to confirm if the remains of the Spanish mission is what I’m looking for."

For a few seconds any emotion in his expression disappeared. Then a relentlessness scored his features. Tension vibrated the air as he drew himself up, his large presence commanding. "Where do you expect to find these ruins?"

"It’s the one you found a few years ago in Desolation Canyon. Zach told me about it a month ago when we were working on some background information for the new exhibit at the museum." As she spoke, his expression turned to fury as though a storm had swept into the café. "This didn’t bode well for what she wanted. Can you give me a few days of your--"

"No. I can’t." He surged to his feet and tossed down some dollars. "Good bye, Dr. Sinclair."

As he stalked to the exit, Kit held her hands over the lukewarm coffee, trying to draw any warmth she could from it because the temperature in the restaurant had definitely dropped twenty degrees in the past minute.

Desolation Canyon was in such a remote part of the reservation that few people visited there and not usually because they wanted to, but why had he reacted like that? Did he know something about the canyon she didn’t?

Making a quick decision, she hurriedly paid for her drink and followed him outside. She had to know what she was getting into, because if he wouldn’t guide her, she would have to find someone who would. This was too important and could be a huge boost to her career.

Kit caught him scrambling into his Jeep. "Mr. Lonechief," she called out from across the small parking lot on the side of the café.

He glanced at her and slammed his door shut. The next thing she heard was the roar of the engine. Brazenly she shot out in front of his vehicle before he put it into drive and blocked his path. He scowled as she came around to his window, her hand at all times on his Jeep as if she would cling to it if he sped away.

“What’s the problem with Desolation Canyon?”

He quirked an eyebrow. “Besides being isolated, ruggedly harsh and not the latest tourist destination?”

“I know it won’t be an easy hike. But there’s something you aren’t telling me.”

He firmed his mouth into an even deeper frown. “Stay away from there.”

“Why?” She leaned toward him, her hands braced against his door.

A nerve in his jaw jerked. He stared forward for the longest moment, then muttered, “My wife died in that canyon. Now if you’ll excuse me, Dr. Sinclair, I’ve been up all night and need some sleep.” Hawke pointedly peered at her hands still on his Jeep door.

His revelation stunned her. It took a few seconds for a question to form in her mind. “How? What happened?”

Anger hardened his clenched jaw. He revved his engine.

“Will you at least recommend another guide?”

His expression blanked, leaving no indication of what he was thinking or feeling visible. “No.”

“You can’t be the only guide available!” She stepped back because the scorch of his look dared her to continue preventing him from leaving. She was only brave to a point.

“Stay away from there.” Hawke threw the black Jeep into drive and screeched out of the parking lot.

Weary, she closed her eyes for a few seconds. When she opened them, his vehicle had vanished from her view. He must have broken a few laws getting away from her. If she weren’t so desperate for help, she would laugh about what just happened or cry at his revelation. But a couple of years ago she had determined emotions wouldn’t rule her life—ever again.

Her career was everything to her now. She was a researcher, more at home in the library surrounded by books, delving into the mysteries of the past through the written word. She couldn’t believe she had actually stood in front of his car to stop him from leaving. A woman of action had never been a description of her.


Title: A Texas Thanksgiving

Paperback

Publisher: Steeple Hill - Love Inspired (Nov 2008)

ISBN: 0373875045

Pages: 224

 

Chapter One

“Am I glad you are finally here, Julia. I need help!” Olga Terenkov, dressed in a jean skirt, a leather vest, cowboy boots and large pieces of turquoise jewelry, planted herself in front of Julia Saunders.

“What’s the problem?” Julia placed her cherry pie on the dessert table.

“Too many pets. When I decided to have Show and Pet for the children, I never thought they would bring everything from a boa to a pig! Those are not pets!” In her exasperation, Olga’s Russian accent became heavier.

“And my daughter just brought a goldfish.” Julia peered around the grief counselor to search for Ellie among the crowd of parishioners at the church picnic. Her daughter had raced toward her friends the second she’d climbed from the car. Ellie stood in the middle of a group of children showing them her new and only pet, swimming in it plastic bowl.

Leading a pony, a little girl with light brown shoulder length hair joined the group of kids. Her daughter immediately latched onto the cute animal, holding her small fishbowl in one hand and stroking the pony with the other. Ellie, even though she was only five, had wanted to learn to ride ever since they had arrived at Prairie Springs from Chicago four months ago. Julia was sure she would hear about her daughter’s renewed longing later that night.

Olga gestured toward the newest arrival. “See! Next someone will bring a rat.”

“What can I do to help?”

“I need someone to get the Show and Pet organized, be in charge. I thought all we would have were a few cats and dogs. Where are the normal pets?” The older woman threw her arms up in the air. “I’ve got Paige’s dad to help, too. I need all the animals moved over there.” Olga pointed toward an area roped off with a few temporary pens set up. “Can you do that for me?”

“I was supposed to help Anna with the food.”

“Oh, she’s got more than enough with David, Caitlin and Steve. See!” Olga fluttered her hand toward the end of the long tables.

“Then sure. I’d be happy to help with the pets.” This from a woman who had never had a pet, except now a low maintenance goldfish. Julia spied her friend, Anna, giving instructions to a small army of volunteers and wished she could take back her words. She would be better handling the food.

“Who’s Paige’s dad?” Julia asked, still learning all the children’s names. This was only her third Sunday attending Prairie Springs Christian Church.

“You see that handsome cowboy over there?” Olga nodded her head in the direction of the group of children Ellie was in the midst of. “That’s Paige’s dad, Evan Paterson.”

Julia found the man Olga indicated. He looked like the perfect Texan cowboy in an ad campaign. His image had plagued her dreams since she’d first glimpsed him from across the room at Ellie’s elementary school. Her daughter had talked about Paige, but Julia hadn’t realized the connection between Ellie’s classmate and the tall, lean man with sandy brown hair and the bluest eyes she’d ever seen. 

“I’m surprised you don’t know him. Paige and Ellie are in the same kindergarten class. That’s Paige with your daughter. She brought the pony.”

For a few seconds Julia studied the little girl, who had befriended her daughter, before she again found herself zeroing in on the Texan cowboy. “I saw him at Back to School Night a few weeks ago, but we didn’t meet. I didn’t realize he went to this church.”

“He goes to the early service, and don’t you attend the late one?”

“Yes.”

“Well, then I will introduce you two, and you can start getting that menagerie under control.” Olga spun around and moved toward the group of children.

Julia heaved a sigh and followed. Every alarm bell in her went off the nearer she came to the kids and Evan Paterson. There was something about the man that reminded her of—

“Evan, I want you to meet Julia Saunders. I’ve talked her into helping you with the animals.”

He pivoted toward them, tipping back his black cowboy hat, his mouth cocked in a grin. “Pleased to meet you, ma’am.”

“Likewise.” Julia fit her hand in his and shook it. His firm, self-assured grip left a warmth on her palm that she couldn’t quite ignore.

“I’ll leave you two to work this,” Olga swept her arm across the scene in front of them, “out before we have animals running loose all over the place. Now I wish I had gotten more pens.”

At that moment one of the Mayhew twins let go of her large dog’s leash while turning her attention to the pony. The black Lab darted through the group of children and made a beeline for the food table. Quick, as if he was used to roping dogs, Evan leaped forward and snatched up the end of the leash. The Lab came to a grinding halt a few feet away from the desserts.

Olga clapped. “Very good. For a second I thought we were at a rodeo.”

Julia chuckled at the “aw shucks” look that appeared in Evan’s eyes and the touch of color that brushed lightly across his cheeks.

He lowered the brim of his hat to shield his expression and gave the leash back to the little girl. “Josie, keep a tight rein on your dog.”

Before Julia could say anything, Evan put his two fingers in his mouth and trilled an ear-piercing whistle that silenced the clamor. “I need everyone to get their pets and moved over there.” He pointed toward the corded off area.

Olga leaned close and whispered to Julia, “That’s his military training. A cowboy in uniform. You can’t go wrong there.”

Then Olga hurried away, leaving Julia speechless for a good minute. She’d heard from Anna about her mother’s “little matchmaking” schemes, and now Julia was sure she had become the object of one. Little did Olga know that she wasn’t in the market for anything that looked remotely like romance.

When Julia swung her attention back to the problem at hand, she realized she was standing by herself while all the pets and children headed toward the area Evan had indicated. He was more organized than she was.

“That man doesn’t need any help,” she muttered to herself and started forward.

Julia came up behind Evan. “Reporting for duty.” She curled her hand to keep from saluting.

After directing his daughter and her pony to one of the pens, he wheeled around, pushing his cowboy hat up on his forehead to reveal the amusement in his eyes. “It’s hard to get away from something that was a part of my life for years. When faced with overwhelming odds, I always fall back into my military training.”

“And come out fighting?”

His laughter peppered the air, the crinkles at the corners of his eyes that gave him character deepening. “I was a sergeant and used to giving orders to the men in my unit.”

“Then if you’ve got everything under control, I’ll go help Anna with the food.”

“And disappoint Olga?”

“Then you know what she’s up to.”

“I’ve known Olga for quite some time. She can be a steamroller, a sweet one but nevertheless a determined one, too. I find it easier to go along until she is out of view.”

Uncomfortable with the topic of their matchmaking, Julia searched for a safer subject to discuss. “So you’ve been a member of this church for a while?”

“Yes and you’re new. How long have you been attending? This is the first time I’ve seen you here.”

“Three weeks. I tried out some other churches in Prairie Springs, but this one fits my spiritual needs.”

“Help! I’ve lost my kitten!” a little boy shouted.

The twenty-pound “kitten” jumped over a rabbit’s cage and landed on the pig’s back, sending it charging forward. The cat continued its trek through the animals, causing a mutt and a German shepherd to chase after it while dragging their owners. After scurrying up a nearby oak, the pet that started the chaos perched on a top limb, staring at the dogs barking at the bottom of the tree. A picture of the cat in Alice in Wonderland popped into her mind.

Shaking the image from her thoughts, Julia hurried into the melee. She intended to calm the children who still had control of their pets while Evan waded through the dogs at the oak, grabbed the collar of first the mutt then the German shepherd and hauled them to their waiting owners.

Cradling the fishbowl in her lap, Ellie sat next to Paige. Both girls giggled.

Julia stopped in front of her daughter. “I’m glad someone thinks this is funny.”

Ellie put her hand over her mouth in an attempt to contain her laughter. “Taylor did that on purpose. He wanted to see what would happen, Mommy. He thought the dog was funny earlier.”

Julia knelt by her daughter and Paige. “Can I count on you two to help me?” After both girls nodded, she continued. “Paige, put your pony into the first pen while I get the pig into the second one.”

“What about my goldfish?” Ellie still held her bowl.

“I don’t think we have to worry about your fish getting away. You can set it up on something high enough the other animals won’t bother it.” Julia smoothed Ellie’s brown wavy hair back from her face. “Honey, if you and Paige can get all the kids with dogs over there,” Julia pointed toward a roped off place at the far end, “that would be a big help.”

“When is show and pet gonna start?” Paige tugged on her pony’s reins.

“When we have some kind of control on the situation.” Julia prayed those weren’t her famous last words concerning this activity.


Title: What Sarah Saw

Paperback

Publisher: Steeple Hill - Love Inspired  Suspense (Jan 2009)

ISBN: 0373443226

Pages: 224

Prologue

A patrol car was parked on Main Street in front of Farley’s Pawn Shop. Approaching her office across the street, Dr. Jocelyn Gold shivered in the cool January air, remembering the same scene only five days before—when Earl Farley had been found dead, an apparent suicide, in his office right below his apartment on the second floor.

Was the sheriff’s department completing its investigation into Earl’s death? Sheriff Bradford Reed hadn’t been very supportive when Earl died, but then the Farley’s didn’t belong to the elite of Loomis. After the deputy left, she’d called Leah, Earl’s wife, to offer to come over if she needed someone to talk to.

She pushed her door open and entered, hoping everything was all right with Leah, who had instantly renewed their friendship when she’d first come to town nine months ago. Quickly Jocelyn crossed to the window and opened the blinds to allow sunlight to pour into the room. After being gone for two days to speak at a conference in New Orleans on counseling children who were victims of crime, the musty smell of a closed office accosted her.

The blinking light on her phone drew her attention. When she played her messages, Leah’s voice blared from the speaker, “Jocelyn, I need to see you. I’ve made a mess of everything. I’ll catch you when you get back tomorrow.”

Her neighbor’s frantic tone heightened Jocelyn’s concern. She placed a call to Leah’s apartment. What was going on? A new development in Earl’s death?

Please, Leah, pick up.

On the fifth ring a gruff-sounding man answered with, “Hello.”

The rough voice snatched any words from Jocelyn’s mind for a few seconds.        

“Who’s this?” the man demanded.

She tightened her hand around the receiver. “Dr. Jocelyn Gold. Who is this?” she asked with as much authority as she could muster.       

“Sheriff Reed. Why are you calling, Dr. Gold?”       

“Leah’s a friend. What happened? Is she all right?” 

“We don’t know. She’s disappeared.”          

Jocelyn jerked up straight. “Disappeared? When? I saw her on Friday right before I left.” Her friend had urged her to go and speak at the conference, that she had Shelby and Clint to support her while Jocelyn was gone a few days.           

“She’s been gone hardly a day.”        

“Foul play?”   

“Don’t know. Her brother seems to think so.”          

Jocelyn instantly thought of Leah’s three-year-old daughter. “Where’s Sarah?”     

“Clint Herald has her.”          

Leah’s brother had her daughter. Relief trembled through Jocelyn. “You might want to come listen to my recorder. She left me a message. She sounded frightened.”     

“You’re at your office?”        

Jocelyn sagged back against her oak desk, all energy draining from her. “Yes. I’ll be here catching up on some paperwork.”   

“I’ll stop by after I’ve finished up here.”      

Even after the sheriff hung up, Jocelyn held the phone to her ear for a few extra seconds. Where’s Leah? Is she okay? Does this have something to do with Earl taking his own life?          

In spite of Leah’s urging, I shouldn’t have gone. If I had been here, maybe she wouldn’t be missing. I let her down.

She’d come back to Loomis to get away from crime. When she’d worked with the New Orleans police as a consultant dealing with traumatized children, the stress made her long for a more laid-back place to live and a job where she wasn’t bombarded constantly with the horrors people could do to children.      

Memories she refused to think about inundated her with the suddenness of a summer thunderstorm sweeping in from the Gulf of Mexico. She couldn’t hold them at bay. Legs quivering, she slid down the front of the desk to the hardwood floor.

I let someone else down and he died. Please don’t let it be happening again. A tear slipped from one eye and rolled down her cheek. She swiped it away, determined not to revisit her past. But the images of the lost child—and her friend Leah—haunted her.

 

Chapter One

Several hours later, Jocelyn dropped her pen, her hand aching from writing up her clients' notes in their files. Glancing toward the window, she saw the patrol car still in front of the pawnshop. She stood, stretching her arms above her and rolling her head to ease the tension in her neck.

A knock sounded and sent her whirling around toward the door. She stared at it, not moving an inch. This time someone pounded against the wood, prodding her forward. She hurried from her office into the reception area and peered out the peephole. The sight of Sam Pierce stunned her. She hadn't seen him in months—not since she'd worked that child kidnapping in New Orleans with him. It hadn't ended well, and they hadn't parted on good terms.

Sam pivoted to leave. Quickly Jocelyn unlatched the lock and pulled the door open.

Halting, the over six-foot FBI agent glanced back at her. Dressed in a black suit with a red tie, dark hair cut short, he fixed her with his intense stare, his tanned features making a mockery of the cool January weather.

"Jocelyn, it's good to see you again."

The formality in his voice made her wonder if he was only trying to be polite.

"I'd like to have a word with you. Sheriff Reed said that Leah Farley left a message on your answering machine. I'd like to listen to it."

"The FBI is working Leah's disappearance?"

"Yes." He took a step forward, forcing her to move to the side to allow him into the office.

"Really. I got the impression from the sheriff that he didn't think Leah had met with foul play. I'm surprised he requested your assistance."

"The mayor did. I don't believe the sheriff was too happy, but he's cooperating."

"Good, because I don't think Leah would run away and leave her daughter behind. She adores her."

"So you knew her well. Professionally or personally?" He wore a no-nonsense facade as if they hadn't dated for four months right before she had moved to Loomis. As if he hadn't saved her life once.

Jocelyn waved Sam toward the chair in front of her desk in her office. She sat in hers behind it, biding her time while she gathered her composure. As a psychologist, she'd learned to suppress any emotions she might experience in order to deal with a client's problem. His presence strained that skill.

"Personally. We're neighbors." She knew she was stating the obvious, but Sam's intense stare unnerved her, as though he remembered their time together but not fondly. He was one of the reasons she had come to Loomis nine months ago to open a private practice and teach a few classes at Loomis College.

Grinning, Sam threw a glance at the pawnshop across the street and said in a teasing tone, "Yes, I can see." Then as though he realized he'd slipped too quickly into a casual, friendliness toward her, he stiffened, the smile gone.

His sudden change pricked her curiosity. He didn't like this any more than she did. That realization made getting through the interview a little easier. She relaxed the tensed set of her shoulders.

When she had started seeing Sam in New Orleans, she had known it wasn't wise to date someone she had to work with from time to time in volatile, intense situations. Being a consultant on kidnapping cases where children were involved had thrown them together over the course of the year he'd been in the Big Easy.

Jocelyn gripped the edge of her desk. "Look, I'm happy to let you hear the recording, and I'll help in any other way I can, but I insist on us putting our former relationship in the past where it belongs." Their relationship started when Sam rescued her from a patient's father who tried to kill her, and it fell apart when they worked together on a kidnapping case that ended violently. Brutality had surrounded her in New Orleans. She thought she'd escaped it by coming to Loomis.

"Do you mean it? You'll help with this case? Because I was thinking we need someone with your experience." His frosty gaze melted a few degrees.

Although she now worked with all ages, in missing-persons cases she'd dealt only with the children involved. "Well, yes. I'll help.

But since children are my specialty, I'm not sure how…" She drew in a deep breath. "Sarah. You want me to work with Leah's daughter?"

Sam nodded. "I think the key to Leah's disappearance may be wrapped up in her husband's suicide, so I'll be looking into that, too. Were you aware that Sarah might have witnessed her father's death?"

Jocelyn's heartbeat quickened. Poor little Sarah!

Jocelyn swallowed and said, "I hadn't heard that before I had to leave or I wouldn't have left. I thought Sarah was asleep upstairs in her bedroom. Earl shot himself downstairs in his office in the store."

"Apparently Leah's brother told the sheriff his sister was beginning to think that Sarah might have seen or heard something from a couple of things the child said to her mother."

"What?"

"Clint didn't know. Leah left Sarah with him before he could question her further about it."

"That poor child."

"I need to know what she knows."

"She's only three. It may be very little. Have you talked with Clint? The sheriff said that Sarah is staying with him."

"No, but I'm heading out to his house to interview him after I leave here. I want you to come along and assess Sarah."

Just like old times—unpleasant ones. Don't go there. Why, Lord, are you doing this? "Do you want to hear the message?"

"Yes."

"I'd give you the tape, but I use an answering service." The second time she heard it Jocelyn was even more convinced Leah was in trouble. Was it due to her husband's suicide or something else? Where did Sarah fit into this? Had the child heard or seen something she shouldn't have?

"Why would she call you? Isn't Shelby Mason her closest friend?"

"My, you have been busy. How long have you been in town?"

"A few hours." He captured her gaze, intensity pouring off of him.

"You aren't seeing Leah professionally, are you?"

Clenching her teeth, she curled her hand around her pen until it dug into her palm. "No. We're friends, but lately she has used me more and more as a sounding board when something's bothering her."

"What was she bothered by, and don't tell me it's confidential because she isn't a client."

"Her marriage. She and Earl were having trouble."

"The kind that could drive her to kill her husband and leave her child?"

"I told you I can't see Leah doing anything like that."

"Leave her child or murder her husband?"

"Both." Before she snapped her pen in half, Jocelyn placed it on top of the folder she was working on.

"You, better than most, know that when people are pushed too far, they are capable of doing something you'd never think they could." Sam rose, hovering in front of her desk. "Will you come with me to Clint Herald's?"

She wanted to say no, not be dragged into the seedy side of life that had taken up so much of her time in New Orleans, but she couldn't. Leah was a friend. Shelby, Leah and she had once been a tight threesome in high school. What if she was in trouble and needed her help? "Yes."

"Thanks, I appreciate it."

The formal tone returned to his voice and bearing, and she grasped it like a life preserver. So long as he kept things professional, she would be able to help Leah—that was, if she could keep herself from remembering her and Sam's past relationship.

She locked her office and trailed him to the parking lot at the side of the building. He headed for his black nondescript sedan.

"I'll drive myself." Jocelyn paused a few feet from her yellow T-bird.

Over the top of his vehicle he studied her for a moment, then shrugged. "Suit yourself. I'll follow you, since I'm not familiar with Loomis."

When she pulled out onto Main Street, she noticed the sheriff coming out of the pawnshop with several plastic bags, probably full of evidence. Seeing them brought to mind the other child from her past—the one she hadn't been able to save.

His hands tight on the steering wheel, Sam kept sight of the yellow Thunderbird a few yards in front of him. He'd known that Jocelyn had left New Orleans for a job in a Louisiana town north of the city, but he hadn't been prepared to see her again today—and worse, needing to work with her.

Being with her brought back the memories of the last case they'd handled together. For several seconds the image of the little five-year-old boy's body, bruised and beaten, and the horror on Jocelyn's face at the sight flashed across his mind like a strobe light. Jocelyn's reaction drew his own repulsion to the foreground. He'd almost quit his job.

He gripped the wheel until his hands ached. He hadn't found the child in time, and that would haunt him for the rest of his life. It flashed in his mind alongside his own younger brother's face the last time he'd seen him twenty-five years ago.

He shook his head to clear the disturbing images as Jocelyn turned into the driveway of an older two-story house with huge oaks dripping Spanish moss standing sentinel in front. Parking behind her, Sam shut down his thoughts of the past. He couldn't let anything cloud his judgment while working the case. He'd concentrate on solving it soon and be gone from Loomis.

After joining Jocelyn on the porch, he leaned around her and pressed the bell. She kept her gaze trained forward, the silence between them taut. Her faint scent of vanilla tempted him with memories. The sight of her long blond hair, free from the usual clasp at her nape, billowing about her shoulders or the feel of her soft hand in his…

A click wrenched him back to the present. Relieved when the door opened to reveal a large man with dark features and a grim expression on his face, Sam pulled out his badge. "I'm Special Agent Pierce with the FBI. I'm here to look into your sister's disappearance and wonder if we could have a word with you."

"I'm glad someone is finally taking this seriously. I couldn't get the sheriff to listen to me yesterday when I told him that Leah wouldn't leave Sarah unless something bad had happened to her." Clint stepped to the side to allow them into his house. "Come in. And hi, Jocelyn. I was just about to put Sarah down for a late nap. I'll take care of that and then we can talk.”


 

When Night Falls

Chapter One

In the dead of night darkness, closed in on Dr. Jocelyn Gold as she approached her car, parked in the last row in the large lot, full of vehicles but not people.

Glancing up at the security light, she couldn’t remember it being out when she arrived at the apartment building earlier. She’d been meeting with Sam Pierce to consult with him and interview a teen in an FBI case. She should have waited for Sam and left with him, but she’d wanted to get home. Usually place was teeming with people. She checked her watch. One in the morning. That would explain the emptiness. She’d been here longer than she thought. She hurried her pace, clicking her remote to unlock her car.

She reached for her door handle of her yellow Thunderbird. A sweaty hand clamped over her mouth. The taste of salt gagged her as a large body flattened her against her vehicle. The force of the action knocked the breath from her lungs and her purse from her grasp. A knife pressed into her neck while a musky odor assailed her nostrils.

Terror held her immobile. Her breath trapped in her lungs, she tried to recall her self-defense training. Her mind blanked.

The man leaned into her, the scent of beer chasing away all other smells. “You should have left my daughter alone.”

The gruff, muffled sound of his deep voice pierced the thundering of her heartbeat in her ears. Daughter? Who?

Her assailant shoved her head into the soft top of her convertible, his hand no longer over her lips, the sharp weapon no longer at her throat. But before she could scream, he stuffed an oily rag into her mouth. With her body still trapped between her car and him, he tied a gag on her. When he lifted the knife, even in the darkness she could see its glinting steel. She squeezed her eyes closed, anticipating the bite of the knife.  

Seconds passed.         

The hammering of her heartbeat in her ears proclaimed she was still alive. She stared at the black shroud of night, the apartment building a hundred yards away. He shifted, bearing his full weight on her body.          

Then it came--the steel blade sliding across her flesh, nicking her. The sweat running down her neck stung the cut. A cold, clammy feeling washed over her.         

“I’m gonna enjoy slicing you up. But not here.” He used the tip of the knife to toy with the shell of her ear.        

The threat shoved her survival instincts to the foreground. Snippets of her training finally leaked into her thoughts. She ground her foot into his, and the instant his hold lessened, she jabbed her elbow back into his soft stomach. A whoosh of air blasted from his lips.   

The hulking man struggled to breathe. His grip loosened even more. Jocelyn went limp, totally slipping from him. Wrenching away, she swung her arm against his wrist, and the knife flew from his grasp. The clanking noise reverberated in the quiet. She kicked his shin, then whirled and ran toward the building.  

The sound of his pounding footsteps filled her ears. Her own breathing shallow and ragged, Jocelyn knew the distance between them was shrinking, but she dared not look back.

Eighty yards.  

I can make it. She tore at the gag over her mouth.    

Sixty. She spat out the rag. She felt a catch in her side.        

A hand grabbed her jacket. She shrugged out of the garment and kept going.        

Forty more yards and safety.

But the thud of his footsteps sounded right behind her. She screamed.       

He slammed into her, and she crashed to the asphalt, all the air rushing from her. Pain shot up from her knees and palms. A heavy weight pressed her into the cement, constricting the rise and fall of her chest. The grit of the pavement dug into her cheek. Her lungs burned with the effort to draw oxygen into them.           

Suddenly the pressure on her back eased. She started to scramble away when he yanked her arm up, hauling her to her feet, facing him. Over six feet tall, he towered in front of her. Through the slits in the black ski mask she felt his gaze boring through her although it was too dark really to tell.        

“I’ll make you pay for destroying my family.”          

His mumbled threat, a menacing whisper, hung between them. They were only mere inches apart. Squeezing her arm so tight that her fingers were going numb, he yanked her closer until her length mashed into his. Again the smell of beer accosted her. Bile rose into her throat. With one hand fisted in her hair and the other digging into her arm, he began dragging her toward some bushes off to the side. She fought to block the pain and focus on getting away.           

She screamed. Her voice barely worked. Swallowing hard, she started to shout again. He locked his arm across her front and braced his fleshy palm against her mouth.

“Stop! FBI.”  

Her attacker jerked around, taking her with him. He knocked her to the ground, then fled.           

“Jocelyn, you all right?”         

She blinked and looked up. Sam Pierce hovered over her, his gun drawn.   

“Yeah,” she answered in a raw whisper while the blackness around her threatened to swallow her.           

He thrust his cell into her hand. “Call the police. I’m going after him.” Sam raced after the man who had a good minute head start.      

                                                              * * *

The pounding of his feet ate up the distance. A picture of Jocelyn with her long, blond hair clutched in her assailant’s hand and her blue eyes full of fear and pain spurred him even faster.     

He glimpsed the large perpetrator dash into a dark alley. Sam followed. Thoughts of hearing Jocelyn’s scream propelled him into a situation he knew was dangerous. When he got his hands on the man, he would regret messing with Jocelyn. Rage fed Sam until he realized he’d lost sight of the attacker.           

Slowing his pace, Sam searched the shadows. He had to stay focused on his target, not on his anger. He saw a movement up ahead and increased his speed. His grip on his weapon tightened, all his instincts sharpened. The only illumination came from the buildings lining the sides of one back alley after another.         

When he reached a dead end, a chain link eight-foot fence towered before him. Scaling it, he leaped to the ground and scanned the inky curtain surrounding the abandoned warehouse. He dug into his suit pocket and retrieved his penlight, then made a sweep of the area.       

A crashing noise jerked him around to the left.

                                                            * * *   

Jocelyn picked herself up from the pavement. Her legs wobbled. She stumbled and nearly went down. The trembling started in her hands and quickly spread throughout her. She hugged her arms across her chest and trudged toward the apartment building.          

At the double glass doors that led inside, she pulled on one and nearly cried out when it didn’t budge. Yanking on the other produced more frustration. The locked lobby afforded no safety for her. She raised her hands to hammer her fists against the glass when she saw Sam’s cell. Quickly she made a call to the police, then wilted to the pavement before the doors, hoping they arrived soon.          

Finally Jocelyn looked down at herself and gasped. Through her torn black pants she could see her bloodied knees. Turning her hands over, she examined her scraped and bleeding palms. She brought her finger up to her neck and felt the sticky wet of her own blood.

What if something happened to Sam because of her? That question renewed all her panic and fear. With everything else going on in her life, how would she forgive herself if it did?

                                                   * * *

A white cat darted in front of Sam, and for a few seconds he relaxed his tense body, drawing in a calming breath.

Then he continued his search of the tall weeds and trash littered yard encircling the warehouse. Nothing but a black wall greeted his inspection.    

Suddenly he realized where he was. The assailant had doubled back around. The apartment parking lot was nearby. Visions of Jocelyn at knifepoint flashed through his mind.  

Sam set out in a jog, skirting the abandoned structure. Lord, protect her.    

He rounded a corner when something hard whacked him across the chest. He stumbled and fell to his knees. The grip about his weapon momentarily went slack.        

Sucking in gasping breaths, he lifted his head at the same time he strengthened his hold on his gun. A two-by-four came at him, catching him on the side of the head. He collapsed forward. The sight of white tennis shoes was the last thing he saw before darkness rushed in.

                                                             * * *

Jocelyn hugged Sam’s cell phone as though that would protect her from her attacker if he reappeared. She continually scanned the parking lot, so tense that her muscles ached.          

A movement in the shadows at the edge of a pool of light from the nearest security lamp caught her attention. A figure emerged. She struggled to her feet, praying it was Sam coming back.           

In the distance a siren broke the stillness of the night.          

The unknown person froze, stared down the street then spun about and ran.          

Jocelyn slid down the glass as patrol cars came to a shrieking halt. Two police officers raced toward her. One placed a call while the other homed in on her.          

“Jocelyn, I heard the dispatcher and came as quick as I could.”       

Relief washed over her. She knew her. Terri Morgan. She quickly explained what happened, finishing with the fact Sam was still gone. Her mounting fear crept into her voice as the other officer joined Terri.          

“I called for an ambulance,” the newcomer said.      

“Why?” Jocelyn asked, trying to stand, needing to go look for Sam.           

“Jocelyn, stay right there until the paramedics can check you out.” Terri placed a hand on her shoulder.   

“No! Something’s wrong. I can feel it.” Her voice rose.       

“You’re hurt, Jocelyn.”          

The patience in her friend’s voice did nothing to alleviate her dread. “I’m okay. Find Sam.”

She took a step forward and sank to the pavement, Terri’s arm about her in support. Her body throbbed in pain. 

More sirens disturbed the night.        

An ambulance slammed to a stop in front of the building. One paramedic jumped out and hurried toward her while another opened the back of the vehicle.        

She shook off Terri’s assistance and shoved to her feet, determined to remain upright. “You don’t understand. I’m not going anywhere until I see Sam. Make sure he’s all right.”         

The other policeman murmured something in her friend’s ear, then made a call for backup. Panic surged through her.

Where was Sam?

A paramedic wheeled a gurney to her. A protest welled up inside her, but before she could utter it, a figure staggered out of a dark alley across the street and pitched forward.

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Title: Poisoned Secrets

Paperback

Publisher: Steeple Hill - Love Inspired  Suspense (Mar 2009)

ISBN: 0373443291

Pages: 224

Aloud thud from the apartment above made Kane McDowell flinch and sit straight up in the lounger.

"What was that?" Edwina Bacon asked, putting her teacup down on the table next to her.

Kane's gaze riveted to the ceiling of Edwina's place. "Maybe Henry dropped something."

"I don't know. He didn't look well tonight when I saw him go upstairs. That's the second strange sound I've heard coming from the apartment above. What if he fell and hurt himself?"

"You worry too much about the tenants, Edwina. Henry's certainly capable of taking care of himself." His words didn't erase the worry on the elderly woman's face. Kane pushed to his feet. "But if it will make you feel better, I'll go upstairs and check."

"Oh, thank you. I wouldn't want anything to happen to someone here. Even Henry."

"You read too many mysteries," Kane said as he headed for the foyer of the apartment building he owned.

Kane's leg ached as he mounted the stairs to the second floor of the converted mansion. He'd overdone it today. Covering the short distance to apartment 2A, he knocked. He waited a minute and then rang the bell. Nothing.

Henry Payne sometimes was out late. But if that were the case, then what made the crashing sound? Reluctantly Kane dug into his pocket for the master key. He fit it into the lock and turned it, but the door was already unlocked.

Alarmed, he thrust the door open, every skill he'd learned in the military activated. The overpowering odors of cigars and lemon polish assailed his nostrils. The complete chaos scattered about this usually tidy, orderly place put Kane on alert. This definitely wasn't a heart attack. Cautiously he moved into the lighted living area, listening for any sounds coming from the rest of the apartment. Silence greeted him.

"Henry," he called out while scanning the room where every book the man owned, which had to be hundreds, seemed to be tossed on the floor. Drawer contents littered the beige area rug, and all the cabinets were emptied. The crunch of glass beneath his feet drew his glance. The mirror over the table in the small entryway lay on the hardwood floor in shattered pieces. Probably the crash Edwina heard.

Maybe Henry's gone.

Or maybe not.

Coveting his own privacy, Kane hated invading another's, but it was obvious something had gone terribly wrong here. He headed down the short hallway to investigate the two bedrooms. Each one was as neat and tidy as he knew Henry to be.

Back in the living room, Kane limped toward the kitchen to check out the rest of the place. When he swung the door open, the stench of blood—something he would never forget from his time in Iraq—accosted him. The cool breeze from an open window that led to the balcony chilled the room. As Kane inched forward, the door swung closed. The sound of its swish drew his attention behind him. He froze.

On the floor in a crimson pool lay Henry, his dark eyes staring at the ceiling, his arm flung out at an odd angle, a patch of light blue fabric clutched in his hand.

* * *

Maggie Ridgeway stared at the Twin Oaks Apartments. The converted late nineteenth century mansion's brick was painted a flesh tone, and its trim and shutters a snowy white. Three stories tall with a porch that ran almost the full length of its front, the building dominated the spacious yard with multicolored spring flowers blooming in the well-tended beds. Two massive oaks stood sentinel. A stained glass window with a pastoral scene was above the entrance, and below it were double, dark brown doors with beveled glass.

Finally!

She was here and intended to stay.

Maggie marched up the stairs to find the manager and secure the vacant apartment before someone else did. A friend she worked with at the hospital told her a vacancy in this building was rare and didn't last long. Afraid she'd never get the opportunity, she was ready to pounce on the opening she'd been anxiously waiting several months for since moving to Seven Oaks, Kentucky.

She stepped into the spacious foyer, a wide staircase directly in front of her sweeping up to the second floor. A gleaming chandelier hung from the ceiling, and a huge round cherry table with a bouquet of expensive silk flowers in a crystal vase sat under the light, adding a splash of vivid colors to the entrance. An ornate Persian rug, predominantly navy-blue and maroon, covered the marble floor in the center, giving off a warm, cozy feeling.

Surveying the first floor, she found the door with a brass plaque with the word manager engraved on it. She covered the short distance to the apartment and rang the bell.

"She's not home," a child's voice said behind her.

Maggie turned around and saw a thin boy with brown hair standing on the staircase, gripping the wooden balustrade. Her heart lurched at the sight of him. Only a few yards away. Staring into his dark eyes, she felt as though she were staring into her own. Kenny! The thought made her take a step back until she pressed up against the manager's door.

She'd imagined meeting and talking to him for the first time. But now no words would come to mind. Emotions, held at bay, crashed down on her. Emptiness, anger, elation, all swirling around in her, made a knot form in her stomach.

"Ma'am, are you all right?" His freckled face scrunched up into a worried look.

Maggie continued to peer at the boy. Her smile faltered while her heartbeat began to hammer against her rib cage. She'd told herself this would happen and thought she'd prepared herself for it.